A&Z (Love Or Hate?)
Engraved smile
Today at a time when the PAI subjects were almost over, the teacher asked us,
" What time is it ?"ask the teacher
No one answered because the average student in our class didn't wear a watch.
I remember Arsyad wearing a watch a lot, I looked at him. When I looked at her, she was hiding her hand. I immediately turned away
"Plagiarism !"I snapped slowly.
The flashback
"What time is it ?"ask our English teacher.
I immediately hid my hand, as it felt very nervous while talking to the teacher.
The teacher kept wondering repeatedly until finally one of the students answered.
When the teacher turned his back on us. Arsyad called me and said
"You have a watch, right ?"ask Arsyad gently and quietly
"Yes." I answered briefly.
"Well, you'll wear a watch, show it to the teacher." she said.
Flashback off
"So Arsyad used to like you. He was once very nice to you, but you were like that, too expensive to sell, when if you were good to him, you would have been his girlfriend." said one of my best friends who dariitadi listen to my curses.
I felt very sad after hearing what my friend had just said. I can't control myself with him, for example today
Andre was reading a book of songs that I wrote myself, then Arsyad approached us, he began to mock the songs that were in the book, I hit him with the ruler in my hand. He turned, and said
"Yes !!!"
Then he turned back
When I was with him, I always fought with him even though I was not angry and I felt very happy
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Today we were divided into groups and I returned one group with Iqbal and Arsyad sitting right in front of me but a different group.
Several times he looked at me with a small laugh. I was upset, and then I looked at him. I wonder how long our eyes can meet. But in fact even a second of our eyes could not hold on to staring at each other.
When it was my group's turn to advance a percentage, I just stood at the very end and continued staring outwards.
During the question-and-answer session, Fifi asked
I tried to tell my friends the answer but they did not listen to me, finally with half a shout I mentioned the 5 islands, of course, immediately all eyes were on me. I just threw my face outwards feeling annoyed
"Easy questions like that alone no one can answer !"my grouse in my heart
Then I got even more upset when I heard that Arsyad was starting to bully me
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This morning the sun did not shine brightly because it had just rained. My friends and I were sitting under a tree near the school gate. When I wanted to go to class, Arsyad suddenly came, and I ran on a field filled with rainwater without regard to my skirt and shoes, It turned out that when I ran, I was running, Arsyad also ran behind me.
"Ra ! Wait said Arsyad !"Shouted Raina
I sped up my run and rushed straight into the classroom. I saw Arsyad chatting with his friend in front of the class. I don't know what they're talking about, but Arsyad is like he's confiding.
At 09:00 a.m., we asked the teacher to vacate the class, because the teachers would hold a meeting in the room next to our classroom.
Everything started to spread. After a few minutes of walking, I was tired, and I finally decided to go back to class. When I was in front of the class, suddenly the door opened, Fifi and Yuli emerged from behind the door
"Zahra come here !"they said while pulling my hand.
It turned out that Arsyad was in the classroom with Dafa, they both seemed very focused on reading an English dictionary.
Me and my friends try not to be noisy, every time someone comes in, we definitely reprimand
"Sstttt !!!"reprove us
When the mood was very quiet
"Zahra, Arsyad is reading Yasin's surah." said Fifi breaking the silence
"Sstttt !!!"I said and others were spontaneous.
Arsyad who saw that just laughed.
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Somehow my mood today was so messed up that I even cried just because Fifi was so slow to write our group assignments.
I didn't cry in front of Fifi, but as the break bell rang, I hurried to pull Raina's hand out of class. Raina who was confused to see my behavior asked
"Zahra why ?"tannya
Tears began to fall.
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These few days, as I chatted with Liya, Arsyad must have approached Liya and stood right behind Liya. Automatically when I looked towards Liya, of course I saw her too. I continued chatting with Liya regardless of her, she just lowered her head but a smile was etched beautifully on her face.
