Between Hate Love and Revenge

Peeped

For almost 3 months he didn't find Chandra anywhere. Now Chandra is no longer known to anyone. 80 today Andini also continues to confine himself at home, meaning that there are only twenty days left of his iddah period is finished.

Little by little he began to accept the fact that Chandra would definitely never return to him again..

Daydreaming and grieving are no longer meaningful, maybe even if he is already seriously ill even though Chandra still will not come to him. He thought that Chandra was very angry at him for all the treatment he gave.

Today he wants to go to the grave of his two masters as well as to the tomb of his father-in-law.

Like 80 days before, she did not wear makeup polish at all, even so people who are born beautiful will still look beautiful without makeup though.

After visiting the graves of his two masters he turned to the graves of his two masters.

"Dad.." he said.

"I'm sorry," her tears melted as she recalled her past.

"I've forgotten your message to always forgive your son, I didn't weigh my decision first. I'm so sorry about that, Dad. Turning the clock is impossible, Chandra has gone somewhere.." Andini regretted, he kept looking at his grave-in-law, as if Hermawan was really in front of him and listening to him.

"I'm stupid dad, I'm instigated by my own hatred. I'm sorry..." Her tears always hardened, if people already knew her maybe that person would be bored with the tears she let out.

But whatever Andini's power, she could only cry after what she did did did not produce the results she wanted.

Before long he held his hands parallel to his chest. She recited prayers for her two in-laws as well as Rendi. He had heard the truth about Rendi from Doni. She was shocked by this fact, but she was the victim of her family's crimes.

Not far from his existence behind a large tree was also shady, there was a man who monitored him..

"It turns out, you've always been nice to my parents. Thank you, thank you for praying for it" he said.

"I'm sorry, I'm so embarrassed to meet you. I'm afraid our meeting will hurt you again, Andini I'm sorry.." she said. Her tears are puffing.

Chandra often comes to the graves of his parents undercover. He did so that Andini would not find him. Not without reason, he wants Andini to be happy, without the shadow of the mass he has done.

She misses him so much, wanting to hug him so tightly that Andini knows that she loves him so much. But it felt impossible because all he knew Andini already hated him so much.

"We are close but your heart has run far. Why was I so stupid, why do I always avoid you when you always try to get close to me ?? Why is our relationship like a magnet with different poles ??" Chandra looked at him softly.

"I actually want to be like yesterday I want to take care of you, hold you, make you happy, hold you tight so you don't walk away from me. I want us to always hold hands like back then."

"But now it's not going to happen.. Among us is a barrier that is hard to break.."

Andini who was finished with the prayer ritual was immediately moved away.

In his footsteps he muttered, "If we meet here, ka. I must be very happy. Please take care of my husband, God. Wherever he was." he muttered while wiping away the trail of tears.

Now Andini is speeding through the streets of the capital. The destination was a cafe not far from the cemetery.

Andini was sitting alone in the cafe, she saw around him, everyone who passed by in front of him was seen holding his partners also joking with his little family. It made him back full of memories of his time with his family and also with his husband.

Before long the sound of music, someone sang the song "Slow Already" popularized by Hanin Dhiya. The lyrics reminded her of the feeling she was feeling that was regret.

This is what makes him not want to leave the house, everything that happens around him managed to make him sensitive and sad again. But he has to be strong, all this has to be done. He cannot give up, he can only give up all his business to God, not give up stop and keep quiet.

"And.." call Michell, he's holding Nina's hand.

"Michell, Nina.." he muttered. Andini's face looked happy.

"May we sit here.."

"Of course it can be who forbids you." Andini said with a smile. He did it to hide his sadness.

"Mom, how's it going ??" ask Nina.

"Ah.. I'm fine.." she said with a bitter smile as she said her condition. "But for a minute, there's something I don't know about here. Chell this is Nina, right ?? You're Chandra's secretary, don't you, where do you know him ??" she asked, showering the couple with questions.

"Can you ask them one by one, count the candidates..." It's not over Michell's been pinched by Nina. Nina was very understanding of Andini's current situation. He knew very well that Andini and Chandra had separated.

"True, I was Mr. Chandra's secretary first, but it was a month ago that I quit. Because,.."

"What's being reported is true, the company's gone out of business ??" tanyanya enthusiastically

"Yes Ma.. "

"How's Chandra doing now ? Do you know where she is ??"

"No, Ma. Mr. Chandra has never visited his office again."

"Did he ever call you ??"

"Good, when I was working. But not now."

"Oh so.." sounded a disappointed tone in that answer.

"I hear you're getting married soon. Chell why don't you tell me the good news.."

"I, I want to say it. Just now.."

"Ah base, please tell me why you guys know each other ??"

"We're high school friends" they answered together. Andini just smiled hearing that.

"And.. I'm sorry I didn't mean to offend you right now.. But..."

"It's okay. Surely you'll invite me well, I heard that in three days you're getting married."

"Yes we're getting married.."

"Well, I must be present, too." he said.

After the incident Michell with various considerations and encouragement from the family, he established himself to choose Nina and forget Andini. He also needs to be happy with people who are able to accept it without any reason. Moreover, he already knew who Nina was and how she felt love for him.

He does not want to continue to dissolve in love that claps one hand. Michell also wants to be happy without the shadow of pseudo-love. She also understood the pain of unfriendly love, so she did not want Nina to feel the pain as deeply as she did. There is nothing wrong if he chooses Nina, after all as time goes by love will also come to him, he thought.