Between Hate Love and Revenge

I Want Us to Divorce..

Chandra and Andini are in her room. Andini held the door so Chandra wouldn't come in. But it failed because Chandra was stronger than Andini.

" I want us to get divorced." She was still crying.

"There is no other request of yours.. I don't want Andini. I love you so much, so much love you.

And also in the last moments of Papa, he left you to me and I promised to always take care of you, protect you. Not only to him but to my father as well. I want to protect you, take care of you, be a good priest to you" Chandra said.

"But it's too late.."

"Too late.it's true that it's too late. I love you too late, I'm too late to realize his presence. I'm sorry Andini. But now I really love you."

"But I told you, I don't love you" he said, not daring to look at Chandra.

"Lied Andini ! Look at me if you really don't love me."

"I don't love you, Chandra." Andini actually gave him a quick glance, then he turned his face away again.

Chandra's heart aches more and more to accept this fact.

"I'm sorry for all my mistakes, I'm sorry for all my stupidity, my stupidity. I'm sorry for the night.." Chandra paused his sentence.

"I'm sorry Andini, I broke your heart. Not just once I broke your heart, even many times. I realized and I deserve the predicate of a stupid man, a jerk, a depraved man, evil and all that is bad that belittles me Andini.." he said with a piteous.

"....."

"Ha.. " He laughed wryly.

"Even I cheated on you with a cunning woman. He pretended to love me but his goal was revenge. And I believed him instead, not with my own wife" he said, nostalgic for his time.

"I just found out my father's goal was to give you company stock so that I never leave diamonds like you, but I stupidly asked someone else, Laura that wicked woman to cooperate in hurting you."

Andini actually didn't understand why she said 'Laura the evil woman'. But he didn't want to ask anything.

"From the beginning my goal was to avenge you instead of wanting you to lie in a coma for a month in the hospital. But that's where I started to get scared of losing you, I realized my race.

"When I dreamed you were going to leave me, I was hysterical I kept hugging you I didn't want to lose you."

"..."

"I should have died first, but you abandoned the plan. If only that night had not thwarted his plans you might have been happy by now, for the only source of your suffering would have been me." Her tears were constantly flowing.

Andini felt dizzy in her head, as if reminded of something.

"But God is planning another .you are aware of your month's sleep, but not of your memory. You forget all of us, you forget all of them."

"As happy as I am because the memories I give you are all the bitter memories of your life, I am happy that you forgot them, because this could be a start for me, and I'm determined I'll make sweet memories sweeter than the 12 years of your love for me. I will reply 3 times Andini, I want to make you happy," he explained.

Andini from just now just silent, now her tears are able to talk.

"But it is momentary happiness. After you remember everything, you hate me.. " Tears Chandra became heavy again.

He approached Andini, who was sitting on the lip of the bed. Chandra rested on his feet as he clasped his hands.

"I'm sorry Andini, please ! Give me a chance, "please.

Andini just shook her head which means no.

"If it is very difficult to forgive me, then punish me And, punish me." he asked again.

Of course Andini did not want to punish him, he replied with one more sash.

"I want us to get divorced" she said, but it must have sounded painful in Chandra's ear.

Chandra's heart ached like it was hit several times by a fiery arrow. Suddenly, he thought of his dream this morning.

"Say it again, And.."

"I want us to get a divorce." she repeated.

"One more time, you." Chandra hoped that he heard wrong.

"I want us to get divorced, Chandra." Without being asked to repeat it a third time.

Chandra becomes limp instantly, which means Andini no longer wants to live with him. Chandra must fulfill her promise that she must divorce Andini.

The cries of the two filled the room. Undeniably, their selfishness makes the two must separate.

Chandra looked at his eyes even more sharply.

"I'm sorry to talk about all this, but I just want you to know that I love you too."

"..."

"It's a tough decision, actually I don't want to say this, I don't want a divorce from you Andini" he paused.

"But this is your request to me. I don't want to be a selfish man who is only selfish. I still want to see your smile laugh, even if I'm not the reason. Then for that.." Chandra breathed deeply.

"Let's just end it.. End it all."

Jelegher, the sound of lightning struck, so if in a bollywood movie.

Both of them cried even harder. And invite everyone in the house to listen to what they're talking about.

When things get calmer. Chandra asked him for something.

"Andini, may I ask for one request.." she softly sobbed.

"What's.." Andini looked at him bitterly.

"May I hug you and kiss your forehead. I promise nothing will happen. I just want to feel that this son of a bitch was also once loved by a beautiful girl who had a love as clear as a diamond, may.." Staring at him with puppy eyes.

Andini stretched out her arms, indicating that she agreed to Chandra's final request.

While Chandra did not want to waste the opportunity he stood up and immediately hugged Andini. Hugging her very tightly, tightly like not wanting to let go. Inhaling the fragrance of Andini's body.

After that he kissed her forehead for a very long time. Her tears were already breaking, flowing profusely soaking Andini's veil.

"I love you, Andini." she wrote.

"I love you so much, I love you Andini, so.."

"I want to be like yesterday I want to take care of you, hug you, make you happy, hold you tight so you don't walk away from me. I love you Andini, I love you so much. I'm sorry I was late, I realized too late. And I'm sorry for the wounds I've been given" he said.

Andini sensed that something was going on inside her, this was the first time Chandra had held her so tightly. He felt warmth and comfort in his arms. Likewise with Chandra he felt very peaceful close to the woman he was holding.

After his mind came to its senses, he pushed Chandra to let go of his wound.

"I'm sorry." Chandra who understood immediately apologized to him.

"Please live happier after being separated from me, I love you. I love you so much, I'm sorry I never made you happy, I'm sorry" she said, wiping away traces of tears on Andini's cheeks.

"Have not cried, you know these tears are like molten lava that is raining down on me, please do not torment me again with these tears !! You know my wife these tears don't deserve a bastard like me" he said, smiling bitterly.

"I'm going.." he said.

Chandra left him. There was nothing holding him back from staying here, he packed his things.

He left without any 'good-bye' from Andini..

connect what Tamat nih hehe..

^^^So divorce well guys, because it goes back to the earliest chapter before they got married.^^^

Heum heum..^^^

^^^sorry yesterday I didn't go up.^^^

^^^^so I cry a lot to make this, it seems I am in their position😆^^^

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