A&Z (Love Or Hate?)

AMS (Late of SMP )

This morning the sun did not shine brightly and the weather was so cold in addition to the fog that made visibility decreased, while today for the first time I went to school riding my own motorbike.

When I got to class, somehow my eyes went around looking for the whereabouts of Iqbal and Arsyad but I did not find them there.

The ceremony started, and I could only see the faces of the two of them, I saw Iqbal and his girlfriend at the law, probably because they forgot to bring a hat.

After the ceremony ended, we took to clean up our new class and somehow missed my old class.

Because Fifi was thirsty, I accompanied Fifi to the cafeteria. Iqbal and his friends were walking right behind us. I try not to care about her. However

"Come on Zebra !"yelled Iqbal

I turned around and intended to pout at him but in fact when I saw the smile that adorned his face, I could not hide my happiness, I finally laughed loosely.

I wanted to be able to get back close to Iqbal, I wanted to be able to go back to laughing with him, however, it's unlikely that I can get as close to Iqbal as I used to be because Iqbal's status is now someone's lover.

Iqbal several times lured me to joke with him but in fact I was not the Zahra I used to be. I am not the cheerful Zahra and am filled with laughter as I used to be, now I'm just a very fragile woman who could cry whenever I could if anyone reminded me of my love for Arshad.

Now that the entrance bell had rung, we went back to the classroom and the homeroom went in

"We'll hold 5000 cash per week" said the homeroom teacher

"It was !"arsyad said jokingly

"Huh ?! Remember this, ladies, don't marry Arsyad ! Tickle !"our homeroom teacher joked

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To my Arsyad

I want to hate you like you hate me, but I can't hate you. Then, I want to forget you, but I can't forget you.

Finally I decided, if I can't hate you then I will continue to love you and if I can't forget you then I will always remember you.

Actually I didn't expect much you'd reciprocate my feelings. I just want you not to hate me. I just want no enemies.

That's my only wish...

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Now we are in 9th grade but nothing has changed for us. Our attitude and nature are still the same as before. Maybe only the feelings in my heart and in Arshad's heart have changed. Yeah, I love her more and she hates me more. I said he hated me because he always looked at me with a sharp look. It was always like that, to the point that I didn't dare to look at him.

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In 9th grade, we often get a jamkos and we fill that jamkos with various games. One of the games we played a lot was Truth or Dare.

Today I played the game with Dafa, Iqbal, Aziz, Liya and Fifi.

During the game, laughter and smiles never escaped our faces. But when it was their turn to ask me, the atmosphere became silent.