A Glimpse of Light For Raina

Between Happy and Sad

In front of the office door, I set my hunting breath so that there was nothing going on with me.

Tock.... Tock.... Geck...

As soon as I calmed down, I knocked on the office door and started to step in.

"Assalamualaikum, Ma'am ..." I said to Mother Eva who was waiting.

"Walaikumsalam, let's sit here, Rai," replied Mother Eva while inviting me to sit down.

"You must be wondering, why did I call you here?" As if I knew what was in my brain, Mother Eva asked what was on my mind earlier.

"Hehehe ... Yes, Mom, why?" much

"Look, Rai ... during this time right, who takes care of all the resto finances myself, I was quite troubled these few months. You know for yourself, right? if I have another business that I have to do and that I can not leave." explained Mother Eva

While I just nodded my head while listening to Mother Eva's explanation carefully.

"And in conclusion, I again need an admin to take care of the office. You can, can you help me?" continued Mother Eva.

"I mean Mom, I'm the admin, Mom?" much

"Yes, Rai ... You want to, right?" Mother Eva asked me again.

"I don't want to refuse, Mom, but right, there is still Gina or Desi who used to work here. Does this not make them jealous if I accept an offer from Mom? I'm not good, Mom is the same as them" I said doubtfully.

"It's not a matter of old or new employees, Rai .. I judge your performance, I saw several times you helped Gina record the cashier data, and I see you are very thorough in calculations. You are, also accounting graduates who usually study income and expenses must have understood about finance." explained Mother Eva.

"Hemm .. but that's right, school lessons, ma'am, it must be different, with work" I said.

"Slightly different, if there is a basis in accounting it must be easier to understand, I will teach you for the next three days, believe in your abilities, Rai." mother Eva said with a smile reassuring me.

"Good, Bun. Raina wants to try it." I said returning her smile

Unwittingly, this is all the idea of Sandra who told her mother to raise Raina's position, so that Raina can more quickly collect her tuition fees and can study in the same year as her.

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"Raina ..." call Mas Awan.

It turned out that since then Mas Awan was waiting for me in the kitchen. I looked up and smiled at him. I tried as quietly as I could, pretending not to know what I had seen.

"Hi, Mas ..." I said.

"Where are you from? Aren't you the first one to get into the resto?" ask her.

"Ehm, that was called Eva's mother to the office" I replied.

"Son, just calm down." I replied.

"Hmmm ... Come on, Rai, come with me!" invite her who immediately pulled my arm.

"Where are you? Soon enter working hours, you know" said I as he followed himself who was still dancing my arms.

Mas Awan did not answer my question, he kept pulling my arm, forcing me to keep following him. Until his steps stopped in front of a warehouse behind a restaurant not far from the house of Pak Abdul, wakar resto.

"Why did Cloud bring me here?" my many.

This time, Mas Awan stared fixedly at me and clasped my hand tightly and made me not feel comfortable with this kind of situation.

"Nothing, I just want to have a chat with you without anyone bothering me." she replied with a smile that frightened me.

"I'm sorry, Mom, please take her hand off" I said, shaking her hand.

"Why, Rai? Oh, yeah, what about my question last night? Did you get the answer?" her question was very enthusiastic.

"Sorry, Mom, for now I can't accept you as a boyfriend. I want us to be like always, we're friends. Maybe it's better. I just want to focus on my job, so I can go to college this year" I said.

Mas Awan was silent, his sharp eyes implying disappointment.

I turned around, moved from that place. Because the working hours have already begun. Just a few steps away, Mas Awan spoke again.

"Don't be your hypocrite, Raina! So-sook an nolak me. Who do you think you are? You are the same as all other girls, most if you see money, you will not refuse!" he said it stabbed my heart.

I stopped my steps, turned around and tried to stay calm.

" I'm sorry, I'm not who you think I am. I'm not a cheap girl you can pay with money. Hm, with you behaving like this, I am more and more convinced by my decision that you are not the right man for me. You are nothing more than a chameleon who is good at manipulating" I said with trembling lips.

I don't know where that courage came from, to make me able to say that. I left him who was still there. The tears that I had sustained, now flowed successfully. My heart aches with all his rude remarks.

There was no more heart-shaking like the first time I met him, no more butterflies tickling my stomach when I got close to him, there was only the pain I felt at this time.

"Must this hurt as I feel?" my inner.

It hurts from the words that come out of the mouth of someone I once admired, someone who made me fall in love for the first time.

Seriate.....

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Kasian ya Raina her, just happy because appointed as admin same Mother Eva, ekh, this is even Mas Awan makes Raina sad 😔😔