A&Z (Love Or Hate?)

Event

I don't know if I'm dating Andre or not, I'm sure that he and I use "honey" calls every time we text or call.

I often ask him about our relationship, he sometimes answers "TTM" sometimes he answers "Dating without being." And so forth.

At first he was very difficult to express his love for me but finally, every day he always sent me a message,

"I love you very much."

He used to send me that message, sometimes even saying it in person. But somehow it feels so hard to believe his love.

I even believe that actually Andre still loves Nur, because until now Nur still loves Andre very much. Sometimes I tell Andre to just date Nur. Nur is Andre's true love.

All this time I thought that I didn't have any feelings for Andre, but in fact, when I told Andre to date Nur, tears were pouring down my cheeks. I didn't understand why I was crying at all, probably because I heard Andre's cry on the phone shortly after I told him to forget me and open a new page.

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The next day, I was sitting with Elisha and Rani in the school cafeteria. Suddenly Andre comes near Rani, he is like telling Rani to move. Finally Rani moved, but when Andre just wanted to sit next to me, Syaiful came and took her away.

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The lesson began, I felt like my eyes were sleepy when listening to the explanation from the teacher, I tried to distract myself by summarizing what was in the package book, before finally

"Seez !"nafiz Tegur

"Either ! I'm writing, my eyes feel sleepy to pay attention."I replied annoyed.

"The teacher's pity is tired of explaining, you didn't even notice !"scold Nafiz again.

"Seez !"reprimand Nafiz again while pinching my arm.

I sat up straight and watched the teacher's explanation.

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Nafiz sat behind me, sometimes I leaned my head on his back and he didn't mind at all because he had considered me his best friend.

Andre passed by in front of the room, and I accidentally ran out and called him

"Cye.."anything in that room was poking at me.

I felt ashamed, then went back inside and hid behind Nafiz.

"Have him come in" said one of the teachers there.

"Dre, you were told to come in !"yell at

Everyone in the room laughed and said, "Cye..."

Andre just stood in front of the room while looking at me who was now back resting my head on Nafiz's back.

I don't know if Andre is jealous or not for sure I don't see a smile on his face at all.

"It seems that it must be withdrawn as well" said the father who suddenly pulled Andre and brought him closer to me

Of course the whole room was back in a frenzy, and filled with laughter. I felt so awkward that I moved away from Andre.

"Kok stay away anyway ?"said one of the teachers there.

I just smiled but stayed away from Andre, finally Nur and Yuli who approached Andre.

Then Fifi came and made things worse because she kept telling me about my past and Arsyad. During listening to Fifi's story, Andre's eyes continued to radiate sadness.