
Muhammad Bilal Abi where /looks
We got to the front of the house
ABIMANA Ya's family is the surname of Bilal and ABIMANA reigned also in the name of Bilalku Muhammad Bilal Abimna the second son of the Abimana family
His father, FAIZAL ABIMANA, was a successful businessman who was famous in the city.The amount of wealth they had made them so indulgent Bilal
He married the son of a famous businessman also named RAISYA ABIMANA
They are actually very good people but they show hatred to me because of some things that were in me that made them fall
And I accept their hatred with open arms sometimes I cry alone while enjoying their hatred sometimes I can hold it well so that I can endure it
And Bilal was unfortunately the son of the family who hated me so much, I should have been willing to stay away from Bilal where their hatred had a strong reason many times they told me to stay away from Bilal
but many times also I apologize to them and say that I can not
After the horrible incident I experienced where it happened I don't remember at all
I lose my way I always feel threatened by something I don't understand I always feel restless there's no calmness in me I feel lost
Until a voice calls me
"At that time I was in a period of recovery.Doctor repeatedly_check my head actually what the real cause I could forget the important events that happened to me.
"NO..NO ...NO"I'm always restless in my sleep I want to scream when there's a black shadow closing my mouth
"WHEN..."!there was a voice calling out to me when that voice sounded the black shadow just now disappeared
"WHEN..WHEN....."The voice sounded again
I opened my eyes too
"BILCALL....."I cried sobbing out tears so profusely before after that incident I did not shed any tears at all I just stared blankly
But after seeing Bilal I let out my tears I felt like I could let out the tightness in my chest
"Bilal where have you gone..."I cried even more Bilal's face looked so soothing to my heart
"I'm here when I'm going to be with you"!he clasped my hand rubbing_snap my head
He really made me feel so calm
I have been friends with Bilal since childhood, a friendship that arose because our parents were friends
We used to be together until Kindergarten school and until our elementary school was always one school
Even when Bilal 5th grade Elementary he asked his two masters to drop him to 4th grade because I was 4th grade the reason he wanted to always be near me
Because Bilal whines for up to 1 week not stop 'stop _stop and fear even Bilal sick because of hunger strike they obey
And we are always one class
"I smiled to myself when I remembered that
"Why smile"Bilal looked at me who was smiling indivisibly
"Thank you..."!I thank you sincerely
"Sama_sama Behaviour "!
"I also want to say thank you for being the most important person in my life"!Bilal smiled, a smile that made me so calm, that's where I realized my dependence on Bilal and whether this is until when may I survive even though life has left my body I hope our feelings are still reigned . ....
"ASALAMU.."!Ibam boldly said hello he looks calm Irfan and Roy also looks calm only I am here restless
I knit my fingers together
"Greetings waalaikum"!This housemaid's aunt opened the door for us
"Ehh..den Ibam "!it seems like he already knows Ibam, who often plays here
"We'd like to meet Bilal bi ..."!
"The balloon exists...."!Ibam said politely
"O...iya..ada please come in..."!
We also entered the house Bilal dominant house with gray and white color
The aunt led us to the guest room and told us to sit down
"You drink what"!
"What a bi'"!
"And please call Bilal...."!
"Yes..."!the aunt passed by and left us
I'm really_tummer nervous
Last time I was here Bilal's birthday traumatized me a little bit
I still look forward to meeting Bilal soon
"Ehh...you guys..."!I raised my head to hear Bilal's voice
God only 2 days ago the last time we met he was still looking at me warmly but what is this why he looks at me with a cold look looks from his attitude that avoids to look at me he seems to avoid me
"We'd like to see Aunt Raisya"!Ibam broke the silence that occurred & not only I was surprised to see the behavior of an enthusiast who was not at all when he saw me
"Ohhhh...."!
"Come on.I'm anther to mama's room but you guys don't be noisy"!
We all stood up and followed Bilal's steps, I deliberately accelerated my pace and equated my steps with Bilal's
Then without saying anything I clasped Bilal's hand to calm him down I know he's worried right now
I smiled at him ,
But he just kept quiet and did not return my smile
But he didn't pull my hand
"Alhamdulillah he is still my Bilalku" I muttered to myself
Then Bilal opened a room where Raisya's aunt was asleep
"Tante Raisya is sick what boss..."!Roy asked slowly
"Mama is resting we are talking on the terrace aja yukkk..."!
We followed Bilal's steps, the grip of my hand was released when Bilal opened his mama's room Bilal like not at home when holding my hand is not as usual
he was so comfortable when holding my hand until it made my hand cramp because of the slowness in the hand
"i shake_shake my head"!
