Allow Me to Be Happy

Chapter 39

“Hah.” The Goddess's eyes immediately opened wide awake from her sleep. The Goddess immediately got up and sat leaning against the back of her bed. His breath was still running. Drinking water beside his bed. His heart suddenly fidgeted. He had a dream that Andra was injured while practicing silat. He missed that boy.

He saw a clock on the wall that had shown at 2 am. The 5-hour time difference with Indonesia means that currently in Jakarta it is now at 9 p.m.

“Mami has not slept yet,” lirih Dewi.

Dewi picks up the phone located on the nightstand, and seeks out Lisa's mami contacts. At first the woman hesitated, afraid to disturb the rest of her adoptive parents.

“It seems not sleeping yet, still at 9 o'clock also there.”

On the third ring, the call was answered by Lisa's mother.

“Halo darling.”

“Halo Mi. Not sleeping yet? Goddess of trouble?”

“Ngga disturb really. My mom hasn't slept either. What's up?”

“Eem does not miss aja.”

“Kan just this afternoon his phone.”

“Eh yes forgot,” Goddess pretended to laugh.

“Honestly what is it?” ask mami Lisa.

“Heem Mami have met you brother not?” ask the Goddess in a small voice like a whisper.

“Kok whispered anyway? Why ask brother? Tumbens. Kangen yes?” search mami Lisa.

“Tadi to dream brother Mi so wake up,” honest Goddess.

“Abang is healthy right Mi?”

“Alhamdulillah brother healthy, adek also healthy,” replied mami Lisa while laughing.

“Kok laughs anyway Mi? Is something funny?”

“Yes you guys are fooled to know nothing. After we called, you didn't call your momma nanyain for long. He said when the mother came home from vacation, then why there was no call brother, brother kangen. That's what he said.”

“Goddess also misses children.”

“Kids only? Papa?” the mami Lisa.

“Mii.”

“Honey, mommy wants to ask. Is there any hope for Reza?” Mami Lisa gave a moment of pause before continuing.

“Reza fucked no you Wi. He's been looking for you. He himself came to the village and asked directly your uncle if you were there. Your uncle said you weren't in the village, Reza stopped by your parents' grave. You know Wi? There he cried apology to both your parents because he could not be a good husband for you. He also tried to find you to Korea, thinking you returned to the hospital there. And you know what? He also looks for you in every village that you have ever been to hiking and camping. Reza did not dare to meet mami papi for her directly.”

The goddess who listened to Lisa's mami's story was silent and did not comment, only her eyes were glazed over.

“Reza spends more time looking for you than accompanying Rena,” continued mami Lisa.

The goddess began to cry sobbing in memory of her dead sister. When he left for Switzerland, he did not see Rena first to apologize.

“Papi has not filed your divorce lawsuit Wi. Mami and papi hope that your relationship can still be continued again,” pinta mami Lisa.

Mami Lisa breathes softly. “You continued to sleep again. Soon home, mom misses you.”

“Iya Mi. Assalammualaikum.”

“Waalaikumsalam.”

The goddess held her phone tightly. Tears that wet his cheeks. Even though it was removed, the tears still went down without excuse.

“Huh can't be sad anymore. Must be!” The goddess encouraged herself.

In the morning as usual Dewi breakfast together with bik Asih. Bik Asih looked in wonder at the Goddess who this morning had her face back grim, but yesterday had shown progress by always smiling all day.

“Non Goddess why? How come this morning aunt saw that sluggish? Cancel appointment with his friend?” ask the aunt who tried to dig up information from the Goddess.

Goddesses shake. “So kok bi later somewhat siangan perginya.”

“Certain why Non? How lethargic is that?”

“Hem Goddess can same story Bibik?” ask the Goddess doubtfully. He felt it was possible by telling stories with his problems would slightly reduce the tightness he felt.

“By or by aja story Non.”

The goddess sighed softly before telling a story.

“Last night mami called. Mami told me about Reza's condition now. Says mommy brother Reza nyari-nyari Goddess, Bik. According to Bibik, Goddess should how?”

“Honestly, if the aunt in the position of Non-Dewi must also feel disappointed and angry. But seeing the condition of Mr. Reza now Bibik also did not have the heart. The aunt saw Mr. Reza deeply regret his past actions Non. Forgiveness is easy but forgetting is hard. But if we are sincere, God willing all the disappointment and anger will slowly disappear Non.”

Dewi only listened to the words of the Asih without answering. He assures in his heart, if we sincerely accept for sure all this disappointment will fade slowly. But by receiving Reza back is he ready?

——

By 11pm, Briggita came to pick up Dewi with Julian. They used Julian's car for an adventure today. Briggita and Julian will be tour guides for the Goddess for some time to come.

Their first destination was Grindelwald. Not far from Iseltwald, only 27 Km with a travel time of 33 minutes by car.

Grindelwald is one of the villages included in the administrative region of Interlaken-Oberhasli, Switzerland. The village has an area of 171.3 km², and is inhabited by more than 3,800 residents. This village is located at the foot of Mount Eiger which makes it have a beautiful view. Not only surrounded by mountains, there is also a blue sea that further beautifies the view of Grindelwald.

Grindelwald is a favorite destination for tourists. In addition to one of the filming locations of Korean dramas that had hits at that time, here there are various exciting activities that can be tried. This time the Goddess, Briggita and Julian will try to cross the mountains by flying.

This is the First Glider, a place where tourists can float and glide at a speed of 83 km/h in the air. The vehicle used is in the form of an eagle and can be climbed by 4 people. With the position of the body facing down, tourists will be drawn first with a speed of 72 km/h like a boomerang.

Once satisfied playing, they continue their adventure to Lake Bachalpsee. Lake Bachalpsee is a lake located at the top of First. The calm waters of the lake reflect the majestic Schreckhorn mountain picture. This blue colored lake gets the nickname blue jewel aka blue gem.

“Where? Still at home?” ledek Briggita who saw the smile of the Goddess was not broken since they got off the car earlier.

The goddess laughed at Briggita's thump.

“And I know that this is a cool place, good. But why yes 6 months of time I only spent at home aja.”

“Most chaotic. I've left your gala, it's time to have fun,” Julian continued.

“Yuhuu let’s fun us,” invite Briggita.

The three of them spent time in this village until swallowed) at night.