Between Hate Love and Revenge

Undead

...I can love even if I am not loved. I can love for both of us. And that presence of you in my life is enough to make me breathe. But the absence of you I am like an undead. Please think back !!!...

...Chandra Tsu's...

Doni, he's become more panicked than ever. Because Andini went to drive her own car, when after she had just realized from her amnesia. He was afraid something bad happened to Andini.

"What if Andini, feels dizzy and bumps into another road user ? No, that can't happen" he murmured. He immediately rushed on his brakes and sped on the road.

While still on the way to find Andini, he immediately contacted Chandra who was still in Surabaya. Unfortunately, none of his calls are connected. He immediately sent a message containing that Andini has remembered the mass.

The sky had begun to darken, flashes of lightning dotted the afternoon. Rain fell on the city, but Doni still did not find Andini. When he passed the public funeral, immediately came the thought that Andini must be there, where both parents were buried.

Without further consideration, Doni immediately turned around, he entered the cemetery alley.

When he arrived there, he saw Andini who was crying bitterly while hugging Agas' headstone. There is also a pain that runs through his heart, how lost he is to the death of Agas who always helped him. Doni, he knows what it's like to be abandoned.

"And.." he said.

Now he was in front of Andini and he was waiting for the rain to touch him no longer.

"Come home !! Don't let you get sick And.."

"Just go home I don't want to. I still want to be here with my parents. Just go home!".he said coldly.

"And, you always say it's not good to always be sad, right ! Why are you so sad now ?" tanyanya, he tried to resuscitate Andini.

"..."

"Every living thing will die And, you, me, my parents, the animals, everything will die." he added.

"I don't want to hear your talk, go !!" her word.

"But And..."

"Doni. " snapped, making Doni surprised.

"Do you not understand, I am sad. My parents died, even I don't know, Don." This is the first time he's yelled at Doni.

"Go home !! I don't want to get angry at you" he said.

"Well, you have an umbrella for you." - She said, then left Andini alone.

While in Surabaya.

After explaining the incident about Laura's shooting to the Police, Chandra opened her phone.

His eyes widened after reading a message from Doni. There is a feeling of happiness but the more dominant is sad because at this time Andini already knows that his father is dead.

Chandra could not imagine Andini's hardship after knowing the truth. He also wants to be near Andini at this time, immediately he reached into his pants pocket and contacted his trusted subordinates who were in the branch company, that he could not attend the event.

After that Chandra immediately booked a plane ticket to return to Jakarta.

***

Andini had come home from the grave of both her parents. His clothes were dirty because of the soil plus the rain that washed them.

He walked towards his room in shaky steps, his dirty clothes soiling the floor of his house, but he was unaware of it.

Seen from the look of his face that there is no mimic, neither sad nor laugh, his gaze was empty, he looked but like he did not see. Everyone who saw him became sad.

Andini went into the bathroom, she flushed her body still wrapped in clothes. He could only pensively lament his heartache.

20 Minutes later, Bik Ijah and Bik Sri took turns bringing food. Because they were sure from morning Andini had not filled his stomach. Every meal that came he always refused with cold.

"And.." call Chandra who just arrived. He brought a plate of rice in his hand, because before he went into Andini's room, Bik Ijah told him that Andini had not eaten.

"Feed yuk first !" invite him, but Andini remained silent not budging.

"Eat yuk or you want me to.."

"Why did you kill my father ?" he held out Chandra's hand.

"Kill ? What you said Andini, I didn't kill him, it's all your end." he said.

"Huh.."

"How can I trust you, brother ? Ahh no you forbid me to call brother. How can I trust you, Chandra ?" The tears were back in her hands.

Degs..

Chandra's heart pounded hard, Andini's speech was like a bomb exploding in his chest. It turned out that pain was called by his own wife, like there was no more dignity and dignity in her.

"Tell Chandra," Andini's clasping made her realize.

"Tell me that you killed my Papa, didn't you ! You hate my Papa too, because he took your father's heart. Bella died because she did not immediately get a heart donor. Tell me that you hate me." he cried.

Chandra just shook his head.

"I don't hate you, I didn't kill Papa, where I might do it And, while I knew that inside him was my father's heart. Bella's problem, I don't care anymore. I hate him so much, I'm sorry." Chandra Pin is crying.

"I'm sorry And, I'm sorry. I was wrong, I was lied to by him. I'm sorry I realized it too late. Please !!!" He approached while holding Andini's hand.

"Sorry Chandra, after everything that happened you said sorry ? It's so easy to apologize.."

"And whatever, whatever I'm gonna do And, so you can forgive me. You want how I'm gonna go."

"I want us to get divorced." she said slowly but surely. Must've pierced Chandra's heart.

"No, I'm not divorcing you. No, the others are. I'm mohooon..." Her tears kept falling.

"No, I can't love you anymore. Chandra's heart has been broken, and you, and you destroyed it.. I can't.."

"And.. Please think back. I don't want to split up. I don't want to, I can't take And.. Please !!" He wiped his tears. He looked deeper into Andini's eyes, seeing if there was still love in his eyes.

"And, I know you love me, and I love you so much, And. Think carefully, please don't make decisions when you're angry."

"Hahh hahaha haha.." Andini laughs..

"Haha haha.." He laughed even harder.

Chandra was still watching him, he did not understand the meaning of laughing.

"What did you say ? Think carefully ?" Andini returned to a cold tone of speech.

"How have you been Chandra ? Didn't you teach me this ? Huh," She put on her smile.

"Think about it ? I've been thinking about Chandra, I want to divorce you. Because being together is useless. You hate me .."

"No, I already love you." I suspect.

"Ouh has loved me, which means I hate you, Chandra Tsu son of Hermawan."

Chandra retreated, not expecting that what she was afraid of just happened. Especially now that Andini mentioned his full name, he felt alien to the person who was now in front of him.

He was silent, thinking about how his best path would be.

"Look at you, I'll prove that I love you so much" he said.

"One more thing, I can love even if I'm not loved. I can love for both of us. And that presence of you in my life is enough to make me breathe. But there's no you," Chandra paused his sentence.

"I am like a living corpse. So please think back, we repeat this household life from the beginning.."

Chandra left him alone. Of course he did not want to continue hearing the words that came out of Andini's mouth. It feels really tight and sick.