Between Hate Love and Revenge

Gegara I

" I killed Bella Chell. Maybe because of me he died, yesterday I was so selfish not to give my heart" he said. Andini really feels guilty for her selfishness.

" Yes, I think he is rich because I am not because of you, besides the donor heart must be matched first with the recipient donor, the donor, it could be unsuitable and just a waste of time."

"Mmm so.. But why did you say that because of you?" ask Andini wonder.

"Two days ago..."

Michell begins to recount the events before Bella dies. He also told that Bella had heart disease since 3 years ago because of an unhealthy lifestyle, likes to drink and so forth. And now Bella's heart disease relapses also because of too much alcohol, the doctor who treated her is a friend of Michell so that he knows how Bella is.

"God's Masya.. So that's the story, how pitying he is.." he said.

"Pity, And he has hurt you, why pity him ?"

"Indeed Chell, I know that. But now he doesn't exist. Do I have to be just like him, hate him ?" ask Andini.

"Yaaaa." he said while thinking.

"Why can't you answer ? Oh yes Chell, Bella is in love with you even since the days of Junior High. But why do you always reject him ?" tanyakanya.

"I don't like him" he said.

"Well, can you try it first, dating ?"

"And you also why do not like me, why not try first." he asked back. Andini was stunned to hear the question.

"Yes I already have a husband and again that love can not be forced, I prefer our relationship is only a friend. "Light Andini, actually Andini does not want to hurt someone by playing his feelings especially that is Michell, a person loved by his best friend. For him love is sacred and not to be toyed with, otherwise it is better to reject it than to ensnare it.

"Well that love can't be forced And and I'd rather he just be my friend" he said, repeating Andini's words.

"My love then and now just for you can't be that fast switching And. If if there is no hope for us, then I will forget you without involving anyone" Michell whispered in his heart.

"Mm love can not be forced.." lirihnya he really consumed by his own word. His mind was now reminded of Chandra who did not love him at all. Should she force Chandra to love her, for reasons of herself or her family or her marriage ties ?

Michell who saw Andini's face turned into a moody immediately diverted his conversation as if he knew what he was thinking.

"Yes, I want to visit your Papa, come on beautiful princess don't be sad anymore" he said. He really could not see Andini sad to cry, it felt very painful, if until such an incident.

Andinipun smiled blushfully at the call that Michell had just pinned on him. His face instantly changed for the better than before.

The day was getting late, Andini also asked Samsul's security guard to come to the hospital, replace him to keep his Papa who was also unconscious. He was reminded of Chandra who seemed to have eaten nothing from yesterday.

He also wants to comfort Chandra to return to the spirit of living his days even without his father. He also hopes Chandra can come back stronger than ever before.

****

Chandra just got to her house. After returning home from burying Bella, he was called by the police to immediately come with Rendi to help him in the investigation of the accident that has killed Hermawan.

Hermawan died in a hit-and-run accident, lucky on the road there is a cctv to help him in knowing who the hit-and-run perpetrator.

When Chandra finished, he went straight home.

"Dad, Bella why did you leave me alone I love you so much, God for what I live, the people I love and love they're gone, what reason could keep me here, what reason ?" his yell. He screamed and blew away all the grunts he was feeling.

At first glance he recalled the incident at the hospital and immediately said, "I want to be with them, I don't want to be with Andini, because she was because that selfish snake woman Bella had to leave me. I hate him, I don't want to live the rest of my life with him" he said. A clear thread had fallen on his cheek, he was crying.

"Tuhaan.. Why do you do this why you gave me so many times more misfortune, Bella their father is all gone, for what I live again, tell me what I live for again Lord.." he cried again.

"Why aren't all my lives that you took God why, are you not content to torture me, are you not satisfied to make me suffer. Why is the world not fair to me hu huhu...." She cried while hitting her own chest.

The deep sadness he felt made him unable to think clearly, he blamed Andini for Bella's death.

Andini had already come and was already in front of Chandra's room door, she had heard everything Chandra said from her despair to the insults she had thrown for herself.

It hurts to hear that the person he loves no longer wants to be with him, wants to leave him but can't, would feel so guilty if he left him after what his father-in-law had sacrificed for him and his father. But it is also very painful if it continues like this, it is like a simalakama fruit that retreated wrong forward, everything is wrong.

"God what am I to do now, I am so confused that I am suffering so much. Will this marriage end happily or end in a separation. Please show me the best way to deal with it, please give me peerless patience" he murmured.

Soon she took the food she had cooked for Chandra, because she knew from yesterday to noon Chandra had not eaten anything.

Tok tok ..

Andini knocked on Chandra's room door.

"Ka" call Andini.

"Let's eat first. " invite Andini but there is no say from inside there.

"Ka, I know you haven't eaten yet, let's eat first" he said, but still the same did not get a reply.

"Yes.."

Ceklek door opened by Andini, he saw Chandra was sleeping selonjoran on the bed with eyes that look at the sky of his house. Then she approached her husband.

seriate.....

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