A Glimpse of Light For Raina
Bewailing
Raina has arrived at the parking lot of the restaurant, after before her she used an online taxi to deliver her to the restaurant to pick up her motorcycle first.
Today is Sunday, where the restaurant is very crowded visitors during holidays like this. What's more not far from the restaurant there is a family recreation center in the form of a family swimming pool that presents many games in it. And many of them after the pool stopped by the restaurant to eat with their families.
Raina had a day off at the office, so she quickly stepped into the employee's parking lot so that no one would see her. Raina is ready on her motorcycle and will leave the parking area. However, he had not been able to leave, there was Mr. Abdul who greeted him and saw the messy state of Raina with his puffy eyes.
"Neng Raina ... Where have you been, Neng? Why aren't the bikes in the back? Want you to move yesterday but locked handlebar, so you guard it from yesterday, afraid that someone might turn over" said Mr. Abdul at length.
"Sorry, Sir. Yesterday Raina hastily picked up a friend there was a party there too. So, Raina went straight with him. Uh, it turns out the party's up until night. So, Raina stayed there. Thank you for taking care of my motorcycle. Once again I apologize, it's been a bother to you." Raina replied lying.
Mr. Abdul noticed Raina's eyes, he felt awkward with the explanation from Raina.
"Don't you think after the party it's fun, huh? Is this how her face looks so sad? Like something covered by Neng Raina's mah."
"Sorry, Sir. Excuse me first." said Raina quickly.
"Oh, please Neng, be careful." replied Mr. Abdul.
Raina had already exited the parking area and started to take her motorcycle on the big street.
Raina continued to imagine what had happened to her. Making his driving concentration disturbed and often he almost hit other riders.
"Woy, don't daydream! The focus is donk!"
"If you are just learning to drive, you should not go on a big road, danger knows!"
Many riders shouted at him. Raina was only able to bow down and say an apology. And back on his motorcycle.
Although many dramas that must be passed on the road, he was finally able to bring himself to the house safely. He got off his motorcycle and looked around the house that was still in disarray due to renovations.
Soon he stepped his feet into the house.
"Walaikumsalam, how was the show yesterday dear? Must be great, huh? You must be tired, taking care of everything. To the extent that you stay at Sandra's house." said Ms. Riska.
Raina fell silent, she did not expect to be greeted with many of her questions by her mother.
"Why do you think I'm staying at Sandra's?"
Many questions suddenly flashed through his head.
"Rai .. What, how can you talk?" ask Raina's mother.
"Ehm, yes, Mom. Raina had a lot to take care of with Eva's mother yesterday. Raina decides to stay at Sandra's house. Raina go to the room first, Mom. Raina is tired." Raina told me she lied to her mother.
Raina deliberately kept what had happened to her secret. Raina doesn't want her mother to get hurt if she finds out what happened to her daughter. In the mind of Raina, let her bear all the burdens that befall her and do not need to add the burden of thought to her mother and brother.
"Sorry mother Eva, Sandra, I've implicated you in my lies."
Raina immediately went into the room and locked the door tightly. He immediately changed his clothes to house clothes. He sat down on the edge of the mattress facing the window.
Weaving over a calamity that he had never expected would happen to him before.
Tears flowed back without being asked, there was a sense of tightness that stuck in his heart.
"Lord, why did you give me such a hard ordeal? Why should I, Lord?"
Raina's tears are flowing more and more, Raina feels God is unfair to her. Raina slumped to the floor, she really felt fragile.
"Sir, Raina wants to come with me. Raina's no use here anymore, sir. Raina's not holy anymore, sir."
Raina fell asleep along with all the burdens she had to bear.
