Allow Me to Be Happy
Chapter 46
“Because Big Brother hurt you, then big brother will also heal him,” said Reza who continues to kiss the top of the head of the Goddess continuously.
“You want, Wi?”
The goddess still silently watched her husband's handsome face. She herself still accepted her husband's invitation.
“Wi?” call Reza again because the Goddess has not spoken.
“Give Goddess time, Kak.”
Reza sighed softly. He knew all this was coming from him. He was enough to prove his seriousness to this woman in front of him.
“Alright, Brother will be waiting for you. But allow Brother to accompany you here.”
“Tap— but.”
“Remember, a wife is not good to leave her husband for too long.”
The goddess confirmed in her heart Reza's words, that no wife should leave her husband.
“Hem alright.”
“Still want to sit here or want to continue walking?”
“Sit here aja.”
“Oke.” Reza then sat down beside the Goddess and grabbed her shoulders.
“Why mepet-mepet anyway. There far. Social distancing.”
“Ngga want, whether brother virus should social distancing all. People still miss you.” Reza increased the embrace on the Goddess's shoulders, and kissed the Goddess's right cheek.
“Heck kiss-kiss.”
“Kiss own wife no harm. What's wrong is kissing someone's wife.”
“So why the hell is now so much more talk. I think it was just hem hem doang when asked.”
“Just the same as you are a big brother like gini, if the other person remains indifferent kok.”
“Why is that?” The goddess turned her head to look at Reza who was beside her.
“Cuek with others no problem, not important too. But if you're enough at the same time I'm cuek.” Reza immediately saw the Goddess who was still staring at him. Reza then cupped the Goddess' left cheek.
“Because I was indifferent, we lost our future son and I almost lost you too. That's enough once, and it will be the biggest regret of my life,” said Reza.
The goddess looked into Reza's teary eyes.
“Sorry Brother. In a moment, just in a moment,” Inner Goddess.
“It was due to the Goddess's own careless mistake that made the Goddess into a miscarriage. Sorry.”
“Sssst.” Reza immediately hugged the Goddess tightly.
“If anyone is to blame, it's Brother's fault, not yours. Already yes, we have to be sincere.”
The goddess nodded her head in Reza's arms. It felt really comfortable in her husband's arms.
——
They began to move and walk after a long time they sat by the lake. Reza never let go of her hand grip making the Goddess feel strange.
“Why does it feel weird gini yes in possessifin same husband himself? Uh husband?” The Goddess laughed in her heart, there was a sense that she was difficult to describe at this moment.
The Goddess lowered her head, looking at Reza's tightly clasped hands as if she did not want the Goddess to escape from her again. A warm feeling began to creep up in his heart. A heart that used to freeze because this man was melted again by the same man. He begins to believe that Reza is determined to start a new life with him.
“If Reza ngajak return home again, my fix immediately answer yes. Cepetan dong invite again,” Inner Goddess.
Dewi did not want to invite Reza to go home first because he had already rejected Reza's invitation several times. His prestige and shame were quite high. He also does not want to look easy to forgive, fearing that one day Reza made a mistake the man considers with apology the problem will be solved.
Not wrong, right?
The goddess who kept her head down was surprised because Reza suddenly stopped her steps.
“You heard right?” asked Reza suddenly who made the Goddess furrow her brows.
“Ha how?”
“Iya how do you think?” ask Reza again.
“What is it?” asked the Goddess who had not listened to Reza speak since earlier.
“Who's daydreaming? Just indisposed. Udah ih Reza nyebelin,” said Dewi who immediately threw Reza's hand that was holding his hand.
The goddess directly walked over without waiting for Reza who was left behind her. He was ashamed of Reza if he was caught daydreaming since.
“Honey wait,” shouted Reza.
The goddess continued walking forward and stopped at a small pier. The pier went viral after filming the Korean drama Crash Landing on You, in which Captain Ri Jeong Hyuk played the piano before returning home to North Korea.
Reza hugged the Goddess from behind. The goddess who was still not used to trying to let go of that hug.
“Be quiet. You wake the others,” said Reza right in the ear of the Goddess.
The goddess who knew the veiled intent of Reza's words instantly froze.
“You can find a place for a good self-nickering like this. That child's language is healing now. All of us honeymoon times yes Wi,” said Reza.
“Who wants a honeymoon with Brother?”
“Emang don't want?”
“Ngga!” Ketus Goddess.
“Yakin?” reza Goda.
“Apaan anyway, already offin.” The goddess again tried to free herself from Reza's decapitation.
Cringe cring
“Tuh lift the phone first, continue this lastin.”
“Ngga will be released.” Reza took a cell phone nailed to his pants with one hand while the other hand still hugged the body of the Goddess.
It turned out to be a video call from her son, Andra.
“Assalammualaikum,” greetings Reza.
“Mother ...” strangle Ara.
The shocked goddess immediately looked towards the HP Reza featuring Ara and Andra there.
“Adek, Abang, Bunda kangen,” said the Goddess who began to glaze over her eyes saw the faces of children, she continued that she missed so much.
The goddess immediately snatched Reza's phone from her hand.
“Adek kangen very same Mother. Mother when to return home?” ask Ara.
“Abang also miss Mother. Mommy comes home with Papa yes,” pinta Andra.
“Yes, later Mommy will go home with Papa yes,” replied Dewi.
“Abang and Adek are not naughty, right? Healthy-healthy yes unfortunately Mother,” continued Dewi.
“We're not naughty kok Bun. Brother is now already good with Adek, never usilin Adek again. Is Dek?” ask Andra.
“Iya Mother. Brother is good now, never make Adek cry again. So Mommy's coming home now yes,” pinta Ara.
The goddess occasionally wiped her falling tears. Not staying silent, Reza also helped the wife wipe her tears while whispering.
“Do not cry. Attract the kids think Big Brother is evilin you.”
“Emang evil!” ketus Goddess.
“Who is the evil Mother? Papa diabolin Mommy huh?” ask Ara.
“Ngga kok dear, Papa ngga malikin Mommy,” replied Dewi quickly. He does not want the children to know the problems he and Reza experienced.
“How's it going? Mother is coming home, right?” ask Andra again.
“Iya, God willing as soon as Mother comes home yes, later we can gather together,” replied Dewi while giving her sweet smile for the two children.
The hypnotized Reza sees the Goddess' sweet smile from the side unknowingly kissing the cheek of the wife who is still making video calls with her children.
Cup
“Papa ..”
