A&Z (Love Or Hate?)
Rude
This afternoon I had an argument with Andre and Arsyad trying to mediate, but I said rudely to him instead
"Huh ! The devil instigates !"my word is rude.
Andre just laughed at my words.
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"Zahra, Iqbal likes you !"yelled Aziz at me
"Stupid !"Iqbal says spontaneously.
"Aziz ! Her boyfriend is in the class next to this wall!"I said annoyed.
"But he likes you !"said Aziz again.
"Stupid ! Shut up ! Her boyfriend is next to this wall I said !"I snarled at Aziz.
I feel guilty for telling them both. I also went out with mixed feelings
"If Iqbal still likes me, then he decides on his girlfriend and declares his love for me, then what should I say ? My heart still loves Arsyad" I said in my heart
"Dre, Zahra missed Arsyad so much." I suddenly heard Liya's voice
I looked to the side and saw Liya in the garden in front of our class.
"What did you just say Liya ? I don't miss anyone !"deny me
I kept lying at length, saying that I didn't miss Arsyad who hadn't been to school for two days.
However, Andre only showed a sad expression and continued to pelt me with the leaves in the garden.
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Today she finally returned to school, but she became more reserved and now no more smiles adorned her face.
As Yuli and I sat on the porch, Arsyad threw out the trash in front of the class,
"She will definitely look at you" Yuli said with a smile
And sure enough, after he closed the trash, he immediately looked at me.
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Nafiz again reminded about the incident a few months ago to Arsyad, he started talking
"Arsyad, when I asked Zahra if she liked you, Zahra said Yes" Nafiz said
I heard it immediately tried to deny it, but in fact I lost the debate with Nafiz.
I can't hold back my tears anymore. Cry broke. Fifi who saw it immediately shouted
"Raina, Zahra is crying !"
The friends who heard it immediately stood up to me including Nafiz and Arsyad.
"Why ?"ask Raina worried
"No papa" I answered briefly
Nafiz started to mess up again and I kept telling him. Till
"It's !"raina shouted furiously.
I tried to smile so the other friends would stop surrounding me. I finally managed to smile, and they stayed away. As they moved away, my eyes shed tears again.
Iqbal and Nafiz approached me. Usually when I cry, Iqbal will comfort me.
"Don't approach me Bal ! I want to be alone first." said I sobbed.
"Yes.but I'm sorry Zahra." said Nafiz.
It was hard to forgive Nafiz, because I've been trying for months to dispel that rumor because if it's gone then it would be easy for me to get back close to Arsyad but my efforts for almost five months have been in vain just because of a few sentences from Nafiz. And then I was forced to say
"Yes !"
"Your voice looks very forced...I waited for ten days " said Nafiz while chuckling.
"Don't get on the ledek !"snapped Iqbal.
I continued to cry while covering my eyes with my hands, slowly opening my hands. I saw Iqbal and Nafiz still standing in front of me. I faintly saw Arsyad standing in the distance with a sad-looking face. My eyes still don't stop shedding tears.
"Sit here Bal" said Nafiz, telling Iqbal to sit beside me
"No way, someone will see" Iqbal said with a sad look.
They left me alone, but I saw Arsyad sitting a few feet away from me. Arsyad kept daydreaming, not knowing what was in his mind.
The rain was falling rapidly, my friends invited me to the terrace to play rainwater, I followed them but while on the terrace, I was, I just stared blankly outside without a word coming out of my lips, as well as Arshad who was sitting at the door.
Suddenly Yuli splashed rain water on me which made me laugh and when I laughed, Arsyad also stopped daydreaming and said
"Come on Zebra !"ledek
"Come on the Lion !"my ledek's back.
