A&Z (Love Or Hate?)
PDKT
From that day on, I was familiar with Arshad.
I spent my days filled with laughter with her. Every day, I write down my happy memories with him in my blue diary.
Friday, September 2nd
Today when I gotong royong, I mocked Arsyad and Iqbal, they both chased me, then I ran towards the teacher and of course they turned back hehe....
Monday, September 5th
Today I took Arsyad's bag and took out all his stuff and put his stuff everywhere.
Arsyad took my pencil box and put my colored pencil in any place but he finally helped me find my colored pencils.
Ever since I got close to Arsyad, I've always worn a hat. When I was arguing with Arsyad suddenly Iqbal took the hat I was wearing, I did not care about it and continued to argue with Arysad, suddenly Iqbal put the hat back on my head.
That's when I just turned my eyes to Iqbal, I saw his face was very depicting a very deep sadness but what power, what power, my heart has already given to Arsyad and this is not my goal before it, which is to make Iqbal not like me anymore.
Tuesday, September 6th
Ever since I got close to Arsyad, I've been grooming a lot and even went to school with foundation. But he even said
"Although the foundation is still black !"
and when he joked with me, he also often hit me, even if sometimes accidentally.
As I was sitting thinking about it all, suddenly Riri from the next class came and hit and kicked Arsyad, who was, I don't know what mistake Arsyad made but when Riri beat up Arsyad I kept laughing at him. Shortly afterwards Lisa slammed down Arsyad's bag and again I laughed at her.
Thursday, September 8th
While studying English, when my mother was busy correcting our assignments, Arsyad took all the books in the bag and wrote the word "Zebra" in my books.
Yeah, well, sometimes my friends would tease me with the word "Zebra" probably because my last name was "Zahra". After Arsyad finished writing the word "Zebra" in all my books, he returned the book, and then I started to walk up to the teacher's desk to report his actions. As I was walking, he immediately blocked my path and begged me not to report it. Then Fifi came and took my book
"Let me report it" said Fifi.
Arsyad's face suddenly reddened, it was very funny to see his face that looked frightened. I felt sorry and then forbade Fifi to report it.
"Arsyad, Move...I'm gonna go through..."My word
"Don't want to."Arsyad.
Then I looked to the left and I saw my father sitting on his bike waiting for me to come home. I don't know if you're looking at me or not. I can't see clearly because the distance between us is quite far.
"Let's quickly move aside Syad, my father looks at us" I said while covering my face.
He who was standing in the middle of the road immediately changed position and said
"where's your dad ?"her words with panic and her distinctive hoarse voice were. Then I ran and laughed and said, "There's nothing."
I went to class, took my bag, and went home.
Saturday 10 September
Today we celebrated the birthday of one of our friends, while we were singing a birthday song, Arsyad approached me and whispered to me
"Hahaha your birthday is not celebrated."
I felt annoyed, then I sat down at the door, he approached me, I pretended to be angry with him then at tickling me and finally he came back to make me laugh, then I chatted with him
"Syad, promise don't be angry" I said
"Yes.." said Arsyad.
"Wednesday or Tuesday we're not friends...I challenged my friends not to be friends with you and Iqbal for a few days."
Arsyad just kept quiet, then he picked up his bag and walked towards the gate because it was time to go home from school. As he walked I said to him
"Swear by Allah you will not be angry then I will tell me who the Rose really is" I half-cried
"No way."Arsyad
"You don't have to !"My word
"I should have let the rose be a secret forever, hopefully she won't think about what I just said." I muttered. All the way home I kept worrying, I was afraid to think about what I said just now.
