Between Hate Love and Revenge

Feelings

...We are like dominoes...

...I fell for you and you fell for someone else _Anonymous...

With an excited curiosity as soon as possible he read it..

^^^Dear diary^

^^^This is what it feels like to admire someone, ah not even this feeling is too great of an idle feeling could it be that I like it ?^^^

^^^Chandra^^

^^ My problem with you is getting bigger, I don't like to see you close to other women, even though he's a friend of mine and you approach him for the obvious reason of studying, but I don't like him very much.^^^

^^Yes Allah..^^^

^^^ Is this feeling wrong ? I knew I was a kid and I shouldn't have this feeling, but how can I dispel this feeling.^^^

^^^Maybe it's okay.^^^

Bella widened her eyes she was so shocked by what she read, shocked because she was just the youngest friend just found out that this friend already loves someone, he said, still with a sense of curiosity he opened the other sheet again.

^^^Dear diary^

^^^Farm ..^^^

^^^ I really want to tell you that I like you. But I've always heard people that women are better off waiting than looking or revealing.^^^

^^^It is ironic that in this world I became a woman, and I was bound by that word. Waiting!!.^^^

When he saw one of his friends enter Bella was immediately excited and quickly closed the diary owned by Andini and put it in its original place. Of course he did not want to be caught off guard or maybe worse there would be a fourth world war.

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The days change now the love that is present in Andini's heart is getting bigger but he still clings to his stand of loving in silence, without wanting to express the feelings that he had been craving for the last two years in his Junior High School.

And at the time of stepping on the third grade, the last class in the Junior High, the, that day he rushed into the classroom again he just remembered that there was an item left in his class and accidentally he heard the conversation of two people who were none other than Chandra and Bella.

"Bell wait.." chandra said.

"There's what "Bella answered in a dislike tone.

"I like you Bell, come be my friend to complete our last year of school" Chandra told Bella and she landed herself right next to Bella.

"No Chand, I don't like you, I don't want to be friends with you, don't get close to me" Bella said as she shifted her body to the side away from Chandra.

"Why Bell ...?

Brugh

The sound of the book falling, who else if not the book Andini, he was so shocked by what he heard that he did not realize the book he was holding fell right below him. His heart aches like it is pricked by thorns it feels like all the thorns on the tree of salak stuck in every niche of his heart, it hurts to hear the person we like turns out to like someone else. Then he deftly took the book and ran as fast as possible with tears that he could no longer bear. Falling down rushing on his smooth cheeks.

Hearing the sound of the book falling and the sound of the steps that were running the two students immediately jumped in shock and stood up, Bella went to the door to see who was outside.

"Who is ..." he explained, still paying attention to who was running in the school corridor.

" Andre...." Bella was shocked not to play after knowing who was running. He wanted to catch up with her but was arrested by Chandra.

"Where are you going ?" ask her by holding Bella's hand.

"Take off his "scream and try to pull out his hand that Chandra was already holding.

"Listen you know why I rejected you first I like other people and secondly Andini really likes you and I won't hurt my feelings she sincerely likes you Chand, open your eyes" he said furiously then he ran away from Chandra alone and overtook Andini.

But when he arrived at the gate Bella did not see Andini was there, immediately he looked at the car that was driving west he saw Andini was in the car.

After the incident Andini looks silent, and avoids Bella even Andini also moved her seat which was originally beside Bella now she is beside Nelly.

In his mind Andini thought that Bella had accepted Chandra even though he heard that Bella rejected him but he did not know what happened after he left.

But there are times when Andini cannot avoid it, as he went to the rooftop (school roof ) to calm his mind and for a moment remember the memories he carved during his time at this school without him realizing Bella followed him.

"Hi Andini" a reply to Andini that is clearly not going to be responded to.

"It turns out you're here, I'm sitting right there "his love while sitting right next to Andini.

"And... Andinis." He waved his hand right in front of Andini's face to see if he could hear Bella.

When Andini's eyes glanced at her guard, Bella immediately started her conversation and let out what had been a tear in her heart.

"Listen to you just this time .." she said.

"I know you like Chandra, I also know you don't like if Chandra is close to other people "heard that Andini's eyes became sharply shocked by what Bella said.

"Where does he know "his whisper in the heart.

Seeing the look in Andini's eyes, he knew the thoughts in his mind Andini.

"I'm sorry to open and read your book "he said with caution.

Suddenly he was furious to hear a confession from Bella, he was about to stand up and leave his place now but his hand was immediately held by Bella.

"Please don't go, listen to me first. " Andini also gave him the opportunity to explain his unwillingness to open his diary.

"I'm sorry, I know what I'm doing is wrong I've been sassy to read the privacy you've been guarding. And just so you know I'm not even close friends with Chandra. I like Michell I want to be with Michell. "

Andini seemed silent to hear Bella's confession this time.

"What does this have to do with me ? I've let it go I've understood that it's not always that I like to have to have, Chandra likes you better you too."

In his heart whispered, "Take it off, if I can let it go, let time be answered."

"No, I don't want to. Friendship above everything else, just for you." said Bella.

"Really and I don't want him not my type, look "he added.

"It's Bell .." - Andini.

"No And I don't want our friendship to be broken just because of him, I want to continue to be friends with you, please don't be mad at me. "

"I'm not mad at you Bell I just need time."

"Really, please don't be long. " Bella's hand has been spoiled on Andini.

"Yes .." said Andini with a sweet smile.

Starting from the rooftop that their relationship back to be good again even better than the beginning they were friends.

In the last months they were in Bina Bangsa Junior High, Andini still with the feelings that she craved for Chandra and Chandra with a strange attitude towards Andini's feelings. Even so for Andini the silence of Chandra is not a big problem, he can still see Chandra around him and fill the day alone has become a source of happiness for Andini. And he hopes that one day he can destroy the ice wall that covers Chandra's heart. To open his heart and accept that he is a very sincere person who loves him.

No longer with Chandra's mind, he did not want to bother with his feelings or even the feelings of others to him, he just left his heart empty, he said, for him after being rejected by Bella, nothing else can fill his heart.

Today is the farewell day of Bina Bangsa Junior High School all look beautiful and handsome with their farewell uniforms.

In one room there are two people who are expressing their feelings, he is Bella and Michell.

"I like you Michell " said Bella without a doubt.

"Sorry, sorry Bell, I liked Andini .." she said, then left.

Like being struck by lightning on a sunny day, her heart had been surrounded by black clouds, crumbling already Bella's feelings at that time, can not be dammed anymore clear crystals have dripped some of them immediately fell no longer on his smooth cheeks.

" Andini Andini Andini. "her inner screams upset, the reason rejected is because Andini.

Without Bella and Michell knowing that there are two pairs of eyes that see it in the opposite direction, who else if not Andini and Chandra who had been looking for Bella and now they know that Bella and Michell do not love each other.

seriated.