Between Hate Love and Revenge

Soap Bubbles

...Your smile is like oxygen to me...

...A source of life for me...

...So keep smiling...

...For my life...

...Kandy...

But clearly visible on Andini's face, his sadness of words between mother and child earlier. He heard everything. Her tears did not wet her own cheeks. He cried, lamenting his life. He forgets who he really is, he forgets all his friends, he doesn't know why papa and his mama didn't come too, he only knows about himself who is 6 years old and worse his nature also follows his age.

Who wants this ? The answer is none, neither Chandra nor Andini he wants amnesia. But now all he can do is surrender and surrender everything to the Supreme God.

Chandra immediately approached the woman who had become his wife. "Andin.." The call made her immediately wipe away her tears.

"Sister" he exclaimed, smiling as if nothing had happened to him.

"Why ?" There was a pain every time I saw her cry. It's better to get beaten up than to see Andini cry.

Chandra wiped away the rest of her tears.

"This is the sweet arum" he said while giving the cotton sugar.

"Thank you." He welcomed her so happily.

"What a son.." He tasted it greedily.

"And.. You are indeed Andini, even though you are amnesiac. You never talk about your sadness. You always cover it up like I can't think or feel your sadness either." Chandra looked at him with a sad look.

"So try it's good." she said, smiling, hiding all the wounds she had.

Suddenly, she pulls Andini into her arms. He was crying on Andini's boat. Andini who got the treatment was just silent. Without any intention of retaliating. He didn't cry he just heard a buzzing sound from Chandra. This should have been his wound but Chandra was the one who felt the most pain. This is what is called a husband and wife bond.

"Let's go home." whispered to Andini's ear.

"All right..." Andini just obeyed his orders.

Now they're in the car, but Chandra still doesn't start the car he's staring at Andini. At this time her tears were being held back but her mind was looking for a way for Andini to smile again.

"Sister, brother why ?" ask Andini.

"No. Mm.. Brother wants to take you somewhere, how do you want ?" tanyakanya.

"I want a place that's not too crowded, but exciting."

"Both brother will take you to a more exciting place." After hearing the characteristics of the place he wanted, he immediately thought to a place.

Chandrapun immediately drove his car. Split the capital road that was not too crowded at that time. He took Andini to the peak in the city of Bogor. After traveling for several hours, they finally reached their destination.

"Where are we, the air's so cold ?"

"This is us at the top of And. Bogor peak. Remember when SMP we played here with other friends. It's just that we came at ten in the night, so it's not very clear. Let's go there.." Chandra took him in a higher direction.

"For a while wait here and don't go anywhere, if there's a bad guy. You just scream ok !" Chandra ran away leaving him.

"Sister just for a moment" he shouted again while running.

"Have I really been here with him ?" andini says monologue.

"Akhs... Why does my head hurt so suddenly every time I try to remember my past ?"

"Dark ?" He vaguely remembered the dark shadows, everything was dark. I don't know what that means.

Soon Chandra came with a bucket of soapy water and a bubble blower. Yeah they're gonna play soap bubbles.

"Yes.."

"That's great, wow.. " Andini seemed pleased with what she saw.

"There's a small one too, so you can blow the soap bubbles.."

"Really.. ! Vaaahh.... I want to make bigger bubbles."

"Can you ?"

"could.. Look !!"

Pictures are just illustrations

"That's great, you, look at me with bubble shots, you're gonna make little bubbles, so your bubbles have a team" he explained.

"Yes... I'm so happy. Thank you" he said with a very charming smile.

"That's what I'm trying to do, and you're making you smile because your smile is like oxygen to me, a source of life for me, so keep smiling, for my life" she said.

They play and laugh together. Forgetting all the fatigue that always comes to them. The place is really in accordance with the wishes of Andini, exciting but not many visitors.

When they are tired of playing. They sat staring at the twilight that will soon arrive while eating the provisions that have been prepared by Andini. At the top was also a very happy wind hitting them.

"And... How come you said.Let's say And, brother will listen to you, brother will always be your protector. Tell me everything because your brother is your husband, you should know what you're feeling.." Chandra tries to make Andini never hide her sadness again.

"No I won't tell you."

"Why ? Don't you trust my sister ?"

"No.. It's just..."

"Tell me And !" the message was resolute as if there should be no rejection.

"I'm just sad, I'm not like them. They remember all of their pasts while I ? They all know their friends and I ? They all know her husband and I ? Sometimes you think why is God this evil ? What's wrong Andin ? I know this isn't fair to Andin. Brother said Andin was a good man. Andin had heard that a good man would have unparalleled happiness, but Andin... Tell me the truth whether I'm a bad person, or a bad person. Tell me I won't be angry, even I'll change my destiny. I'm tired of living like this.."

"No it's not your fault, it's brother's fault. Forgive me for the carelessness and wrongs you made, if only that night you were taken care of, maybe..."

"No, it's not brother's fault. I just want me to remember, I just want to know what we're like. I want to remember our sweet memories. I don't want such an empty book that needs ink to repeat the story again."

Again Chandra could only carry her in his arms. Hope the hug can again make both strong, dispel any problems that exist.

"I don't know what to do now. I want Andini to be just like this, but she wants to remember everything" inwardly

"No Chandra he deserves to remember everything that happened to him. He deserves to have his memory back, even if later he will forgive you or not it will be your business in the future. You can only let go and hope he forgives you. You don't be selfish the most important thing right now is your happiness" his inner self again.

As someone in charge of Andini, he must do anything for his happiness. Of course there is something to sacrifice. His ego really should be buried forever.

In Chandra's arms, Andini felt so comfortable. Like getting a fortress for him to take cover. While Chandra is in his heart he feels the warmth that only he can get from an Andini. And without both of them realizing every moment they pass by there is always someone who perpetuates it.

Seriate..

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