Allow Me to Be Happy

Chapter 34

“Mas Reza from anywhere,” asked Rena who saw Reza who just came in.

“You've woken Ren?”

Reza went straight to Rena's bed, hugging the woman.

“You didn't kayak that again. Appointment.”

“Sorry yes Mas, Rena can't promise,” shriek Rena.

“Don't stay with me Ren.”

Reza hugged Rena more tightly, did not want to part with his wife. Ratna's mother, who saw the couple hugging each other, cried, she was very grateful that her daughter had a husband who loved her very much.

“You've eaten? Mas bribe yes, after that take the medicine keep you rest again.”

“Iya Mas.”

“Mother also eat first, Rena let Reza first, Bu.”

“Yesudah I ate first ya.” Ratna's mother went straight to the couch and ate the food Reza had bought before Rena had a heart attack.

After eating and taking her medicine, Rena was asked to rest again by Reza. Rena began to close her eyes trying to sleep. After making sure Rena was asleep, Reza moved to sit on the sofa that still had Ratna's mother there.

“Wi where is Za? Mother today has not met him,” asked Ms Ratna. After the mother Ratna Dewi will visit to see the condition of Rena. But today he has not seen the son of his best friend come to visit Rena.

“Goddess can't come here now Mom,” Ogre Reza.

“Why?”

Reza rubbed his face rough and occasionally grabbed his hair.

“Reza what's up? Goddess why?” ask Ratna's mother impatiently.

“Goddess is now being treated Ma'am. Still on this floor,” replied Reza.

“Yes geez. Why can it be treated? What pain is Goddess?”

Reza took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.

“Miscarriage goddess Bu.” Reza's eyes began to glaze over considering the condition of the Goddess who is now also not good.

“Astaghfirullah. A miscarriage? Why can Za?”

“Goddess fell on the stairs earlier.”

“Astaghfirullah, Dewi is definitely not okay now. Reza you just accompany the Goddess, Rena let the same mother. Dad is also on the same road Dirga wants to come here.”

Reza.

“Friendship Goddess, Za. He needs you now. You just lost your child. Why don't you tell me that the Goddess is pregnant? Rena knows Goddess is pregnant?”

Reza shook his head weakly. “Reza also just found out earlier Bu.”

“You only know about Goddess' pregnancy today?” ask mom again.

Reza could only shake. His tongue felt like he could not answer the questions raised by Ratna's mother.

“What's Za? You guys have any problems before?”

“Im sorry Reza Bu.”

“What is this Za? Don't confuse Mom.”

No choice, Reza finally told Ratna's mother everything. Starting from he was framed by Siska while in Singapore, he forced Dewi to release the influence of drugs given Siska, until he avoided Dewi.

“So you have never returned to Dewi's apartment since Singapore?”

Reza is back.

“So where are you? Rena know about this issue?”

“Reza sleeps in Bu's office. Rena doesn't know at all. Reza could not meet the Goddess. The shadows of the night always appear, ma'am. Reza has betrayed Rena's love by doing it with Dewi.”

“Yes Reza. The goddess is your wife too. He is also entitled to you. He also deserves to earn his inner living. Yes Tuhaan Mitha, I'm sorry Tuti, I can't take good care of your child. I'm sorry Ti.” Ratna's mother began to cry, apologizing to her late best friend, Tuti who was the mother of the Goddess.

“Meet the Goddess now. Apologize him, accompanied by Dewi Za,” mother Ratna's orders.

“No Ma'am. The goddess does not want to meet Reza. Last time after waking up he hysterically saw Reza there, finally they gave a sedative,” regretted Reza.

Without them realizing it, the real Rena had not slept listening to everything. He also cried in silence.

“Im sorry Brother Deck. Forgive Brother.”

