A&Z (Love Or Hate?)

Theatricals

Zahra: "Dre, you really like it

same with me ?"

Andre: "Yes, right, but that was it,

now that love is already

fading."

After sending that message, he kept sending me explanatory messages

the explanation about it however he was very convoluted. I am running out of patience. I also sent a message.

Zahra: "As if you wish

make me your girlfriend, please,

then I won't

resist. If only you

still like me then

I want to be your girlfriend."

All I had in mind was,

"I must have a girlfriend to make it easier for me to forget Arsyad."There's only that line that keeps ringing in my ear.

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Andre still keeps sending me messages with explanations about his feelings for me.

I didn't care about the messages he sent, because he was too convoluted but when he sent a message containing

"I used to love you so much, but when you made a play about your imaginary boyfriend, instantly my love for you faded from a broken heart, and I knew your heart still loved Arsyad so much."

The message felt like it was slapping me, but I lied to her that I had no feelings for Arsyad anymore.

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"I Miss You by Andre."

I didn't know how to reply to the message, I finally decided to send him a message for the whole day.

After I finished my bath, I opened my phone and read my conversation with her last night. He's too convoluted.

"I was completely wrong ! I should have accepted Iqbal as my girlfriend !"regret me.

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"Why does a happy beginning end in tears ?"the questions kept ringing in my head.

Then suddenly I get a video call from Nafiz. He showed me the contents of his room filled with antiques. I didn't really care about it, what was on my mind at the time was

"Did Nafiz like me ? If Nafiz likes me, then I want to be his girlfriend, I'm tired of myself, I want to have a girlfriend, but I'm not sure I can love her."

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I saw Andre and Nur being alone with Andre on the classroom terrace.

Actually I did not feel jealous at all, maybe because in fact I did not have any feelings for Andre, I instead felt guilty towards Nur because I knew Nur had loved Andre from the beginning.

Suddenly crossed my mind

"I'll reply !"

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The teacher told us to gather in the field because there was something they wanted to tell me, I couldn't hear clearly what the teacher said because Yuli and Andre kept joking right behind me.

I didn't care about them, and when Arsyad passed in front of me, I didn't care either.

After a while, we were welcome to return to class.

I saw my friends sitting in a circle, I joined them. I sat next to Nafiz while playing origami paper. Several times my friends joked and several times also I leaned my head on Nafiz's shoulder because it was carried away. The friends and Nafiz who saw that did not feel any objection because they were about my current feelings that desperately needed more attention from them.

As I was leaning my head on Nafiz, Andre saw that, I didn't know he was jealous or not that his eyes were like a show of sadness.