A&Z (Love Or Hate?)
Rupa
I saw from a distance Yuli was running towards me.
"Zahra, Andre said you're dead." Yuli said with a smile.
I quickly sped up to the classroom, but when I saw Arsyad eating in the cafeteria, I felt like I was losing the strength to move my legs.
"You pray I die ?!"I asked Andre when I saw him at the classroom door.
"I'm just kidding." said Andre with a laugh.
I entered the classroom and sat at Yuli's table because the Writing table was near the door. From Yuli's desk I kept chatting with Andre who was sitting at the door. As I began to fall silent, Andre looked at me from the sidelines of the door, I just stared at him with sadness but he laughed instead.
The bell rang and the first lesson began. Our first lesson today is sports. We were told to run around the field as a warm-up. From the field, I could see clearly Iqbal was cleaning up the musholla with his friends,
"he must have been punished again for being late" I said in my heart
As I ran, I could not take my eyes off Iqbal, apparently because my eyes were looking at him, Iqbal finally realized that someone was staring at him.
He looked at me with a laugh then waved his hand at me, I just laughed looking at him. When I looked back to the front, it turned out that Arsyad was standing right in front of me, he laughed then ran ahead of his other friends. Again I don't know if he was intentional or not and conscious or not.
My eyes could not stop looking at Iqbal, until finally he became misbehaved, finally he covered his face with a hat he wore.
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I bought a lot of HVS paper, then handed it out. When Maulana came near to me, I gave Maulana two pieces, and in accordance with my wishes, Maulana gave the paper to Arsyad. Arsyad immediately asked Maulana who gave the paper. I don't know what else happened after that because when I saw Maulana give me the paper, I immediately turned my face away.
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Now I'm home, and I got an invitation notification to join the class. For half a day, I was just joking with Iqbal in the group, or rather arguing even though I wasn't against him at all.
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As I sat alone in front of the door, Iqbal passed by in front of me then he smiled at me
"It hurts so bad this heart...Why did I waste her love just for the sake of people who didn't necessarily love me ?!"my screams in my heart.
Suddenly I saw Liya walking with Hasannah Iqbal's boyfriend.
Regardless of Hasanah, I ran towards Liya who had opened her arms to embrace me. I continued to hug Liya tightly even though I could clearly see Hasanah's disheveled face.
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Today, after a long time, finally, I dared myself to ask Andre if what Syaiful and Fifi had said was true that he liked me.
I asked him through a message. I finally got a message with him.
