A&Z (Love Or Hate?)
Surprise
Today is Nafiz's birthday, we intend to surprise him. First I scolded her, but I didn't think she would cry. Because actually the plan to scold Nafiz was only my own plan, then the friends who saw the incident also cornered me. I'm trying to give them a code that this is just my play. I gave it to them and they finally understood and smiled at me. Arsyad stared at me sharply, I went straight away from there, really I could not see his eyes, it hurt so much in his face with a look like that, unconsciously, tears rolled back my cheeks.
Nafiz also did not stop crying, we finally just took out his birthday cake but he was still crying. I think she actually cried not because I was angry but because from the beginning she knew that we were going to celebrate her birthday, so, she cried because she was moved.
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These few days, Arshad and I have always been together, whether it's collecting errands, picking up books, walking out and other things. I did not know it was coincidence or intentional by him, which is certain that when I saw him together with Elisha kissing the teacher's hand, my heart felt very sick, he said, it was clear that his eyes were staring at Elisha and a smile was also clearly engraved on his face.
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Arsyad and I used to talk face-to-face. However, now we can only steal a glance. When our eyes meet, we must immediately throw away our faces.
The events of the 7th grade happened again today. When I wanted to go to class, he was standing right in front of me. I put my foot to the side, he also put his foot to the side. I couldn't see his facial expression because my head just looked down and I could hear his voice clucking in annoyance.
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Today a lot of families got together but my cousin "Caca" didn't come. I feel so sad. He was always by my side, introducing me to the rest of the family. However, just because of the conflict that occurred between our parents, we also had to separate.
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A few days ago it was Eid al-Adha, all forgiving but Doni, Andre, Nafiz and Arsyad kept on teasing me.
I walked away from them, Doni came after me and said
"I'm sorry inner birth." said Doni as she extended her hand.
I tried to avoid him, but he kept chasing me. Finally I just put my hands together in front of my chest, a sign that I don't want to touch his hands because it's not a muhrim. He also did the same.
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This morning I was woken up by my cat who stepped on my head and then he meowed very hard in my ear. I tried not to care, but then I remembered Doni.
I quickly got out of my bed and got ready to go to school. If asked if I fell in love with Doni, then my answer is "no.", I just like his behavior that can always cheer me up.
When I got to the front of the class, I saw Arsyad, Andre, Iqbal, Doni and Nafiz sitting gathered near the entrance of the classroom.
"Oh Allah.they are all gathered together." I said in my heart.
I tried to stay relaxed as I passed them, but as soon as they all stared at me, I just smiled at them and sped up my steps into the classroom.
