Between Hate Love and Revenge

Promises

...Whatever happens, promise is promise...

...Which must be kept...

...ABCD...

"Dad begs you to promise not to divorce her no matter what. But if he asks and begs you 3 times then I leave everything to you "he said with emphasis.

"But yeah. "the rebuttal.

"Father did not accept the word but and rejection. Remember that." His father was very stubborn as his son.

"Yes, I promise."

"Ayaaaahh.." he shouted. Chandra woke up as soon as she regained consciousness. It was all a dream, but it happened before he killed Andini.

"I promised you that." He held her forehead dry.

Having spoken to Andini last night, and listening to her wishes, Chandra leaves. Can not be denied, his fatigue was roasting him. So he fell asleep until he dreamed..

"Andini, what should I do ?? I don't want to divorce you, but I promised. Three times you've asked me for a divorce, then I'll have to divorce you" the monologue says.

"No, this can't happen" the monologue again.

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This morning Chandra woke up early, his dream last night made him unable to sleep.

He was getting ready to take a bath and then carry out his duty, namely the prayer of two rakaats at dawn.

After the prayer he laid his hands on, he complained to the Supreme Lord ESA for the trials he was getting.

"O Allah is this karma for me, I who planted hatred in him and now he forgets me for the second time easily. Even now she hates me so much and wants a divorce from me."

" O God I won't ask what I should do, just keep him back in my arms, I love him so much. And please strengthen myself so that I can make him love me again like the other day," he prayed then he added asmaul husna and also solawat at the end of his prayer, after that rubbed his face with both hands.

Instead of moving from that cool, he returned pensive.

"I'm such a fool. I used to hate you without foundation and when I really loved you, you were already far away from me. I'm sorry Andini.." Her tears had returned.

While Andini, after carrying out her duties, she returned pensive while leaning herself on the headboard. He crossed his mind about his father. He misses his father, who always taught him the good.

Just like Chandra, Andini cried in silence, she was no longer able to speak.

His heart was completely broken after that night.

When dawn had gone up, they were a couple who were tenuous husband and wife who were gathered and sat face to face at one place, the dining table.

"And.. Let's eat I've cooked porridge for you" said Chandra softly. Today he will try to make his wife love him again.

"Bik.. Bik Sri. "cried Andini calling Bik Sri.

"Yes Non.."

"Bikinin me toast yes do not forget besides chocolate jam, too" he asked Bik Sri. He was no longer in sorrow. When Chandra saw the hatred it appeared like a mega cloudy in his heart.

Chandra just smiled wryly looking at him. Really now he didn't even want to eat his cooking. Of course Chandra recalled all this at the beginning of his marriage, he had also rejected Andini cuisine.

"And.. a little bit of my homemade porridge, from yesterday you haven't eaten, you should eat a lot of carbohydrate food," Chandra suggested he uttered it very gently and attentively.

But all of that was ignored. Hatred has been too much.

"Chandra why don't you leave this house.. Ahh right I know, you want Mr Hermawan's company letter right ?" ask, very tightly.

"Mister Hermawan ? That name is Andini." - Chandra.

"Ouh then what ? I will soon be divorced with her son, will not our relationship soon become foreign. And yes the letters about the ownership of the company will soon reach your hands," he said again with a very flat intonation and without feeling.

"I don't need all that, all I want is you, you're my wife. I love you so much, so." Chandra held back her tears.

"Huh.. Really ! I told you that I hate you so much. Listen in me there is no more love, there is only hatred. And all this is because of you, dear Lord Chandra," he said. That sentence really made the two of them foreign.

"Humph..." Chandra exhaled his coarse breath and smiled wryly.

"I've also said that I can love for both of us, I won't ask you to love me anymore let alone force you. That's not going to happen Andin," he explained, he continued to look softly at Andini's face.

"Never call me Andin, Mr. Chandra" he chilled.

Chandra was wasting his breath rough,

"Hm.. Alright !!"

"And, you should know that I really love you. Love you more, And. I don't need anything in return for this love, because I don't deserve it. But the one thing I want, you keep by my side all the time. I will not and will not divorce you."

"Whatever you say, but I'll still sue Chandra. Now that I love you no more, my love seemed lost with your rejection that night, I didn't want to be your wife anymore."

"I hate it so much, Chandra. I don't want to go back to being a fool like last time" he shouted. Come out all that he has been damning.

Chandra approached Andini in his chair, he sat down before Andini, then clasped his hands together.

"Please, give me a chance. Please please !! I can't live without you And" he said. Those tears really escaped in front of Andini.

"Once I say no, yes not Chandra," he snapped louder than ever.

"Do you know how miserable and hurt I am ? When my father came, I listened to your words that you couldn't accept me as a wife. You hated me so much, but I survived Chandra, because I was sure that you would change it" Andini said.

"But after you beat me up with Bella, my trust is running low, Chandra. I didn't expect that you could wish for me, even that with my own best friend. Ok !! we forget about Bella, because she's gone."

"I'm knocking on your heart again, I'm giving you another chance, but you're beating me up with Laura. Which woman will continue to be patient with that reality ?? Which woman is Chandra, tell me ? If there was I'd be studying for him."

"And that night, I tried you. If only you hadn't rejected me, then I would have been patient in waiting for you. But, what ? You even rejected me, you disgusted me, right ?? Not even wanting to touch me." Her tears did not stop crying.

"Sick Chandra, it hurts.." He pressed the word pain.

"If I could, I'd ask you to just kill me that night, I don't want to live anymore, I ruined Chandra."

"I'm sorry. Please !! Forgive me.." - Chandra looked deeper into his eyes, occasionally his thumb wiped away Andini's tears.

"Stop Chandra !!" Andini pushed back the chair she was sitting in, she stayed away from Chandra.

"Go away, go away I don't want to see you anymore." she shouted, then she ran towards her room and slammed the door.

He locked himself in there. Cry howling. Chandra who was at the door of her room also cried.

"What should I do Ya Robb.." he murmured.

"Why ??" smirking again.

His home would just be destroyed. Indeed it was the thing he wanted first, but now when he really loved Andini. Farewell was the thing he wanted to avoid the most.

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