A&Z (Love Or Hate?)
Sharp look
"Syad ! Arshad !"call Raina
Arsyad then turned his head and looked at the two of us sharply, Raina laughed looking at him.
"His face doesn't have to be that too !" Raina said with a laugh.
"I challenge you to call Arsyad, if he turns his head then you can hit me 45 times."challenged Raina
"Syad ! Arshad !"call me, call me,
Arysad looked back at us. I hit Raina's hand 45 times.
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Andre went back to borrowing my songbook, he and Nafiz started singing the songs in the book. At first Arysad tried to ignore his friends. Eventually, he went with his friends.
Their singing got more chaotic, I pulled my book but they also pulled it until it was torn.
I ran towards the chair with my lips folded
"Books just tear up crying !"raina grumbled at me.
"Give me the book" Andre said as he approached me.
"Remote it !"my snapping.
Andre started putting the pieces together and started writing them. Suddenly
"Dispose of it !"arsyad.
"Stupid ! It's easy to say that ! As long as you know, writing the lyrics of an Indian song is hard !"snatch me
She just stared at me with a sharp look, I felt a little scared as she looked at me like that.
Andre started writing the lyrics again, I helped him while Nafiz and Arsyad continued to sing in a very unclear tone
"You can't sing, you don't have to !" Snapped me again.
Arsyad continued to tease me until finally the ruler who dariitadi I held also touched his white skin.
This was the second time I hit him with the ruler I was holding. I didn't mean to hurt her at all, but it was one of my attempts to get back close to her.
I started chatting at length with Andre discussing about prayer, suddenly Arsyad interrupted our conversation by calling Andre repeatedly and I did not want to lose with him, too, I also called Andre over and over again but it was cut off when Raina pulled my arm back
"Ra, It's been !"raina said
"Why anger ?"just plain
"He's jealous." replied Raina.
"Where is there !"deny me
"Did you hear what he said ? 'Dre already' said Arsyad and you saw how his face looked ?"ask Raina
"Yes, I saw Arsyad's face as angry as he was." I replied.
Liya and Fifi who heard that went straight to Andre and hit him. They're both so overrated in my opinion.
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I was sitting alone with Yuli in class, suddenly I remembered Arsyad once said that he liked the song "Tum hi ho" I also started singing the song.
As I walked out of the classroom, I saw him sitting on the porch of the classroom.
"God ! Don't let him hear me sing just now." I said in a panicked heart.
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The more days, Andre and I got closer but instead of being happy I was scared. I'm afraid of hurting Andre the way I hurt Iqbal. My love for Arysad is so deep that I cannot accept anyone's presence in my heart.
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I do not understand at all about the behavior of Arsyad that increasingly makes me confused, for example like today, like today,
Suddenly he stood exactly 1 meter in front of me, then during the break we passed and he continued to look at me with a smile.
As the lesson began, he suddenly sat down right in front of me, After seeing my shocked expression he just laughed then returned to his seat.
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Slowly Andre approached me sitting at the door, and he sat down next to me. The friends who saw us, of course, immediately mocked, only Arsyad who did not taunt us, he immediately entered the classroom.
He walked towards his chair, then sat there while covering his face with his hands
"Oh no ! Don't cry Syad ! I can't stand watching you cry ! Are you really jealous to see me close to Andre ? Me and Andre are just friends of Syad !"I said in my heart with a very sad feeling. But a few moments later the feeling of sadness was gone and changed with the feeling of annoyance
"It's your own fault Syad ! You used to say you didn't like me !"say me in my heart.
