Allow Me to Be Happy

Chapter 28

Goddess wriggling. His sleep was disturbed due to the noise coming from his cell phone. He picked up his cell phone which was supposed to ring on the nightstand next to his bed. The name Hong Chae Young, one of his fellow residents in Korea, called.

“Yeoboseyo (Hallo),” replied Dewi with a distinctive hoarse voice wake up.

“Neo eodi inni? (Where are you?)”

“Ajig bang-e. A waeyo? (Still in the room. Why?)”

“Palliwa. Dangsin eun neuj eul geoso (Quick. You'll be late).”

“Hmm jamnkkanman (Wait a minute).” The goddess disconnected the phone.

Seen around. He felt foreign to the luxurious room he occupied now. Moments later he remembers what happened last night with Reza. He is currently in Reza's luxury room. His whole body ached because Reza did it several times. But where is that man now. This room feels very quiet. Dewi saw the clock on her phone which currently shows at 7 am. Dewi thinks maybe Reza has gone down for breakfast or even has gone to see his client again.

Because of being chased by time, Dewi immediately wore clothes that last night were forcibly removed by Reza. He wears one by one of his clothes until his hijab. Before wearing her hijab, Dewi saw red marks around her neck, the work of her husband. The goddess took a long breath. He was silent for a moment. Both of his hands held the end of the ornamental table in front of him. The Goddess closed her eyes, the pieces of the incident last night passed by her mind. There is a hard feeling for the Goddess to explain. She feels guilty with Rena for sleeping with Reza even though Reza is also her husband. Reza also before doing so said that he was the legitimate husband of the Goddess, so it should have given her the right Reza. After the last long sigh, the Goddess immediately opened her eyes and immediately exited Reza's room. The goddess will be late if she doesn't get out of the room immediately.

Throughout the day Dewi could not concentrate with his seminar activities. Guilt and betrayal continue to permeate his heart. What would happen if Rena knew what she and Reza had done last night. Will Rena feel sad and angry.

In addition to thinking about the feelings of Rena later, Dewi also thought of Reza who had not contacted her all day. Is her husband still busy when it is now showing at 9 pm. The goddess kept going back and forth in her room, wondering if she should go to Reza's room.

“No no. I can't go there. I just wait aja kak Reza contact me,” sure Dewi.

Two days have passed. The goddess kept waiting for Reza to contact her. No messages or calls from Reza. Reza was also not seen at the hotel restaurant at breakfast.

“What is possible brother Reza breakfast in his room huh?” thought Goddess.

Dewi decided to ask the receptionist.

“Sorry I want to ask. Is room 1105 still in the name of Rezadian Hutama? There's my stuff left inside.”

“Wait a minute I check first ya Bu”. It appears that the woman standing at the reception desk is fiddling at the computer in front of her.

“Rezadian Hutama checked out two days ago, Mom. When he checked out there were no items left behind. Probably already brought by him.” The explanation of this receptionist woman made Dewi speechless for a while. As tight as he felt. After thanking the Goddess, he returned to his room.

In the room, the Goddess immediately sat on her bed. Empty views. Next he laughed, accompanied by crying.

The goddess raised her legs on the bed, pulled the blanket and covered her body. He cried all night. I mourn the stupidity he did. He should have realized that this marriage was just a status. Status so that Rena wants to undergo treatment and he still has the spirit to heal. But look at it now. After she gave the thing that she had cared for the most so far to the man who was her husband, the Goddess instead felt cast aside. Is this perhaps his karma because he had dared to sleep with his sister's husband?

His days in Singapore he passed as he should. He tried to forget his pain. He doesn't want to lose too much. Already lost the crown by her husband, she did not want to lose the opportunity to learn from the great people in the world of medicine.

Seminar complete. The Dewipun returned to the land. He tried to forget the incident that he thought was painful. Tomorrow is monday. Reza's schedule is to go back to her apartment. He will try to be ordinary as if nothing happened. He was still thinking positively maybe Reza was really very busy so had not contacted him.

On Monday night, Dewi came home at 10 pm due to an impromptu operation last afternoon. There was no sign that Reza was home. The goddess went inside her room to immediately clean herself first. After taking a bath, the Goddess came out of the room to see if Reza had gone home or not. And it turns out Reza still hasn't come home. During his stay with her, Reza never came home past 11 p.m. Dewi did not want to take a headache, he immediately went into his room and immediately went to sleep.

Until Wednesday, Reza did not seem to go home to the apartment. The man had not contacted her at all.

“He thinks I am what? Why didn't anyone contact me at all?”

Until finally on Sunday Dewi got a phone call from Andra who asked her to come to his house. Dewi initially refused because she did not want to meet Reza. But hearing Ara and Andra's crying voice asking him to come, his heart was broken as well. Right at lunchtime Dewi arrived at Rena's house. They seemed to be getting ready to eat soon. Rena invited the Goddess to eat. Dewi was forced to accept the invitation, so that his position at the dining table is now Reza who is at the end of the table with Rena on his right and Goddess on his left. While Ara sat next to Rena and Andra next to Goddess. Rena took food for Reza. During the meal, only the sound of the twang of the spoon is heard. Rena realized there was a discrepancy between her husband and the Goddess.

“Ren, Mas go first yes. It's been awaited by Farel.” Reza who was ready to eat immediately stood alone. Before going to be frowned Rena's head first and then slowly scramble Ara's hair which is next to Rena.

“Lho Mas, this is Dewi.” Reza walked on without listening to Rena. Rena's gaze immediately led to the Goddess who was in front of her. The goddess was unaffected by Reza's attitude. The woman continued her lunch.

After eating, Rena brought the Goddess to sit in the back garden. Rena was very curious and convinced that something had happened between Goddess and Reza.

“Wi, you got into a fight with Mas Reza?” ask Rena.

“No, Brother. We are fine,” replied Dewi.

“Mas Reza why more silence since returning from your apartment yesterday?”

“Apartment?”

“Iya apartment. Monday to Wednesday Mas Reza schedule your place.”

“It turns out Reza's sister didn't go home. Then where is he?” inner Goddess.