Allow Me to Be Happy

Chapter 57

“Mafin Dewi, Kak,” said Dewi who is still in Reza's arms.

“Sorry why?” reza was confused.

“Sorry, because all this time Dewi has not been able to be a good wife, Dewi is still difficult to make peace with the circumstances, it still feels difficult to be sincere so that this heart still does not feel peaceful.”

Reza clenched tightly onto the Goddess' body.

“The beginning did feel difficult. We are used to being together before with the status of brother and sister, and everything turns into husband and wife, it feels strange indeed but that is the reality,” said Reza.

“What Kak Reza has love with Dewi?” ask the curious Goddess.

Reza closed his eyes while sighing.

“Entah this can be called love or not. All I know is, I really feel like I lost the way you left. Even before you left, when I was avoiding you, I missed our laughter and chatter at dinner or breakfast. I really hope we can still repeat it, and thank God you come back to me. Honestly, I also feel uneasy when you ask permission to go with Candra, because I heard from Rena's story that Candra once liked you. I don't want if suddenly you can continue to reciprocate his feelings.” Reza let go of his embrace.

“Ngga would be possible. He is just my best friend, just like Tania and Leo and he understands that, '' replied the Goddess.

“I believe in you. Then...”

“Ya?”

“Your own feelings how?” ask Reza.

The goddess was silent as if thinking made Reza a little nervous.

“The goddess doesn't know, Brother. If you say dear, from the first Goddess has been dear to Brother because Dewi has considered like her own brother, right. If now asked, Dewi also does not know,” said Dewi.

“Ngga nothing, just slow down, we just enjoy the process. The important thing is that there is our intention and effort to make this relationship better for the future,” said Reza who got a nod from Dewi.

“We're home, yuk. Brother and adek must have waited for us,” invite Reza.

Along the way from Dewi's room on the 5th floor to the parking lot, Reza's hand never let go of her hand from the Goddess's. The goddess did not protest this time, although many people saw her. Not a few also colleagues, nurses, or patients who know the Goddess seduce the woman.

“Iya-iya who is in love, others just contract,” said Jimmy, the director of the hospital who happened to meet in the elevator.

“Iri boss?” tympano Reza.

“No. I'm happy, Za finally you're not upset anymore. Doctor Dewi, I'm happy too. Hope you don't run away again, yeah. The neurosurgery section is bobbing udder without you, Doc,” Jimmy said.

“Doctor Jimmy don't follow me like an intern and resident. I'm just a new kid here,” said Dewi humbled.

“Doctor Dewi is indeed a new child, but his patients are losing the old child.”

“Lo don't make my dog uncomfortable. Honey, if he has any kind of tell me, yes let me reply later,” said Reza.

The goddess who heard the first time Reza called her dear in front of people looked down embarrassed.

“Bucin,” tease Jimmy.

“Then we excuse you, doctor Jimmy,” says Goddess. He dragged Reza out of the elevator when the door opened.

“You why pull me anyway, Wi. I'm not done talking to Jimmy yet,” said Reza.

“Udah shy ah, many people also earlier, Kak.”

“Yaudah let us go home.”

During the trip, there was only the sound of the radio that filled the void of sound. Both Reza and Dewi were silent with their respective minds. There is only the sound of the radio playing the song that was released in 2013 is now viral again this year.

I really am dreamingTo hold your heartI still keep dreamingVery big my hopeLive alone with you

“This is whose song?” asked Reza who apparently listened to the song playing.

“Ha?” The goddess who is busy with her smartphone is silent for a moment to hear the song played while remembering the name of the singer and the title of the song sung.

I'm perfect with youI want to spend the rest of my lifeGod make him my soul mateOnly he has fascinated me

“Oh this, who ya. Wait for a moment at the end of this tongue,” said Dewi while continuing to try to remember the title of the song.

“Come who come,” Goda Reza.

“Title Stunned. Who is the singer, yes.”

“Come time to stay a little more.”

“Terry. Uh no, who is. Astrid Tiar, uh wrong again.”

