
"When was the last time you felt that way?"
"Perhaps, it was about two months ago. I was sick and disgusted when his hand touched my forehead, and therefore I was really angry at that time."
"After that, do you feel okay?"
"Yes, because I'm trying to keep my distance from anyone. I don't like being touched by them."
"And now you're saying, that you just hugged someone?"
"Hm, I don't know what happened. But my body just moves. Then.." the man seemed to think hard, "I don't feel anything."
"You no longer feel as disgusted and disgusted as before?"
He shook his head, "no, there's no such feeling. I don't even understand how I felt."
Juna stood on the left side to look at Gara who was sitting, faced with the best psychiatrist in the hospital, to consult. After hearing what Gara said earlier, Juna quite understood that the man was experiencing a little strange. Whether it had a bad impact or not on the disorder it had, but consulting with experts would result in something good.
Actually, Juna had long advised his friend to do treatment. Routine therapy and regular consultation will produce changes in mental health. But the man always refused for many reasons. Not having time, too busy to work, or consider that he is fine. But Gara is far from that word.
Sometimes, Juna is eager to hit Gara's head if the stubborn nature of the man has come out. Because it should be aware that the consequences of his health problems are too long left, making someone who has been waiting for him must fight harder and bear the pain repeatedly.
Because he was fighting with his own mind, Juna did not realize if the question and answer session between the doctor and the patient was almost over.
"I strongly recommend that you do sessions like this at least twice a week, it would be better if you agree to do therapy as soon as possible."
For a moment, "I will think about it. Thanks."
After saying goodbye, Juna and Gara came out from there with lighter steps than before.
Breathing out from the cleft of Gara's lips, "it's a little complicated." The whisper was to no one, but it was certain that Juna could hear it.
Currently, the two were passing through the corridor of the first floor of the hospital. Although this place is one of the assets owned by the Aditama family, Gara himself is not too familiar with the intricacies of those who work in it. If it wasn't for him telling Juna the strangeness that happened to him, maybe he wouldn't have ended up in the room of a psychiatrist who was the best Psychiatrist this hospital had.
"By the way, there's something I haven't done to you yet." Juna stopped stepping, making Gara stop with a confused look.
Two adult men of similar height were facing each other at the end of the corridor near a friend.
Gara's thick eyebrows slightly rose, giving Juna a questioning look, "what's wrong?"
Not the answer he got, but rather a pretty loud punch in his stomach area. Gara immediately grimaced while bending with one hand holding the stomach. Upon realizing what Juna was doing, he immediately raised his gaze and looked at Juna with annoyance mixed in confusion.
Before Gara spoke again, Juna had already preceded, "that's because you've hugged my sister carelessly." His sizzle Juna full of warnings.
"I don't care if what you did to Abby was a form of accident or just part of your subconscious attitude.." she was acting like a caring friend, but now he is ready to judge Gara for the sake of his sister, "but one thing I remember. Don't make Abby re-fertilize hope for you when she's slowly sane in her own mind!" Juna is not a good sister, but he does not want his sister to get a bad brother as well. At the very least, Gara should be able to control himself first before deciding to go back on or end everything here.
"Please don't go back to hurting him!"
Juna left first, leaving Gara speechless with a still ringing. The punch of the man was enough to make his stomach ache. The words that Juna spoke were now spinning in his head. And it's successful to make Gara dizzy instead of playing.
Juna doesn't understand Gara. But because I don't understand myself more.
. . .
Day turned into night. And the long thing that Abby went through today successfully put her to sleep because of fatigue and possible sleeping pills. Abby obeyed the words of the doctor who handled it earlier to stay for some time until her condition improved.
And now, Abby feels better because her clothes have been changed, her face and hair have also been wiped. Although they have to be more careful because their shoulders have just been sewn, but Mira and Lina worked well earlier, they can serve Abby without having to touch the wound that Abby suffered.
"Have you not returned yet?" since waking up, Abby hasn't seen Juna again.
Mira who was peeling an orange for Abby replied, "Master was here while you slept, Miss. But now he's home first and will be back tomorrow morning." That was the message Juna had conveyed to Mira and Lina this afternoon.
"Miss, there are two friends of yours waiting outside. Can they come in?" Lina came with a tray of porridge for her nona.
Abby nodded after feeling a little confused. That must be them.
The door opened again, a woman sitting in a wheelchair entered first. That's Lilyana. Behind him, the Eagle followed with a slightly bent face as it had to push the wheelchair in front of him. For a moment, Abby wanted to laugh at the strange sight. Apparently, they are not bad too when put together.
"Abbyscan.." The eagle immediately approached Abby after storing Lilyana not far from the bed of the patient Abby was sitting in. That handsome face was so tangled and tired. The guilty raut can also see Abby there. "I'm sorry, I didn't know that you'd end up here just because my car broke down." The eagle felt very guilty.
Abby flicked her hand that ended in a ring, forgetting that her shoulder was injured. "I'm good. It's nothing." Despite having to get a deep enough wound, but the unexpected fight made his adrenaline reappear after a long disappearance. It was enough to treat his longing for life in the past.
"After all, walking in that direction is my own will." Whatever happened to him today was the result of what he did. He couldn't blame anyone else.
"You take good care of him, don't you?" Abby glanced at Lilyana who was just silent while looking down at the floor. She seemed to be losing a little bit of her sanity.
The eagle looked at what Abby saw, "i didn't call his family because your brother forbade him."
Abby nodded. Understand with the intention of Juna's actions. She was a little surprised to learn that Lilyana was often the victim of her own mother's violence. The woman even forced her son to serve the striped-nose men who came to their house. In other words, Lilyana is forced to become a prostitute in order to make money.
Miris. But this isn't the first time Abby has come across a case like this. In the past, he had even entered the comfort women's house by disguising himself as them in order to catch the mastermind of the sale of human internal organs. Pretty terrible, but it was an order that he had to do.
Slowly, Abby understood. The reason why Lilyana approached him and made Abby like an expensive doll that could be ordered or begged. Lilyana is under the pressure of her mother. Yeah, he's got that. But that doesn't mean she'll forgive what Lilyana did to her.
Forced by circumstances and pressures or not, Lilyana is in a fully conscious state while taking advantage of Abby's stupidity first. So, that was definitely a big mistake.
"You feel better?" Abby looked at Lilyana calmly. His facial expression did not change even though he now knew that his former friend was not entirely bad.
The one asked slowly raised his gaze, "yes, sorry and thank you, Abbysca." Lilyana's sincere.
For a moment, Abby was fixated on Lilyana's somewhat different gaze. Before, there were only red eyes full of ambition that were there. But now, Abby can see a little ray of hope that seems to have not appeared for a long time.
"I did it just by chance and also by humanity."
Once again, Abby will affirm one thing. Any mistake he can still forgive, but he never promises to forget.
. . .
TB
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