Between Hate Love and Revenge

I'm Here

Michell was staring at himself in his big glass. For these few hours he kept thinking about Nina. None of them were missed. Even his memories replay his old High School memories.

Every now and then she sees her phone hoping for a message from Nina but it doesn't exist. There was a feeling of emptiness in him when he didn't get word or hear Nina's voice, even if it was only a few hours away.

Now she had laid herself on the bed, staring at the ceiling of her room. " Why do I feel guilty seeing Nina cry, why am I so worried. Should I have just called him, to ask him how he is" his monologue.

Tok tok...

The sound of knocking on the door thwarted his intention to call Nina.

"Sister.. Have you slept ?"someone from outside her room.

"No Ayuni, just enter the door is not brother key.."

Chequek.

"Sister why, why is his face so tangled" asked his sister while raising his own eyebrows.

"I don't know Yun.. Brother is confused, dizzy, upset, messed up, kelin, sad, worried" he lamented.

"Hmmm. Lots of ice rich. Who the hell made my handsome doctor brother upset ? Ka Andini ?" tanyakanya.

"Andini ?" ogre.

"Even I just remembered about him, how is he now ?" ask in the heart.

"Hi kaa.." Ayuni moved her hands in front of the dreamy Michell.

"Kok daydreamed anyway. What's up ? Big brother to Andini, same to Andini. Denger yes kaa..." When his speech was not finished, Michell cut it first.

" Not Yun.."

"No ? Usually that makes a big brother upset it's ka Andini.. Mmm what not-don't other women huh. Cie has moved on dong" his god.

"Move.."

"Did I really move on ?"inner again.

"Sister. Hish even diem. What do you think ?" ask her sister curious. Indeed, because all this time he only told one woman he loved to his mother also his sister.

"So gini Yun..." Michell told me all about Nina. The woman who filled her days in High School and also the woman who always made her laugh and upset lately. He also told me why he got this upset.

"Gosh brother. This brother how the hell, obviously he was angry that the rich brother was. I too if I am in that position, I'm craving you" Ayuni said impassively. He was worried about his own brother's behavior.

"Yoon.. Brother just do not like suddenly superior brother deketin brother Andini. And yes if you want to know Andini's brother is amnesiac and only remember his childhood after 6 years, besides he did not want anything. Her husband doesn't want to."

"Sister.. If I could just advise. Brother should have lupain ka Andini, he already has a husband brother. Even though her husband is like that too. And after often horrified brother's curses about ka Andini, I'm sure that ka Andini even though it's divorced, yes if it happens yes. I'm sure she won't choose a sister as her husband."

Michell pondered a little about his sister's words. It's true what he said. Andini would never have chosen him even if he had already divorced her.

"Sister.. Don't make others crazy again with the charm of brother" he chirped.

"What do you mean ?"

"That's Bella's sister. Please end this. Brother needs to be happy even if it's not with Andini's sister. Looking for a woman is not from beautiful and smart brother but also from good and loyal and obligatory he loves older brother. Ok ! It was Andini's sister who managed to change brother. But it's just a path, not the end of brother's goal. Brother, do you mean me ?" he said with a grin.

"No.." Michell replied indifferently.

"Damf.. Bodo.. Clear and in short. If you like the same sister you Nina chase ka." he said while slamming the door.

Brakes..

"Pursuit, move on, is that right ???" Michell seemed to rethink Ayuni's last words before she left. That night became a night that could not make him sleep. His mind kept thinking about what was going on with his feelings. If likened maybe now his brain is turning like a fan propeller and until it makes his head hot.

***

Early in the morning, she had a shower. Sure enough he hasn't slept all night. Don't ask the current state of his eyes, he's already like a panda in WBB cartoons.

"I've called him more than 20 times last night but none of it has been picked up by him. Is he that angry. No. I have to explain, it doesn't feel good to be left like this" his monologue this morning.

"Where are you going so early.. ?" ask brother.

"Dear, where are you going, it's only 6 o'clock. Let's have breakfast first, mama made you toast. Come on..!" take mother.

"Mam, Yun I can't eat here. I'm in a hurry. But I'll take one for a walk ok !" he said while taking bread.

"I'll go first mama"

"Hey. Not eating before go that way."

"It's a habit of chasing girls again."

"Bahh.. Good that" said his mother with a smile.

***

Now Michell is in front of the house of a woman who managed to make him not sleep all night. There was a sense of insecurity when he reached the door of his house. Wanted to knock but he puffed. He turned himself around and mentally prepared to meet Nina.

Tok tock..

Finally he knocked on the door.

"Assalamualaikum." he said.

"Wa'alaikum salam eh who is well." asked the middle-aged woman when she opened the door.

"I'm Michell tan nina. Is there a color ?"

"Oh there-there, please come in.." The old woman who was none other than Nina's mother let her in.

"I'm sorry the house is a mess, it's hot, the little hut again" the woman said with a smile.

"Ah.. Aunty, do not have a unique home" he said while sitting himself in the chair.

"Awhile her nose was sick again, then she went home with her legs until bleeding, he said the way from the office. He forgot to bring a wallet, I'll call him first." Nina's mother left her alone.

"Bloody, forgot to bring a wallet" he murmured. His mind glared everywhere.

"Wait for the last one, lest he pay for it all ? Jeez Michell, he's coming home on foot, he's got no money." Grunts him in the heart. She is very unhappy with the financial condition of Nina, a tough woman who supports her family.

Soon Ninapun came with a limp step. "Whether you're here." he said very tightly.

"Mrs.." Michell stood up from his seat.

"I want to talk to you for a moment" he added.

Nina who looked at her nodding mother also obeyed her. Then he sat down in his guest chair.

"Mrs.. I'm sorry, your feet are rich, it's all because of me" he regretted.

"My feet have nothing to do with you, mending you get out of here." Nina kicked him out again.

"Mrs.. I'm actually here..."

His words stopped, whether he was confused to say it. Nina waited for the next sentence anxiously and expectantly. Anxious because he was afraid of her coming here to reject him again whereas his heart desperately wished that he had expressed love to her.

"Akhs.. What's wrong with me. He couldn't possibly love me" inwardly as he stared at Michell.

"I'm here.." reiterate again.

"Ah.. Why is my tongue muffled, why can't I say it" he grumbled in his heart.

seriate..

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