Between Hate Love and Revenge

Noisier..

"Andini" he woke up and shouted. He nodded and took a long breath. Set it back to normal.

"Andini, thank God you are still beside me" he said, then kissed Andini's cheek.

" It turned out that it was just a dream but why I dreamt Andini was gone, there was no way she was still sleeping, her breath was still there" he said after checking Andini's breathing.

" Fwuuhhh... I was a little calm, but he was still unconscious, and thankfully his fever was not high anymore" he said after checking his temperature.

The dream scared her to be abandoned by Andini. I don't know why that feeling is on him now. Maybe this is love, because the arrival of love is a mysterious thing that cannot be predicted. But it is still in a possibility.

Chandrapun came down from Andini's bed, he went and entered his room to bathe and pray at dawn because the new time shows five in the morning.

At exactly 06:15 in his room Andini had opened his eyes, he slowly opened his eyes. Her pale face and dry lips indicate that Andini is still really weak. Dizziness of course now he feels after what he did yesterday and quickly he remembers everything that happened yesterday.

Wanting to cry but his tears were no longer dripping, dry of course yesterday he continued to pull it out until unconscious.

He tried to calm his heart, strengthen it again. However he must not lose he must win against whatever is his obstacle, for this is his battle.

Andini tried to get up from her soft mattress, she tried to stand up slowly even though her head felt very heavy, after feeling she could to be more firm, she walked towards the dining room.

When we arrived at the dining table.

"Non Andini" said Bi Ijah then he approached Andini and led him,

"Why Non come here, let auntie who delivers food Non-room aunty has made porridge for Non." Andini is sitting down.

"No bi, no need. Where's Chandra ka ?" said weak.

"I'm here why you're here, you're still sick and you better get some more sleep" Chandra said worriedly.

"No, come here and eat together."

"What's wrong with you ? Why are you so stubborn you're still sick."

"Auntie can leave us both ?" the door on Bik Ijah. Of course, Ijah understood he went straight from that place. Now there are only two of them.

"Let's eat sit here, I'll get you some rice and side dishes" Andini said.

"Andini let me just you're still sick and weak."

"No I'm strong, I have to be strong ."

"What do you mean ?"

"I want to celebrate our two months, you know today is our two months and three days, sorry I was sick and couldn't prepare a gift for you." she said.

Chandra stiffened to hear Andini's heartbreaking words.

Seeing his silence Andinipun said :

"Come eat, or you want me to take a bribe as a gift from me" he added with a seductive smile.

"No need for me to be alone" said Chandra clumsily.

"Yes.. I love you "he said with a fixed look at Chandra.

"Andini me...." While talking his speech was immediately cut off by Andini,

"I know you don't love me. So I want to ask if you love Bella ? " he said seriously.

"Andini I have to go "he might not be able to answer that question. He no longer wanted to hurt her who was really sick.

"Andini kam.." Chandra's speech was interrupted directly by Andini.

"The question and the request do not want you to answer and respond. All right what if you listen to me after this you decide for yourself "he said then he took a deep breath and continued his words :

" I used to admire you in Junior High, but one day you expressed love for Bella, and I knew that. I was once angry because I knew my love was just a one-handed clap, but I realized that love doesn't have to be, and I asked her to be with you but Bella refused because she liked Michell. And one day I saw him declare love to Michell and I was surprised that Michell turned him down because he liked me. Since then I've been away from Michell I don't want Bella to get hurt because of me. But who would have thought Michell would always turn him down because Bella hates me, yesterday she said I had to feel her unloved suffering by the one I love and she knew very well that I really loved you, so she used you just to get revenge on me."

"Quite Andini I don't want to hear your story because I already know, I don't think you're really good at stringing words. If you want to incite me to hate her, no I Chandra will never hate her " said Chandra who has started to get emotional because he can not accept the statement that Andini gave that says Bella makes it a trap of revenge, because he never felt as a trap.

"And I just don't want you to hate him, but I want you to know he doesn't love you, I love you sincerely" Andini said.

"I feel it and I know what is sincere and what is not. He really loves me while you, even you get me in a dirty way. You and your father plan to be heroes. You helped us who were in trouble after that you asked for rewards so that I married you yes" he said because honestly this was his question to Andini for two months.

"I didn't even know your father was my papa's friend, and about my arranged marriage I was forced . My father had heart disease, and asked me to accept this match because he knew he could die at any time, I never knew it was you and after knowing I was so happy, but why after you know why you wouldn't reject me if I didn't have feelings for you" andini.

"My father threatened me not to think of him as a child and I was forced to not be able to resist" he said in a clear light because he could no longer lie.

"Haha.. It turns out that my life is at the mercy of others. How do you think Chandra, and then you want us how now ?"

"I can't do anything but take care of you" he said in a bowed state.

"Keep, take care of me by dating my own friends. You know what it's like when your partner in front of you is introduced as someone else's partner and it's your friend, it hurts Chandra "he said, but without tears.

Chandra could only shut up, he did not know what he had to say to Andini. Guilt from yesterday continues to haunt him even to the point of being carried away by dreams.

"Because you're silent I want to ask if you want to leave Bella ? "

"Sorry you can't now." he said softly considering he had also promised Bella.

"Why can't you why ?" andini said as flat as possible but in his heart hurt to hear that.

"I can't explain please understand" Chandra said.

"So you love him. Oh yes why should I ask, surely you have fallen in love even property is no longer worth it, you buy him a car for billions of rupiah."

"Enough And. "collapsed Chandra he did not want to hear Andini again somehow Andini said to him quite heartbreakingly.

"Why are you angry ? You're angry because I talked about it. You think I'm not hurt you think I'm not angry, disappointed. Chandra I was so disappointed, angry why you did this, and also yesterday you didn't even have any sympathy for me" Andini said furiously, not knowing that Chandralah had been accompanying and taking care of him all night.

"Because you're silent, you marry her. "

"can't. "

"Why because I'm still your wife. Remember Chandra I don't want a divorce never will. Make it honey. If the only option in the world is poison and honey. I choose not to poison you even though you will poison. And I'll show you that honey is poison to you."

"Quite Andini forgive me I'll fix everything I'm sorry." he said weakly, he did not expect it to happen like this, then he approached Andini he wanted to hug her but Andini avoided.

"I want to take a break" she ended the conversation.

Her heart really hurt to hear the statement from her own husband who did not want to end the relationship. Chandra also doesn't believe that her boyfriend just makes her a tool for revenge. However, his love covers all the evil and cunning Bella.

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