Between Hate Love and Revenge

Between Hate Love and Revenge
I Refer Back to You



Chandra immediately ran to Andini's room, on the way she muttered, "I can still refer to her.."


Braak, the door was opened violently. But he did not find Andini there.


"And," call him. "Surely she's in the bathroom.." Chandra hurried to open the bathroom door. And found a rigid Andini..


"Andini, my God, Andini why are you like this ??" He immediately carried Andini ala bridal style.


Then put Andini in his bed and he immediately called Bik Sri and Bik Ijah to change his clothes.


When Bik Sri and Bik Ijah were busy with his orders. Doni and Mang Samsul were asked to be witnesses of their persuasion.


"Mang, Don I want to refer you to Andini.."


"Den, I'm glad to hear it. May Aden and Non Andini be able to sail this household ark together." I don't know where Mang Samsul got those words that must have been very deep in meaning.


"Thank you Mang." he said with a sumringah.


Next day..


"And, have you gone away." Chandra entered Andini's room and brought a plate of rice and a glass of water. While behind him he was followed by Doni and Mang Samsul.


Andini just nodded slowly.


"And, I want to talk to you about something.."


Chandra brought herself closer and patted Andini's shoulder gently.. "And, I refer you back.." One sentence that will change a lot of your life.


Andini flinched with that sentence, as if in disbelief. But in his mind, 'does he still deserve Chandra ?? He is now stained by another man'.


Not happy Andini even cried. "I don't want to.." He shook his head.


"And.." Everyone's surprised.


"And.. But why ?? We love each other" Chandra said.


"But I'm dirty, Chandra. I don't want me to be inappropriate for you.." Andini went back to rage.


"And.." she exclaimed, she tried to hug Andini. "You're not dirty, And."


"No.." he shouted. "No, I've dirty Chandra. I can't take care of myself, huhu.." her cries broke. Tears were incessantly raining Andini like rain this December.


"But And. He didn't do it.."


"She's done**ti all my clothes, she's she's.." as he hiccupped as he hugged her, Chandra hugged her tightly.


"No dear" said Chandra as she stroked the Andini's head slowly.


"No" he murmured. While one hand clenched loudly in view of the tragic events of that night.


"Don't lie Chandra, don't lie to yourself. He's been dirtying me, I'm dirty I don't deserve to be with you.." Andini releases the indentation and then pushes Chandra away from her.


"Sway this woman." Andini pointed rudely at herself, "She's already dirty. He doesn't deserve you.." Andini hit him with a pillow, and he managed to herd it all out.


"Aaaargghhh.." cried frustratedly.


When Chandra came back and referred to it but unfortunately Andini's condition was like this. He did not want to hurt Chandra more deeply, he was not as ready as he was. Things that should be seen by her husband later but has been seen first by people who do not have morals.


Although he almost took away his holiness but he felt himself dirty was unable to maintain it. Even during his marriage to Chandra, he was not touched by her.


Chandra who keeps thinking how to make Andini aware, that he is not dirty like what he thinks did not get any ideas.


But there was one thing that made him think in reverse.


"Earth water, I can make me just as dirty as Andini." he said


Immediately he dug up the ground and put it in a bucket and stirred it with water. He's making some kind of mud.


After that he polished it on himself, his clothes, his face, hands and feet. Because it felt not dirty added water into the bucket and then he flushed himself with the artificial mud.


"Chandra what are you doing ?" reprimand Doni. He no longer understood Chandra's way of thinking.


"Do you see how I'm doing ?" tanyakanya.


"Dirty.."


"But..."


"I can't explain it to you, I'm going to Andini's room first.."


"And.." he yelled. He ran into Andini's room.


"And.." he said, when he was in his room.


"Go.." said Andini. He was still crying while rubbing his body.


"No And, I'll stay here.."


"Go Chandra.."


"I'm your husband now, And.." he said.


"But I'm dirty, Chandra. Do you still want to be with a dirty woman like me, huh.."


"Look at me.." Chandra holds both of Andini's shoulders.


"I'm dirty too, do you want to clean it up ? If you want we can clean both of us," he said making everyone ambiguous πŸ˜‚. But luckily there were only the two of them.


"But your nodes are different from mine Chandra." she still shed tears that never stopped dry.


"And, the stain remains a stain. Dirty remains dirty the only way is to clean up ! Please realize that I'm dirty too, Andini. Look at this Andini.." He shook Andini's body.


"Forget the night, forget it ! And remember now that you're my wife." she firmly hugged Andini tightly, stroking her back giving her strength. He did not want Andini to constantly dissolve in the incident.


"Let's clean it together." Chandra dragged him into the bathroom.


Chandra hugged him even without reply. She turned on the shower, and wet them both.


"Look at me Andini," she cupped Andini's cheek. It looks like a really fragile Andini. The famous strong woman is now in the horn of destruction.


"I'm your husband now, I've already referred you. Don't you want to celebrate ?? Do you love me anymore ?? Humm." Chandra raised his eyebrows.


"Chandraa.." he said.


"Have not cried, I do not mourn these tears falling again." He rubbed slowly, wiping away the trace of tears.


"I don't want those tears to fall despite the tears of happiness though, which should be just laughter, which should be just a smile. Give me your smile.." He still tightly cupped that face.


There was no reply from Andini.


(It really wants to cry but it is forbidden, want to laugh is not a good situation, thought author )


"Andni.. The commandment of the husband is duty, smile..." His orders were a bit harsh but it was all for the good of Andini.


"Sandra.." Andini hugged him tightly. Hiding her face in the chest of her husband's field. Chandra returned the embrace of his wife.


The cold water from the shower continues to wet them, carrying the soil attached to Chandra's clothes. For a long time they embraced like the style of hugging windowy wingky, dipsey, lala and pooo. Until finally it was You who ended the embrace.


She was no longer crying, both of them were shivering but Chandra quickly kissed Andini's lips and I. Chandra kept demanding a reply.


Like whats app he always sends


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Andinipun finally replied.


I don't know what the two of them think, maybe the brain is frozen, lust has been overcome finally they really clean each other.


Bathing, shampoo and others. Please don't think of anything because after Andini was out of breath, Chandra kicked me out of the bathroom. Yes, I asked in more detail.πŸ˜‚


Seriate.