Allow Me to Be Happy

Chapter 35

5 Days of the Goddess in the care there has been no change at all. He was still silent as a corpse. His sight also seemed empty. Alternately, friends and family invited him to talk but none of them got a response from the Goddess. Rena who was allowed to visit the Goddess was not able to make the woman speak.

“Ren, sister sorry. Because your brother is like this now. All because of brother's selfishness. Brother wants to leave in a calm state leaving Reza mas and the children with leave it to you, but it turns out that brother's decision even hurt you like this. Brother sorry Wi,” said Rena while hugging the body of the Goddess.

Rena who was not allowed to linger by the doctor was immediately brought back to her room to rest. Aided by Dirga pushing her wheelchair, Rena returned to her room. Now it was Andra's turn and Ara who were trying to communicate with the Goddess.

“Bunda fast healthy yes. Brother kangen same Mother. No one can teach your brother to play basketball just as to practice silat again. Oma Kemaren has been looking for a silat coach for brother, but the person is not cool. Enjoy the exercise with Mommy,” said Andra.

“Ara also misses Mother. Want to bob together again, we continue to hug her bobok. Mother don't get sick. Mama is already sick, continue if Mother does not heal Ara as well who is the boboknya?” Ara hugged the body of the Goddess tightly followed by Andra. The Goddess' body did not move at all, but her tears seemed to drip down her increasingly thin cheeks.

“Mother don't cry. If Mommy cries, Ara also cries.” The 3-year-old girl cried to see the Mother she loved so much shed tears.

Everyone who was there looked sad to see the three of them hugging. No exception Reza who participated in the room. Occasionally he wiped his tears that fell saw his second wife who did not move in response to the people around her.

He knew all this chaos was coming from him. Ignoring the Goddess because she feels she has betrayed Rena, even though the Goddess is also her rightful wife and Rena herself who chose the Goddess for her to marry. As a result of this stupidity he had to lose his prospective son before he knew his whereabouts. Lisa's mom also refused to see her. Once he tried to approach his aunt when Lisa's mother visited Rena, but what he got was rejection. Lisa's mother passed by leaving her without looking back at her in the slightest.

After everything dispersed, Lisa's mom and Arya's papi were shocked to hear the voice of the Goddess calling out to her.

“Mami.” Small was indeed his voice, but it was able to shake the heart of this middle-aged woman.

“MasyaAllah darling. Wi, you want to talk baby.” Mami Lisa immediately hugged the Goddess' body tightly.

“Sorry.”

“No dear no. You're not wrong. Mama was wrong. Mami shouldn't have left and left you alone here.”

“Maafin Goddess, Mi,” Ogre Goddess.

“Sst is already dear. You don't keep apologizing. Now what do you want? What do you want to eat? Let mami ask papi cariin.”

“Iya Wi let papi find. Tell me what do you want?”

“Kak Reza.”

“What?” ask Mami Lisa.

“Please call brother Reza Pi.”

“Oke papi call Reza ya.”

Reza who got a phone call from Aryan papi immediately left Rena's room and entered the room of Dewi's hospital. Papi Arya and Lisa's mother who saw Reza's arrival opt out, allowing the two humans to solve the problem.

“Wi.”

The goddess still sat quietly without turning her head towards Reza. Reza then pulled out a chair and sat down in front of the Goddess. The Goddess's gaze was still straight staring out the window. Reza tried to hold the hand of the Goddess to hold it, but was immediately pushed rough by the Goddess. Reza let out a long sigh of rejection from the Goddess.

“I asked for divorce.”

“Wi you can't.”

“I asked for divorce,” firmly Goddess who finally looked at Reza. If a few days behind the view of the Goddess looks empty, now the eyes full of anger given the Goddess to Reza.

“Kakak know brother wrong Wi. But not by divorce the solution to our problems.”

“Then with what? In the eyes of Big Sister Goddess was only someone else. Sister's wife is just brother Rena, Goddess is only the destroyer of happiness Brother. Maybe even Big Brother considers Goddess j*l*ng that you can throw away after dipake.”

“Wi sister never thought like that.”

“BUT THE REALITY IS LIKE THAT! Sister stayin Dewi herself in the room, keep sister chek out of the hotel and never at all meet the Goddess again. It was my schedule that I was supposed to go home to the apartment but I never came home. Then what is the Goddess to Brother? Wife? If the wife will not be possible Sister dinggalin Dewi alone there.”

“At that time brother confused Wi. Sis scared that Rena-.”

“Rena Rena. It's just Rena's feelings that Brother thinks. Brother feels he cheated on Sister Rena for sleeping with the Goddess, right? But never did Big Brother think about how the feeling of Goddess Kayak? Destroyed Brother. Hancuuur.” The Goddess' tears were unstoppable.

“Wi.” Reza tried to hug the Goddess.

“DON'T TOUCH ME!” Reza immediately retreated after being brushed aside by the Goddess.

“So sorry Wi. Really big brother never intended to hurt your heart Wi. Brother knows brother loser, coward, sister can't meet you directly after that night. Sister just confused Wi.”

“If you can not account for the actions of Big Brother, why that night did you not throw out Dewi aja? Brother instead pulled the Goddess to enter the room sister. That night the Goddess wanted to help Brother out of the influence of the drug. When Brother asks for the right of Brother, Goddess sincerely Kak because Goddess is aware that Sister husband Goddess, then sin for Goddess rejects Brother's invitation. Dewi does not expect to be loved by Sister, because Dewi knows the love of Sister is only for sister Rena. But is to think of the state of the Goddess also can not Kak?” lirih Goddess.

“Im sorry sister Wi.” Reza immediately hugged the Goddess tightly regardless of the woman's refusal.

The goddess hit Reza's chest hard to let go of her embrace. Not to be missed, instead Reza hugged his wife's body tighter.

“Please I'm off,” rebel Goddess while crying.

“Im sorry sister Wi. Sorry sister,” whispered Reza in the ears of the Goddess. He pecked the head of the wife repeatedly so that his wife was calm. The goddess was no longer in revolt, but the woman's cry grew louder. Reza, who heard his wife crying, regretted that she had hurt him so deeply.

The Goddess' cry had already subsided, it seemed that the Goddess had already begun to calm down. Reza started to loosen her arms.

“Allow Goddess to be happy Kak.”

“Sure Wi. Brother will be happy for you from now on.”

“No.” The goddess looked at Reza's face.

“Compense Goddess!”