Allow Me to Be Happy

Chapter 55

“Mother...” Ara ran towards the living room after hearing the sound of Reza's car entering the grounds.

The goddess who saw Ara running towards her then crouched down and spread out her hands welcoming her little princess.

“Darling, don't run away first. Later the wound hurt again, ntar Mother in anger same om Leo, continue to be adek later on told to sleep in the hospital again. Want?” The goddess clenched tightly to Ara who welcomed her home.

“Sorry, Mother.”

“Iya dear, do not repeat again yes,” said Dewi while kissing Ara's cheek.

Ara nodded her head while smiling.

“Mother kissed doang, Papa not kissed this?” Reza who just entered directly approached his wife and child who was chatting in the living room.

“Ngga need to kiss Papa, Papa bauk asem. Let's go in.” The goddess carried Ara and brought her inside leaving Reza alone in the living room.

Dewi invites Ara to join Andra and Mother Ratna who are still faithful waiting for them to come home in the tv room.

“Daritadi storm start when Papa and the Mother go home nih si Ara,” said Ibu Ratna.

“Sorry, Mom we saw the house first,” replied Dewi.

“Iya nothing. You took a shower, Reza.”

“Iya, Mum.” Reza then passed into his room.

“You guys, Wi?” asked Mother Ratna who saw the Goddess still sitting with Ara playing.

“Before returning home Dewi had taken a bath first in the hospital, Bu.”

“Ara play for a while with Brother first yes, Grandma same Mother want there first need,” said Ibu Ratna.

“Don't be long huh, Grandma. Ara still wants to play with Mother,” replied Ara.

“Mother is not long. Adek wait a minute yes,” said Dewi who got the nod from Ara.

Ratna's mother invites Dewi to talk in her room.

“You said what's up Nyai? Kok must be in the room by the way,” asked Dewi when she just arrived in the room.

“This habit is not lost. Call the parents weird-strange mulu,” said Mother Ratna while gently hitting the shoulder of the Goddess.

“Aduh I'm sick,” lamented Goddess.

“Lebay is just a little.” Although upset Mother Ratna still stroked the shoulders of the Goddess that she had previously hit.

“If your children see this behavior of yours, what is their response, Wi.”

“Yes don't know, Mom. Destroyed the reputation of the Goddess as a parent. We sit down first.” The goddess sat on the edge of the bed followed by Ms. Ratna. “What's Ebok?”

Ratna's mother sighed.

“Jawab honest yes.”

“Responsibility honest,” fast Goddess.

“Serious mother, Goddess!”

“Yes who is not serious, Mom.”

“Say Ara, you slept together with her?” ask Ratna's mother.

The goddess nodded her head. “Why, Bu?”

“Then Reza?” ask Ratna's mother again.

“Ya in her room.”

“Why don't you sleep with Reza? You still reluctant? Or is that Rena's room?”

The goddess closed her eyes for a moment and sighed before answering Mother Ratna's question.

“That's too, Mom. But here it is, Mom. We're trying to start all over. Honestly yes, there is still a sense in the Goddess who said that Reza's sister was her late husband Rena, her sister Dewi. Still weird, it feels. The person who had been the Goddess knew her sister's husband Dewi was now also her husband Dewi. Although this marriage has been running for almost a year, but the Goddess is still trying to accept it, Mom. There are Ara and Andra. Indeed, they have since been called the Goddess with Mother, consider Goddess their mother as well. They are also the goddess of their mother's sister, their father's sister. Constantly suddenly see the Goddess sleeping with her papa, Dewi is afraid they can not accept. There has been no explanation of the Goddess in that direction as children, Mom,” explained Dewi.

“You are wrong, Wi. Andra has understood everything,” said Ms Ratna.

“Ya?”

“Bu...”.

“Now you are wasting away those unimportant thoughts. You're his mother's children and you're Reza's wife. No one gets angry or feels you snatch the position of Rena.”

