Allow Me to Be Happy

Chapter 59

As promised yesterday, Reza drove Dewi and her two children to Tania's house to see Tania's baby who had not been visited by the Goddess. Before they go to Tania's house, they stop by a store that sells baby and child supplies to buy Tania's baby gift.

Ara looked very enthusiastic to see the tiny objects on display in the store.

“Mother, Ara wants that one,” point Ara to the small bando on display.

“It's for baby sister baby darling. Ara wants to wear a bando like that too?” ask Goddess.

“Iya, Ara mau.”

“Mbak, this bando there is a slightly large size?“ ask Dewi to the store employee.

“There is mbak, I briefly get it,” he replied.

“It's funny huh, Bun. Adek likes “ said Ara who likes to see baby knickknacks.

“Have Ara, it's still there stored at home. Mama used to buy Ara is also funny like this,” explained Dewi while showing bando and pretty baby clothes.

“Benelan, Pa?” ara asked the father who was behind them with Andra. Reza and Andra waited in the chair provided by the store.

Reza did not answer Ara's question because the man was currently busy staring at her phone.

“Papa.” Andra who sat beside Reza resuscitated Reza by nudging Reza's arm.

“Ha why?” The surprised Reza stared alternately between his wife and son.

“Adek asked Papa the same mom used to buy Adek those things,” Andra said.

“Iya mama used to buy a lot. Still saved kok same mama,” replied Reza who immediately took his daughter.

“Adek can see?”

“By can.”

“Kak Reza saw what the hell? Daritadi feeling of seeing HP mulu,” asked Dewi who was upset because her husband was only busy with his phone.

“For discussion of work issues for tomorrow with Anton. Ready yet?”

“It's again wrappedin.” Dewi pointed at the gift she bought being wrapped up.

On the way to Tania and Leo's house, Ara is busy telling her about her desire to decorate her room in a new house.

“Peach later room adek picture little pony yes, Bun,” said Ara enthusiast. Some days Ara is very happy to watch the cute and beautiful pony cartoon so it is very desirable if the cartoon characters meet his room later.

“Bby darling. Later we look for items that have pictures of his little pony, yes.”

“Horee thank you, Mother,” Ara kiss the cheek of the Goddess.

“Mother kissed, Papa not kissed ni?” Reza started in a sulking position because he did not get a special kiss from his daughter.

“Sini adek kiss Papa also.” Ara then kissed Reza's cheek.

“Abang want room what character?” asked the Goddess who glanced at Andra through the rearview above her.

“Emang brother little boy, Bun. My brother is so big he doesn't have to use character. Diwarnain grey only later, Mother,” replied Andra calmly.

“This Successor Mr. Reza. How is it,” god Dewi.

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Now Reza, Dewi and her two children have arrived home. They went straight home after Tania's house. Ara who was too happy to meet her baby Tania had hysterically did not want to go home. After being persuaded by Dewi and Reza with many promised by them, Ara finally wanted to be invited home.

Ara also chattered along the way. He said he also wanted a baby sister like Tania's baby.

“Mother, Adek want a baby sister like baby sister onty Tania, can Mother?” asked Ara with a pleading look.

“By bang dong babe. But there are conditions.” Reza was immediately excited because his own son started asking for it, so he had a chance to talk about Ara who had to sleep alone.

“What, Pa?” ask Ara. The goddess this time did not participate in the conversation papa and his son. He has become more silent since their return from Tania's house.

“Ara should want to sleep alone now, so later in the stomach of Mother there is a baby sister. Besides, if there is a baby sister, Ara will be a sister, her sleep is still accompanied by Mother,” explained Reza slowly.

“Emang so yes, Bun?” tanya Ara who raised her head looked at the Goddess. The goddess only smiled hearing Ara's question. Reza who saw his wife just silent and smiling with forced it felt strange because previously the Goddess was very excited to go to Tania's house. At home later Reza will try to ask with the Goddess.

“Then Ala wants to sleep alone. Mommy later tonight Ala wants to sleep alone yes, bial later there is a baby sister in the pelut Bunda,” said Ara who is very excited to have a sister.

Once again the Goddess only smiled and while nodding her head in response to Ara's words.

After making Ara and Andra take a nap, the Goddess who was actually tired but unable to sleep was finally decided to go to the back garden. In a chair under the tree, the Goddess sat with a translation novel that had just arrived.

The Goddess's gaze was straight ahead. There was a strange taste inside his chest making him wantonly cry this time.

Reza who saw the Goddess sitting alone in the garden finally caught up with the Goddess. Slowly he sat beside the Goddess and watched her daydream.

“Why you, Wi?” ask Reza.

The goddess was only silent a moment before finally making a sound.

“If the Goddess used to be more careful, would wait for the elevator for a while, surely our child is now born and as big as her son Tania yes, Brother, sister,” the Goddess with teary eyes.

Yes, from that moment he thought about the prospective baby who had to go before birth.

“Goddess has not been able to be a good mother, so God took again the child from Dewi.” Collapsing has been the defense of the Goddess because now her tears began to pour down her cheeks.

Reza who saw that immediately hugged his wife's body tightly. In the rubbing of his wife's back slowly to calm the Goddess.

“You are a good mother, the Wi that God sent for my children. After all it's not your fault, it's my fault that should be able to look after you and our child-to-be. Maybe it was also a punishment for me for not caring about you since that night.” It was unexpected that Reza also cried in his arms.

“I'm a stupid husband and an insensitive husband. Because I was only busy with the work of Rena late to know the pain and late healing, so she had to die young. I'm the stupid one, Wi.”

The goddess returned Reza's embrace. Now she calms her husband.

“Dead it's destiny, Brother. Humans no one knows when they will die and how they die.”

Reza let go of her embrace slowly. He lifted the Goddess' chin up so that he could see the face of the Goddess.

“I'm sure God will give us another child. After all, we currently have Andra and Ara that we must both raise. You want, right together with me to look after, care for, and raise them both?” reza asked while looking at the eyes of the Goddess within.

Dewi nodded quickly, because without any attention he would look after and care for the two children.

Reza and Dewi both smiled. Slowly Reza brought her face closer to the face of the Goddess, until the lips of Reza who only stayed a few centimeters longer will stick with the lips of the Goddess, the Goddess closed her eyes. Getting permission, Reza immediately kissed the lips of the Goddess, the woman he had been married for almost a year.