A Glimpse of Light For Raina

Why Myself?

A bright morning opens a new beginning for every human being on this earth, the sun has soared like a hope that must be achieved soon. Similarly, the warm rays are able to burn the spirit of the souls of the dreamer and the warrior to achieve a dream and success.

Keep hoping, even though you always have to fall, limped even fell more painful. However, stick to a belief, a stand and a belief that dreams and hopes you can achieve. Although it must take a fairly steep road and sharp pebbles.

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That morning, all the men had set out to perform their activities and duties. While Ibu Riska, has been struggling with her busyness in the kitchen of the store to prepare everything to meet all the cake orders from her customers.

While Raina struggles with all the activities at home, doing all the housewives' work should be. Raina did not waste her time, if Al was still fast asleep, with Raina nimbly doing all her work.

Until the sound of the cry of little Al stopped for a moment his work that was almost completed. Raina got up from the laundry and immediately ran towards her bedroom.

Raina was surprised when she found Al who was on the floor with a prone position and cried. Raina immediately lifted Al's puffed body into her arms. His heart seemed crushed, when he saw a lump in the head of the temple Al due to hit the floor.

"I'm sorry, mommy, baby. Mother is negligent and can not take care of Al well. Sorry mother ...." Raina continued to hug and kiss her son with sobs.

However, Al's cries only stopped for a moment. Then she cried again with her strength. For some reason when hearing Al's crying voice that is getting tight, Raina is like being ignited by emotions and unknowingly Raina immediately put Al back on the floor.

Raina shies away from her son, Raina continues to fear and moves away from Al. Because he does not want his emotions to continue to explode and will make his son hurt.

"Mother ... mother ...!" raina called her mother.

Actually Riska's mother had come out of the store when she heard the screams from her grandson, then she immediately ran into the house. Riska's mother ran towards Raina's room.

He immediately grabbed Al who was lying on the floor and continued to cry.

"Mother ... Raina was afraid, Mom." said Raina softly.

Riska's mother seemed to know the fear of her son, she also grabbed Raina's hand to sit beside him and gave the daughter drinking water to be calmer.

"You don't cry anymore. Look Al is not crying anymore. Try to explain to me why Al is crying and you're hysterically scared like this?" Riska's mother tries to speak as calmly as possible so Raina doesn't come back scared.

"Raina, it's negligent. Raina can't take good care of Al, ma'am. Al fell out of bed and look at this, he's hurt, ma'am." Raina shows Al's temple which is already swollen and bluish.

"Well, we'll treat Al, let him not be sick anymore. So what are you afraid of?" Riska's mother asked calmly.

"Don't know, Mom. Raina doesn't know what happened to Raina. Suddenly Raina wants to be angry at Al who keeps crying, Raina does not like to hear the sound of Al crying, Mom. Raina's head hurt and wanted to break when she heard Al crying with screams like that. Raina chose to shy away from Al, Mom. Raina was afraid, if Raina would do something that would hurt Al." replied Raina who came back crying.

"Oh, it's okay. You must calm yourself, many beristighfar if the anger begins to control you." Riska's mother spoke as calmly as possible while stroking Raina's back.

Not once has Raina been like this, this is the second time Riska's mother has found her daughter behaving like this. There was concern in his heart to see the change in his son's attitude after giving birth. Even though, for the second, Raina prefers to avoid her child but does not rule out the possibility of Raina will do things outside her consciousness that will hurt her own child.

"Is it possible Raina was stressed and depressed after giving birth, huh?"

Given her son who always found problems until now, Riska's mother so think if the problems faced by her child have an impact on the psychic Raina.

Riska's mother looks at Raina who is now calm and has started breastfeeding her child.

"Rai, we'll take Al for treatment, okay?" take Miss Riska.

"Yes, Mom." Raina agreed to her mother's invitation.

Actually, not only to treat Al alone, Riska's mother will also bring her child to be examined immediately to a psychiatrist. He wants his daughter to get the right treatment, in order to be able to escape from things that are more dangerous.

Thirty minutes later, Riska's mother Raina and Al are ready to head to the hospital. Upon arrival at the hospital, Riska and Raina's mother bring Al first for treatment.

"Yes, Mom. Raina wants to know why Raina is like this. You know what causes it?" Raina asked her mother again.

"Mother doesn't know either, but we're gonna find out to someone. Are you willing to take away your fear?" Riska's mother asked her son a question.

"Yes, Mom. Raina will." replied Raina steady.

"OKs. After taking Al, we will meet someone who will help you overcome your fears." said Ms. Riska who was given a nod of her head by Raina in response.

After Al was treated, it was Raina's turn to do an examination with a psychiatrist. Riska's mother had registered Raina's name first before finally seeing the doctor. And fortunately the hospital they went to was already available the services of a psychologist so no need to go to another hospital.

"Mom, Raina deg-deg" said Raina who twisted the edge of her shirt.

"Pull your breath slowly, do it over and over again until you feel calm. It's not scary, it's just that the doctor will ask you questions. Answer honestly whatever the doctor asks later, because it will help you recover" said Ms. Riska.

"Yes, ma'am." replied Raina.

Without Raina noticing, there was a pair of eyes that noticed her in another hallway not far from her place.

"Isn't that Satria's wife? Why did he go to a psychologist?" muttered that woman who was none other than Erlina.

Again, Erlina again met the woman who has now become the wife of her ex.

Soon after, Raina's name was called and Raina was immediately entered accompanied by her mother and her son as an encouragement.

Erlina tried to get closer towards the room that Raina entered. Erlina stood at the door trying to eavesdrop on the conversation of the person in the room, but the result was nil. There was not a single word he could hear.

"Hmmm, should I find out from Yumna later, yes. I hope he'll tell me about his patients." Erlina took the initiative to find out through her best friend Yumna who served as a psychologist doctor who is now handling Raina.

Inside the room, Raina is asked to tell her the beginning of the first time she feels a different way in her.

Raina also obeyed the doctor's orders, Raina began to tell how she felt excessive anger and sometimes to vent her anger on her son Al.

The doctor listened to Raina's story carefully and carefully without missing a single word from Raina.

"What's that all? Is there anything else like something that makes you depressed?" ask Yumna the psychologist who handled Raina.

Raina took a deep breath and exhaled it slowly.

"Say, if you must say. Take out everything that makes your chest feel tight. I will help you to deal with your excessive fear." said Yumna again who tried to convince Raina to share her story.

Raina's lips twitched, Raina squeezed her hands together and began to sweat. The look in his eyes led to his mother sitting on the sofa located not far from him.

Riska's mother understood with the look she had given her daughter. He nodded his head in approval for Raina to tell him.

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