“Three, two, sat-.”

“Astrid. Yes, Astrid.” The Goddess finally answered.

With you I am perfectWith you I want to spend the rest of my lifeGod make him my soul mateOnly he has fascinated me

The goddess sang the last part of the song.

“Suit well the lyrics,” says Reza.

“Suit how, Brother?”

“Two with whom?”

“Ya with my wife.”

“Wife what is her name?”

“His name is Dewi Anggraini. Her profession is a neurologist, her hobbies are asked a lot, her favorite food brownies in the store Hiya cake, favorite music kpop.” song

The laughing goddess got a fairly complete answer from Reza about her.

“Bronch brownies ntar stop by first yes in his shop,” pinta Dewi.

“Any Mother Commander.”

“Thanks, Mr. General.”

In the afternoon, the streets are usually jammed because of the many inhabitants of the earth circulating on the streets to their respective homes after working for a whole day. Many people are grumbling because they have to get stuck again.

But for two people who both have opened their hearts to spend time in the traffic jam with unprofessional chats that will make them become homesick if they do not meet, he said, and from the longing for that love.

Reza parked his luxury car right in front of the Dewi subscription cake shop. The goddess then went down, and turned back near her parked car.

“Lho to where?” ask Reza who is astonished. Instead of going into the cake shop even towards the roadside kebab stall.

“Bentar doang, Brother.”

Reza was just waiting for the Goddess near his car. He watched his wife who was like ordering a kebab with the seller.

“Say you want brownies, why buy kebabs?”

“Pengen, Brother.” The goddess pushed Reza's back to immediately enter the cake shop.

“Mbak I order brownies as usual, yes 4 boxes,” said Dewi to employees of the cake shop.

“Good, Mother Goddess. A minute's waiting ya.” The employee went to prepare his order Dewi.

“Why until order 4 boxes?” reza asked after they sat down on the chair provided.

“3 for home, 1 tomorrow will the Goddess take to the hospital. Sometimes want to snack in the room, so yes make stock only,” replied Dewi.

After her brownie order was ready, Dewi and Reza came out of the store. Reza immediately got into the car, while Dewi took the kebab order that he had ordered earlier.

After getting the kebab, Dewi went straight to Reza's car. Impatiently, the Goddess immediately opened and ate her kebab.

“Totally hungry? Do not wait until home to eat,” said Reza who saw Dewi eat kebab his greedy.

“Ngga too, just want kebab aja from yesterday,” replied Dewi while chewing.

“Eh sorry to forget to order for Kak Reza too. Reza doesn't want to, does he?”

“You have no nawarin intention? That's a question how?”

“Hehehe sorry, because if nawarin ntar ration Dewi so reduced.”

“You're like someone else cravings for food,” said Reza spontaneously who made Dewi silent for a moment.

“Why?” asked Reza who saw the Goddess stop chewing.

“About the Goddess is still given the same permission God to get pregnant again no, huh?” ask Goddess lirih.

Reza who saw a sad face on the face of the Goddess felt guilty because of his words earlier. The hand of the Goddess who still holds the kebab to hold it.

“We continue to pray yes, ask God to love us the sustenance of another child,” said Reza.

The goddess only nodded weakly.

“If his prayers are already tight, only his efforts are again to be considered,” continued Reza with a smile smirk.

“Ikhtiar?” ask the Goddess who does not understand.

“Iya. So when do you want to move from her room Ara?”

“Why should I move?”

“But want to get pregnant again. How to get pregnant if you sleep with Ara. Ara should get used to sleeping on her own from now on, Wi. Anyway she will be a big sister later.”

“Later to move it, still want to sleep with Ara,” said Dewi who immediately made Reza limp.

“Keep I sleep alone again?”

“Udah ordinary himself too, right. Nothing at all. Who is patient in a moment,” said Dewi while patting slowly Reza's shoulder.

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Patience uda Reza, tonight his own bob again huh. Or want to be accompanied by this online mom???

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