A Glimpse of Light For Raina

Mother's Reason

God, god,

It's my fault I hate her...

Would it be my fault if there was no longer as much love for him as before...

Yeah, this is wrong...

Although I know, no matter how bad her nature is she is still the mother who has conceived me.

Although I know, this way has made me sin.

Wounded all the pent-up anger has been in the heart all this time, the chest tightness that has been held back I overflow in anger.

My faith is shaky, emotions have taken hold of my heart and mind. Maybe the word bastard deserves pinned to me.

I was crying in this office. Just a regret I get now. I shouldn't have been like this, I didn't, I should have listened instead of interrupting. I curse everything alone. Sobbing until the tiredness came to bring me in a calm calm. I fell asleep together with the stopping of tears that had accompanied my sadness.

I miss you, sir ...

Gently caress your hands, full of warmth and peace while being with you. Hands that work hard to sustain life with your three children.

"Raina, don't you raise your hatred for your mother, son. She who conceived you, gave birth to you and took care of you. Don't you see the ugliness now, look at the kindness, the sincerity of his heart. Your mother is just a khilaf, son. Greet her affectionately, lead your mother back on the right path. For he is a man who loves his children very much.

Raina, you have to be a strong boy. Because there will be many thorns that will block your way later."

"Father ..how can you say that, while Raina knows how devastated her father was when she left us all, until you close your eyes, you don't come to apologize one last time."

I replied with a warm smile and a soft elusan on my shoulder. But why did you become a light that continued far away and disappeared?

" Father ... Mr ... Mr ...!"

I jumped out of my sleep, it turned out I was just a dream to meet my father. I saw the wall clock already showing at 16:00 p.m. It turns out I slept long enough.

"Have you woken up, Rai? His sleep well. I've been a mosquito repellent waiting for you." said Sandra as she approached me.

"Hemm, sorry, San. I'm a crybaby so even fall asleep here." I said

"You ... dream your father yes, Rai?" ask Sandra carefully.

I just nodded my head. Recalling what my father said in my dreams.

"Yes, you get ready there, I'll take you home" Sandra said.

"Thank you, San."

We both smile.

"Unfinished work you can finish tomorrow only, Rai." said Sandra like understand what is on my mind.

"Eh, yes, San." I turned off the computer and all the electricity in the office so as not to happen unwanted things if left.

******

In the car, we were silent. Sandra focused behind her wheel. Now during his college, he has been allowed to bring this four-wheeled vehicle without a driver anymore.

"Ehm, Rai ...." Sandra bit her lip, like someone wanted her to reach but there was doubt on her face.

"Yes, San, why?" I said while looking at Sandra.

"You ... still angry, huh, same mother? I'm sorry, Rai, I have this." he said carefully.

"It's okay, San. I was carried away by that emotion." I said bowed languidly.

Sandra grabbed my hand, gave me some encouragement. And it was implied from the look in his eyes that he said, "if you are not alone, there I will strengthen you."

"Rai, actually your mother really wanted to see you at that time, but your stepfather had a sudden business to do so they hurriedly did not have time to nyamperin you." explained Sandra.

"Hmmm, so he's actually married again" I said still in an annoyed tone.

"Yes, that is .. Your mother is very sorry, Rai, has left you, in fact she is very upset with her children, but she says she has not had the courage to meet you. Your mother also knew the news of the death of your father, Rai, but at that time he was not in this city, and he was very sorry for that. Your mother has changed, Rai, she loves you all. Maybe it's the wrong way. Rai, you want to forgive your mother, right?"

I listened to all of Sandra's explanations that were probably delivered by the mother who left her message through Sandra.

I'm still speechless, digesting all of mom's excuses."Am I able to accept everything with a chest?"

I remembered my father's message in my dream.

"Yes, I'll forgive her, San. I'll discuss this later with Aldo and Raka" I said steadily.

We both smiled. There was a smile of relief on Sandra's face when she heard my answer.

My heart felt peaceful and serene as I said I would forgive my mother.

Do it as sincerely as forgiving is a very noble thing.

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