Allow Me to Be Happy

Chapter 56

To my most beloved sister

Not lebay, right. But the reality is that, Wi you are the sister of the most dear brother (Dirga dear also really) :)

You remember, Wi the first time we met, what year was it? Anyway it's a class hike vacation, brother went up to class 3 your Junior High School just entered Junior High, right. You together with the late papa and mama you play to Bandung from Sumatra, there is a big brother really happy to have a sister girl in wantin all this time.

You remember no, if we often get angry because home phone bills often swell because we are often telephoned. Finally, once a week we call through cafe change, the money is saved pocket money. Continue to wait for your letters reply as well, until finally the Senior High School brother has his own mobile phone when it was still Junior High also already got his own mobile phone too. Because of the tex bonus there are thousands of us smsan continue, if the phone is a weekly night it's midnight waiting for free. Remember you Dek?

Brother was sad when he heard papa was in an accident while you were still in Germany. Brother at that time asked the same mother to stay longer so that you can nemanin you, but because of that time the brother who just entered college so can not long nemanin you. Sorry, Dek.

Continue to get a scholarship to study in Jakarta, I am very happy that finally we can approach again, yes even though we rarely meet because you are busy, brother is also busy. But I'm so happy, Dek we're in the same town.

Brother is sorry for the loss of your future son, Dek. Forgive brother, you lost him because you wanted to save big brother that day. I'm sorry, Dek.

Dek, I hope you are not angry with my sister for asking you to marry Reza. Brother just wants you and Reza to get a good partner, who can take care of each other, and can love each other, so you can calm down before you leave. You two are the people that you love in this world.

Brother is sure you can be a connecting mother for the children, and brother is also sure you can be his wife mas Reza. Urus mas Reza isn't that hard, Dek. Mas Reza doesn't need us much.

You want to know one secret, don't you, Dek? Actually Reza is already in love with you, only he is not aware at all. If mas Reza can message from you who ask permission or ngabarin want to go out with Candra, mas Reza immediately bad mood, continue to frown. Moreover, my sister once told Reza that Candra once liked you. He immediately ranted that night Wi, his sleep was also restless.

Brother apologizes if it turns out that the attitude of mas Reza to you yesterday made you hurt, upset, and angry. It was not apart because of big brother as well. Big brother was also angry because it was the same way he hurt big brother. I hope you will, sorry Reza.

I really hope you guys can be together again. Sister mate with Reza mas may only get here, then big sister titip children and Reza mas same you yes, Dek. They all love you.

Brother pray that you will be blessed with sons and daughters who are righteous and righteous.

You have to live happily.

Oh yes, brother forgot. You have to take care of Reza. There was one woman, her son, her father's friend Reza. She likes Reza. Don't let him take Reza from you. The guy is mean and seems to be cunning. You have to be careful.

Greetings dear, dear,

Rena

The tears of the Goddess did not stop flowing after reading the letter that Rena left for her. With this he is increasingly convinced to open himself up to accept the fate that has been set for him.

The goddess's daydream came to a halt when the door of her room was knocked from outside.

“Sorry, doc. It's time to practice,” said doctor Kiki.

“Oh yes, 5 more minutes I am there,” replied Dewi.

“Doctor is fine?” ask doctor Kiki who saw the eyes of the Goddess.

“I have nothing. You go first, I'll follow.”

Doctor Kiki left the Goddess' room first because he had been told to. The goddess washed her face in the sink, and then repaired her makeup and hijab. He covered his eyes because after crying.

Feeling ready, Dewi immediately went out to the 2nd floor where the practice room. The goddess apologized to the patient who had been waiting for being a few minutes late.

Dewi practice is completed 5 minutes before azan zuhur reverberates. The goddess immediately returned to her room on the 5th floor to perform the prayer. After the prayer, Dewi's phone vibrates, and it turns out Reza is sending a message.

Don't forget to eat lunch, don't be late. This afternoon I had a meeting outside with her husband Lia to meet a new client who came from Surabaya. I'll pick you up in the afternoon.

The goddess who read the message Reza sent was a little confused. Just this time Reza sent a long message, usually the man only sent a very very short message, such as ‘I will go home late’ or ‘don't forget my breakfast tomorrow morning’.

The goddess put her phone back in her skirt pocket, the woman went out to the canteen for lunch. There he is waiting for Candra and Leo.

“Make lo I have ordered rawon rice so do not wait long,” Leo said when Dewi just arrived.

“Iya nothing, thankyou.”

“Why do you limp it?” ask Candra who saw the face of the Goddess limp.

“Ngga know, want to come month like.”

After finishing lunch, Dewi prepared to visit the patient's room. Until one last room, Dewi entered the room of female patients who had just begun to be treated yesterday. The woman was with her husband who had been with her since yesterday.

“What's the complaint, Bu?” ask the Goddess when she approaches the bed of the patient.

“Nothing, doc,” replied the patient who got the nod from the Goddess.

“The biopsy results have come out, the location of the tumor is not difficult and the size is also still small, so as scheduled the day after we will operate,” explained Dewi.

“What will I be able to recover completely, doc?”

“InsyaAllah, after the tumor is removed you will recover completely.”

Tok

The door opened and a woman entered with three small children.

“Mother...,” shouted one of the children approaching the patient's bed.

“Iya darling, you have arrived?”

“Already, I was picked up with Mama at school directly here. Mom quickly healed, yes so I can play together again.”

“Yes you pray Mom, yes.”

The goddess only noticed her patient's interaction with the woman who had just come carrying the three children.

“This is my husband's second wife.”

“Ya?”

“I was sentenced not to get pregnant, so I asked my husband to marry again,” said the patient.

“Alhamdulillah now we have three children,” continued the husband.

“We care for and raise the children together,” continued the second wife.

“Is there never any jealousy between the two of you?” ask the goddess who is curious.

“Jealousness is a natural thing, doc. But thank God our jealousy is never excessive,” replied the second wife.

“I know my honey since childhood. He's my neighbor, my playmate, he's also an orphan. Ever since I was a kid, I always played with him at home. We grew up together,” connect patient.

Why is it almost the same as our story, yes, the inner Goddess.

“Ikhlas, doc, that's the key. If we surrender to God, God willing, everything will be easy. My first wife had to sincerely see me remarry in order for us to have children, my second wife had to be sincere with her position of being the second wife, whereas I had to sincerely accept the current circumstances. Being a polygamous husband is not easy, if it succeeds inshaAllah the reward, but if it fails hell will wait.”

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The goddess was now in her room, ready to go home while waiting for news from Reza who was going to pick her up. The thoughts of the Goddess were still floating with her last patient earlier. He has a little in common with her.

“The sincere words that I have always heard all this time, but still I cannot practice. Perhaps because of that, this heart is still too difficult to accept it,” Inner Goddess.

The Goddess's daydream was interrupted when she heard the sound of her room door being opened by Reza.

“What are you doing?” ask Reza who saw the pensive Goddess while rendering on her desk.

The Goddess did not answer Reza's question, the woman instead ran towards Reza and hugged the man tightly. His hands he circled to Reza's stomach while his head he sidelined on the man's chest.

Reza who was surprised by the attitude of the Goddess who suddenly hugged him could only stand unmoved. Long enough for him to come to his senses and start replying to the Goddess' embrace.

“What's up?” ask Reza.

“Im sorry Goddess, Brother.”