A&Z (Love Or Hate?)
Meeting before the farewell
Back in 7th grade, my seat was pretty close to Arsyad, he was sitting behind my right. Now my seat with Arsyad's seat was quite far away but our seats were facing off.
He was still staring at me intently, his eyes like they were emitting a deep hatred. I tried to ignore it, I tried to comfort myself by distracting myself by looking at Iqbal who was sitting next to Arsyad.
It was very peaceful when I saw Iqbal but my heart felt very upset when I saw Arsyad. In comparison, Arsyad is far more handsome than Iqbal.
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Today I arrived early on purpose because I couldn't wait to see Iqbal's face. When I got to class, I raised my face and looked at Iqbal's seat. I even got a sharp look from Arsyad.
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When the bell rang home, I went to Mira's class to take her home together.
I waited for Mira at the door, I heard footsteps from inside but the one that came out was not Mira but Hasanah Iqbal's girlfriend. She looked so cold, I smiled at her to melt the atmosphere but she returned my smile with a very seemingly forced smile.
After Mira came out, I immediately rushed to take her away. On my way home, I kept thinking about it.
"Why is he so jealous of me ? Padakan a lot of women who are closer to Iqbal than me." I said in my heart. But after I thought about it again, it turned out that it was only natural that he was the most jealous of me because Iqbal used to like me, so it was only natural that he was afraid of old love springing back.
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Today we had group work at Ida's house and as usual, I was always one group with Iqbal.
Ever since I got to Ida's house, my mouth hasn't stopped making a sound. Whatever I discuss, it's because I'm covering up my pleasure to see Iqbal there. Even because I was too busy chatting with Ida, when Iqbal called my name, I didn't care.
One of my friends who had been at Ida's house for a long time took me home when I had just arrived. But I said "Yes" to her.
"Coming around with HP-Drinking-home !"Iqbal said annoyed.
Then I can no longer pretend I don't care. I laughed when I heard her words just now.
"Eh, don't drink ! Here I check first ! Poison or not !"aziz said with a smile.
I just shook my head and laughed after hearing what Aziz said just now.
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Today the teacher held a drama rehearsal for the students in the class and when it was my turn to practice drama, Arsyad came out and didn't come in until I was done and he just came in.
"Is that how much you hate me ?"say me in my heart.
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"I feel like the longer my life gets messed up. At home, I can't get off my phone and at school, I always see people I love show me their hatred. Even though I am surrounded by people who love me, I still can't get rid of the sadness in my heart, because after all being hated by the people we love so much, it hurts so much."
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I never thought the friendship between me, Fifi, Liya, Nisa, Ida, Stella, Iqbal and Aziz could change my life.
Their care and affection can make me
dispel the sadness that has been in my heart and now my love for Arshad is gone.
My heart is filled with my love for them. Those who are always there for me, those who always spoil me, give me attention and affection.
When I was with them, the day of farewell came.
Actually I'm not too sad this farewell day because I know they're going to another school with me but when I see Annisa crying because she's going to be different school with us, finally made my tears come.
