Allow Me to Be Happy
Chapter 30
The goddess was already lying on the examination bed at this moment. Tania poured a kind of special gel on the stomach of the Goddess that serves to prevent friction between the yoke and the USG akat, besides it also serves to facilitate the delivery of sound waves into the body. Tania began to move the transducer on the body of the Goddess, not long seen on the screen of the baby goddess. Leo and Candra who also participated in the examination also watched it on the television screen outside the examination room.
“That's my fetus, Tan?” ask Goddess lirih.
“Iya Wi. This is your baby. Already entered 9 weeks.” Done it. Tania immediately cleaned the gel earlier and helped Dewi tidy herself up again.
They rejoin Candra and Leo. The goddess was more silent, she was still thinking about what next step she would take. Her daydream stopped when Tania clasped her hand.
“Plan lo now what is Wi?” ask Tania.
“We all definitely help lo kok Wi,” continued Candra. Leo also shook his head.
“First I want you to keep my pregnancy a secret from anyone. Included with mami Lisa and papi Arya,” pinta Dewi.
“Suami lo?” tanta Tania's.
“Let alone him. He can't know about this at all. Besides he won't care either,” replied Dewi.
“Gue thinks he deserves to know Wi. Wherever he remains the father of your son,” said Leo.
“After what has he done to me? You know how I feel, when I wake up in the morning he is not there. At first I thought it might be because I woke up late. But this until now, until this second he has no contact with me at all. Even to meet me aja he ogah,” Dewi bright with tears that have begun to drip.
“Gue feels like j*l*ng know you guys, who are ready to be made continue to be dumped and eliminated. You won't understand what I'm afraid of. Sakiiit.. Pain Tan,” continued Dewi who was directly embraced by Tania.
“Oooh Goddess, I know you are strong. I will always be next to you Wi.” Tania kept stroking her best friend's dagger, who was still crying sobbing.
“Gue will nurse and raise my own child. When my baby is born, I will ask him to divorce me,” steady Goddess.
Candra just listened, got up and put her feet out. Seeing Candra coming out with an emotional face, Leo decided to catch up with her. Seen outside Tania's practice room, Candra clenched her hands and hit the air.
“Si*lan.”
“Lo Why Can?”
“Lo remember the word Goddess earlier. She doesn't want anyone to know about her pregnancy other than us. The Goddess needs us now Can. Do not let him feel the loneliness in this pregnancy,” explained Leo.
Candra did not answer. Right now it is too emotional. Especially if you remember the Goddess' roaring cry, it hurts in her heart. It might be true that right now the three of them should focus on the condition of the Goddess first. After the child was born again they all talked about it again.
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Like pregnant women in general, Dewi also experience morning sickness in the morning. In the morning he will spit out all the leftovers overnight, while in the day to night he will eat a lot of food. Never did she want a strange meal at night, even though Leo and Candra had offered to fulfill this desire to get pregnant. Maybe this baby candidate knows that the mother is only alone so does not want to bother others.
Maybe Dewi was a little lucky because Mami Lisa and papi Arya are still in Malaysia taking care of their branch company, so he does not need to always avoid meeting. Different from Rena and her family. The goddess always avoided meeting her family. If the time of chemotherapy Rena arrived, he will ask Kiki who takes care of Rena on the grounds that he is busy in his practice hours or is having surgery. Rena is increasingly suspicious of Reza and Dewi's relationship, because if she asks Reza news of her husband's Goddess it only answers well. He was sure something had happened between them. Dewi also rarely picked up her phone lately, increasingly convincing herself that there was something they were covering up from her.
Rena's current condition has not shown development, even experiencing a slight decline. Although able to destroy cancer cells, chemotherapy can also damage healthy cells around it. These healthy cells are damaged which can cause side effects. As of now, Rena's hair has fallen out a lot, so she decided to start hijab. It's not too late for him to be hijab-wearing. He wants before his time is up, at least he has fulfilled his obligations as a Muslim. In addition to hair loss, Rena also lost appetite which resulted in her weight falling drastically. There are many more side effects of chemotherapy that has been felt by Rena today. Even so, Reza his beloved husband never complained, the man was always there beside his first wife. In the schedule of chemotherapy he will certainly take the time to accompany Rena, although later he must meet with the Goddess.
He was still unable to meet the Goddess at this time. In that night, when the Goddess was sleeping beside him he was only aware of his behavior. He felt guilty about Rena for betraying his love. He also actually felt guilty with the Goddess, should he be able to refrain from the influence of that pesky medicine*n. But apparently, he lost. Reza has not been able to meet the Goddess and apologizes. He only hoped that the Goddess could forget that night and forgive him one day.
That afternoon, Reza who had just finished a meeting with her subordinates got a call from her home number. He immediately raised for fear of anything happening to his son or wife.
“Halo.”
“Pak mother fainted.”
“What?? Bik call the driver, please take Rena directly to the hospital. I'm from the office directly to the hospital later.” He said it would be more time-saving if they met in the hospital than he had to go home first, it would take a long time.
Reza who arrived first waited for Rena and her driver in front of the IGD room door. Seeing that the car carrying Rena had entered and arrived in front of the IGD room, Reza immediately opened the back door and held Rena. He put it in the patient's gurney that had been prepared beforehand by the nurse. Rena was thoroughly examined by doctor Kiki. Rena was asked to be hospitalized first to be observed further. Reza agreed and Rena was immediately transferred to the inpatient room on the 8th floor. When Kiki's doctor wants to resign, Reza stops him for a moment.
“Sorry doc, doctor Dewi where is it?” ask Reza.
“Doctor Dewi is handling brain herniation patient pack now.”
“Oh so, well thanks doc.”
“Sama-sama sir. Then I'm sorry.”