Ratna's mother got up from her seat to the dressing table. He was seen taking something from his bag.

“Actually I came here to give you this. Yesterday Mother forgetfulness,” said Ms. Ratna while giving an envelope to Dewi.

“What is this, Mom?”

“Letter from Rena, she wrote when you left first.”

The goddess took the letter and saw it a long time ago. There was a sense of regret why he decided to just leave without seeing Rena first. He knew that Rena had come to see him in the hospital, but Dewi did not remember anything that Rena said first because at that time the Goddess who was hit by the loss of her fetus.

“Since you go Rena likes to be quiet. He doesn't talk much but Ara and Andra. Same Reza also quite long Rena silenced him. Rena was angry when she heard what Reza did to you. Rena also said that if Reza still objected and could not accept you as a wife, Rena asked Reza to release you. Rena asked Reza to let you find your own happiness, Wi. But as he expected, Reza didn't know. You know why? Because Reza also already loves you,” explained Ms. Ratna.

The goddess gawked at Mother Ratna's explanation.

“Kak Reza love me?” his inner.

Still with his thoughts about the story of Mother Ratna earlier, suddenly the door to Mother Ratna's room was opened by Andra and Ara who were crying.

“Mother, adek nangis nih find Bunda,” said Andra who took her adek into the room.

“Ulu-ulu why this cry unfortunately Mother.” The goddess immediately carried Ara.

“Longtime. Ara right, it's sleepy.”

“Sorry yes, dear. Let's sleep, yuk. Pamit used to be the same Grandma,” said Dewi who directly directed Ara to salim with Ms. Ratna.

“Grandmother wants to sleep, yes. Sorry grandma borrowed the mother. Good night dear, yes,” said Ms Ratna while kissing both cheeks Ara.

“Contact grandma,” says Ara while waving her hand.

“Feed.”

The goddess with Ara was followed by Andra behind her immediately out of Mother Ratna's room to Ara's room on the 2nd floor, next to Reza's room.

“Lho Abang why come with Mother to Adek's room?” ask the Goddess who saw Andra come into Ara's room.

“Tonight Brother slept with Mother too, can?”

“Bby dong. Come here we umpel-umpel three.”

The goddess stroked the child's head alternately. After confirming the two of them were already sleeping, the Goddess dyed the tops of their heads. The goddess who was actually also exhausted finally fell asleep afterwards.

Reza came out of the room after an hour of the man entering and permission to take a bath. After the shower, he got a call from Lia, talking about a meeting that was planned to be held tomorrow morning.

Seeing the empty tv room, Reza stepped into Ara's room where he knew Dewi was also there to accompany his daughter to sleep.

“You are all here, sleeping together, and I am left again,” muttered Reza who saw Andra also sleeping together.

Reza smiled then kissed Andra's head and Ara took turns. For the Goddess he accidentally saw the peaceful face of his sleep the woman he had known as a cheerful woman. Never once had he seen the Goddess's sad face before their wedding. Because of this marriage, many times he saw sadness on the face of the Goddess.

“I promise I will keep you happy. Quite a time you cried because of my stupidity.”

Reza fixed the blanket of the three people he loved, then kissed in the forehead of the Goddess who was sleeping on her back.

“Curi kiss one time can ya.”

Cup

Reza kissed the Goddess' lips.

“Good sleep, dear.”

In the morning, Reza who still did not allow Dewi to bring his own car delivered Dewi a little faster because there was a meeting that he had to lead this morning. As a result there is still about an hour for the Goddess to relax first before going to poly practice.

“Oh yes, letter last night.” The goddess looked for the letter that Mother Ratna gave her last night in the bag.

The goddess began to open the envelope, and saw the length of Rena's writing there. It seems like these phrases that Rena has not yet told the Goddess.

The Goddess read the words contained in the letter, her tears did not stop dripping, flowing along with the sentence read by the Goddess.

“Kak Ren.