A&Z (Love Or Hate?)
Relationship
Suddenly in my head came a pretty silly question, which was
"If the lion and the panda fight, then who will win ?"
As I was thinking that, I suddenly heard a noise beside me. That voice is very familiar to me, Yes, it is the voice of Muhammad Harreza Arsyad. I also looked in his direction. He was joking with Dani, but they looked like they were fighting.
Moments later she realized that I was looking in her direction, and our eyes finally met. When our eyes met, she did not move at all, as if she had turned into a statue and only realized when Dani was about to slam her.
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Today we were asked to cross-correct our Math answers, and I exchanged my math books with Andre. The friends who saw that, started to match up with Andre, and Arsyad heard that, his face looks very tangled.
These days, Arsyad is very rarely near Andre, but usually they are always together.
Now that I have a new best friend, her name is "Raina" at first I don't really like her because she is a tomboy and she often mocks me
"Ra, Arsyad for me huh ?"he used to say that to me
Then when I prayed Dzuhur congregated in musholla, I and he did not get to mukena, when at that time I was not too close to him but he easily hugged me. I wasn't angry when I hugged him, I was just shocked because no one had ever hugged me before.
One day, he told me that he really liked Arsyad, he liked Arsyad since the first time he saw her, but because he saw me as a better match for Arsyad, he backed off.
Since then I have been familiar with Raina. I think Raina is a good friend, but the problems of friends always happen to her.
Only one problem that makes her very sad, that she has a friend named Naira, but Naira is not allowed to be friends with Raina.
One day Raina came to me with a very happy face
"Congratulations Na."Answer me while smiling towards him
Raina laughed then she hugged me. For some reason, it felt so calm when Raina hugged me.
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Today I went with my mother for a wedding near Arsyad's house.
My eyes kept going around looking for Arysad's whereabouts, however, I didn't see him anywhere.
I was desperate, I finally chose to go home and I met him in the parking lot, but I was already riding my bike, so inevitably, I had to go home.
Our eyes had met before finally his eyes continued to stare towards the ground. I don't know what's on her mind but she looks like a person full of mind burdens.
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Today at school, Andre brought a white skullcap, and Arsyad wore it. I kept pretending not to see her but she stood before me.
"I admit you're handsome." I said in my heart
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It feels like this cold war is very torturous for me, I would love to return to joking laughter with her.
