Between Hate Love and Revenge

The Chandra Confession

"Excuse me sir, I'm troubling you" Doni said.

"Well, what's the matter Don ?"ask Chandra.

" What's really going on. Ah sorry can I find out why Bik Ijah was expelled ?"

"Oh that thing" said Chandra with a deep smile.

"It's all because of my fault Don, I thought that Andini's love was a mere obsession, and the way he got me by using dirty tricks. But I was wrong he never did any tricks. And instead I knew it when I had hurt him."

"What hurt her ?" doni was half surprised.

"Didn't you guys ever tell me about me ?"

"Andini, is my friend but to listen to his curses must get permission from him. And anyway when I ask about Master, he always says that master is very good and if master is not there he always says that master is busy, that's all.."

"So she always said that. I didn't expect that he was really covering up my mistakes.." Hearing that again made Chandra amazed to Andini.

"Apa dia sering berbohong seperti itu" tanya Chandra lagi.

"Lying ?"

"Yes.. He lied Don. I have never been kind to him. I cheated on her with her best friend Bella. I really hurt him."

"What ? So all this time he's been suffering because of Mister, not because of Mr. Agas"

"Agas sir ?"

"Sure sir, she always cried but she said that she was very worried about her papa. I don't think sir if you're so mean to Andini" Doni said furiously.

"I'm evil and I'm very sorry about that. Andini is a woman who does not deserve to be hurt. But it's too late I really hurt him" he said, bowing his head, as if he deeply regretted his actions.

Chandra said it happened before Andini went into a coma. There's nothing else she's covering up now, even she's telling me who Laura is.

"Now I regret it Don. When he was in a coma I knew I had lost love. The sincere love of someone who sincerely loves me. I really don't know what to do now, I feel ashamed when I'm in front of Andini, I can't be the best man of his life."

"Just let go Andini needs to be happy sir."

"It's not easy Don. My heart didn't want that, I just realized that I love him so much, I don't want to lose him. If God gives me one chance after you realize, I want me to be the reason you are happy. I want to fix this situation. And also I have promised never to leave Andini no matter what."

"Whatever I'll give to Andini Don.. Even if my life is at stake. I will do that" he said again expressing all his wishes.

" You're too selfish !" That's what comes out of a Doni's mouth. But not to Chandra's surprise, she realizes that she is indeed very selfish.

"Don just this time I want to be selfish and more selfish, I really don't want to lose Andini."

"Just in front of you I promise I won't hurt Andini again if I hurt Andini you can do anything to me just don't ever separate us" he said.

"I can't do that, because I'm nobody I'm just Aspri Papa. Not more. One thing you must remember is always take care of Andini, I will help find the woman. I'll make sure he pays everything"

"Thank you Don."

"good. I need to find an item that might make Andini realize soon."

"Just find out I never knew anything about his privacy." Indeed, the man never dared to enter Andini's room, even though he had been friendly with her since High School.

Chandrapun nodded with a smile. Then he looked for anything that might make Andini aware.

He saw a photo of Andini during the era of SD, Junior High School, and SMA are plastered in a frame located on his study desk. A sweet smile on his lips..

"The form of love is never real, and in time we can never realize it. I began to understand the definition of this sentence, when I realized I was already in love but I was too late to realize it. And now I never know if the time is still there or not. I'm so sorry about everything, I'm so stupid Andini I'm stupid." she said, stroking Andini's picture.

"Why do you love a stupid man like me, you should never feel the pain of love. You should be as good as you as getting a better man than me. Andini." Chandra's tears were already welling up in both corners of her eyes.

"Conscious soon.. You know I miss you providing food for me, I want your kale shape Andini" he said, crying and smiling wryly.

"I want you to prepare clothes for me every morning and evening, I miss those times. You know you're the most special woman. You have become the dream wife of men. It felt claustrophobic when I knew that I had never realized it before" he said again as he continued to look at Andini's photo. He again circulated his gaze, he looked at books, books that were no stranger to him. The book was always Andini take it everywhere when he was Junior High.

"Books..." Chandra took the book and opened it. There are many photos of his childhood.

"So this is what Papa meant.. Your son is so sweet" Chandra put on a smile.

"All the moments he had, not even myself, were ever this complete. This writing, his writing during the Middle Ages.. He really loves me, but why he never told me directly, even I thought it was just a rumor."

****self****

"Oh Chandra, Andini is the girl of the future who wants to do it anyway, humph" Author said as he folded his hands together in his chest.

"Yes now do not look at girls as men mbak Chilla" replied Chandra.

"Au ah lu mah emang has no heart never sensitize the base of concrete sacks, banana trees, hedgehog hearts, heart rancid sia tea ah😑😑"

"Prophe Chill.."

"Dance...." How shocked Chilla is to see Bella come back to life.

...****client****...

"He wrote whatever was my hobby, my favorite. Hump girl konyoll.." She kept smiling as she flipped through Andini's diary.

After the last page was finished, he closed the book again. It's stored back on the shelf like it was in the beginning. Besides the book there was a book that was almost the same as the first book he read, he took it again and then saw it,, and,,

"What's the diary, how many diaries does he have ?" ask Chandra to himself.

She picked up one by one the books and checked them out again, it turned out that the five books were all her diary and most of her writings were related to her husband. Shocked not kepalang, how many more diary books he has not found because the last he read the book his diary during his High School.

"This woman is very happy to write. When do you wake up and write again. I'll make sure this time the story will make you laugh at yourself while writing it. I miss you Andini." she said, hugging Andini's diary.

Seriate...