—-

Meanwhile, the Goddess who was still one floor with Rena seemed to sit leaning on her bed. His gaze was unbroken from the blue sky that was on his right window. Since waking up a moment ago the Goddess did not say a word. All the words of Lisa and Arya's mommy seemed not to penetrate into the hole of his ear. Occasional tears seemed to drip from her beautiful eyes. Now the beautiful woman who had just lost her child-to-be was like a lifeless creature.

“Pi, how is this Pi? Goddess Pi?” cry mami Lisa.

“Sabar Mi, Mami can not be sad like this. We must be strong, we must never see our sad face to the Goddess. All this must have a silver lining for all of us Mi.”

“Mami don't have the heart of Pi see such a Goddess. Papi see, it's been an hour Goddess sits like that Pi without a sound at all. Mami does not have the Pi.”

Tok tok tok tok

Leo, Tania and Candra who have finished work directly visit the Goddess in her room.

“How's Aunt?” ask Candra.

Mami Lisa shook her head weakly.

“Since waking up Dewi does not want to talk at all.”

Tania walked over to the Goddess, pulling up a chair to sit next to her.

“Wi.” Tania grabbed the hand of the Goddess to hold it.

“We all know you are a strong woman. You can definitely skip this all Wi. We are all also always next to lo.”

The goddess remained silent. His eyes stared at the sky outside the window.

Tania sighed. “Lo have eaten? I want bribe yes. Leo bought brownies from your favorite store. You want to, right? Eaten directly yes, ntar brownies taken the same Candra you know,” Tania fishing rod.

Usually, the Goddess will turn into a super stingy human when it comes to brownies from her favorite store. He usually does not want to share the food including to his friends, and usually also Candra who will often bother him by taking a piece of cake which of course will get tantrums from the Goddess. But this time the Goddess really did not move at all and let Candra eat her.

“Wi I finish this if you do not want,” threatened Candra.

Mami Lisa who saw this again shed her tears, papi Arya who did not move from the side of the wife continues to wipe the back of Aunt Lisa to calm her.

“Can you please explain Yo why the Goddess can be like now?” ask Aryan to Leo.

“Before we apologize the same Om and Aunt for not informing about the previous pregnancy of the Goddess. This is all the request of the Goddess who does not want anyone to know that she is pregnant,” explained Leo.

“Reza knows that Goddess is pregnant?” ask mami Lisa.

“Kak Reza just found out earlier also Aunt.”

“What is this Yo? What's the matter between Dewi and Reza?” ask mami Lisa impatiently.

Leo looked towards his wife and best friend who were sitting near the Goddess. They nod signs agreeing that this mess should be told to Lisa's mom and Aryan papi.

Leo finally recounts the events in Singapore and the events that Dewi experienced after returning from the country. Papi Arya looked furious at the behavior of his nephew who was considered irresponsible.

“This is what you're afraid of Pi when they get married. Surely one of them will be injured, and now the Goddess who has to suffer such deep wounds,” said mami Lisa.

Tok tok tok tok

Reza opened the door of the Goddess. This time with Ratna's mother. Mr. Bambang and Dirga have come from Bandung so they can take turns to take care of Rena, especially as far as they know that Rena is sleeping when they come out.

“Jeng how about Dewi?” ask Ratna's mother to approach Lisa's mom.

“Goddess like that from the moment she woke up. Not willing to talk at all,” replied mami Lisa.

“Gue came out first,” said Candra suddenly. He still did not want to see Reza at this time. His anger towards the man was still great when he saw him.

“Then we excuse you, Om, Auntie. Leo will ask for help with the best psychiatrist of this hospital. Coincidentally he was our senior back in college,” Leo explained.

“Iya please help ya Leo, Tania.”

“Sure Aunt. If we say so. Excuse me.”

Seeing that her friends had left, Reza came and sat on the chair that Tania had been sitting on. In the hand of the Goddess and the hand of her.

“Wi, forgive brother who can not be a good husband for you. Sorry for not knowing you were pregnant, sorry for not keeping you pregnant, and sorry for now you have to lose our future child. Brother apologizes for all the stupidity of brother Wi.”