I'm still trying to be positive
Maybe he's tired again
We were on the front porch of Bilal's house
we all sat on the porch seat I sat first then Ibam sat next to me
they left a chair near me
because Bilal is always angry that they deket_deket with me
he sat down near Ibam
we could all just gawk and stare in wonder at Bilal
looks like a change
"Mama don't' anything_he's just into the capean.."!Bilal immediately opened his voice
"But why don't you pick up my phone..."!
"And I was waiting for you yesterday, on the balcony of my room he said you wanted to see me"!
I started to make a sound trying to melt the atmosphere
and still have a confident attitude
and convinced that Bilal still privileged me as always
"I'm sorry I can't take long_long I'm busy helping you take care of the company"!Not that he answered my question
Bilal even like to throw us out but subtly
and for the umpteenth time he did not respond to my words
I just silently lowered my eyes already glazed_glass, I was still trying to dispel the tightness I felt
"So you decided to help your father in his company?Ibam still asks questions that look doubt in his eyes because Bilal once said that he wanted to build his own career without the help of his father
"Do you not want to come with us to an ordinary place"!Yudar used to mean our tongkrongan place
oh my God, this is my last attempt if this is not responded by Bilal, I am sure my confidence will be destroyed
"You go home and I'll go in first"!Bilal still ignored me
I was really hit
it's so painful
I'm like a man who betrayed Bilal and tried to get an apology from him,
I don't understand this situation at all
bilal's attitude from then on always ignored me
Like it ignited Ibam's anger
"You've gone too far for Bilal"!Ibam approached Bilal and pulled his collar he looked cynically at Bilal
"What does this mean....?They were insistent, Irfan and Roy instead of breaking up they stood closer and stared intently at Bilal they also looked very emotional
they love me so much I am so lucky to have friends like them
"I don't understand what you mean"!Bilal is still indifferent
"Don't understand ,"!Ibam spoke cynically, I began to cry hearing all the words of Bilal who seemed to not care for me
"She ..who you often call with Behak..."!
"Huhhh...."!Bilal breathed
"I don't care about him and I don't want to see him you're satisfied either"!Bilal spoke so cynically he rolled his eyes indifferently
I'm crying more and more
"WHYA....?I shouted while holding my sobs all saw me including Bilal we looked at each other and he was silent but after that his words really made me crumble unceremoniously
"Because you are no longer meaningful in my life"!Bilal looked cynically at me
I immediately threw it to the floor
Crying so hard
"Hikss...hiks....😭😭😭😭😭"!
Ibam immediately hit Bilal with a flash he looks just silent while Roy and Irfan did not take the initiative to help Bilal
I saw Bilal was helpless but he just kept quiet and Ibam didn't seem to want to stop
I tried to get up to break them up ...
"I beg you to stop Ibam..."I stared at Ibam with plea
"You should be clear all clearly what the real problem is.
with this silence and with you who always ignore him it will be more devastating and not solve the problem at all
"Come on...we're talking about this good_good"!
"We are ready to be a good listener"Abam tried to dampen his emotions trying to talk about this well_well and clearly
"I'm sorry I don't care about him"!O Allah, these short words are very heartbreaking, I feel very sick and tight
"you've gone too far for Bilal"!Iham was about to hit Bilal again
"Iham has stopped_
stop all this I want to go home..ayo.we go home"I pulled Ibam's hand while crying.
Ibam rubbed his face violently trying to dampen his emotions
"You are satisfied already
destroy it even without any definite reason "!
"And keep this in mind ..not only do you consider him valuable.
There are so many men who are willing to replace you willingly.
"I used to look after him for you, but now I'm going to take care of him for myself"!
"May you have no regrets"!
"Bilal just gave a blank look did not look sad or hurt
Then Ibam took my hand and showed it to Bilal,
Usually he would get angry and beat up Ibam, Irfan or Roy if he saw them holding my hand
But this ...he does not respond at all , he looks not care
That really ruined me
I just kept quiet and followed in Ibam's footsteps, we left Bilal's house, I was still crying
They took me to our tongkrongan house
We sat in the living room I was still crying while Ibam paced_pacing thinking about Bilal's change so fast and drastic
"The chief calm down first"!Ibam knelt down to equalize her height with me and she grabbed my hand trying to calm me down
"We do not occupy this house first let it be quiet
"And we should go home to each of us first, tomorrow I will return the keys to this house to Bilal
"Chairman ..tenure the mind first
and must be sure that it was not our boss, I'm sure not' until 3 days for sure he will look for the chairman....
"The two must be sure of that"!I looked at me with confidence
"She..ibam you're right..."!
"So it wasn't my Bilal" I wiped my tears and got excited again
"I'll go home and wait for Bilal to call me"!
'That's our new chairman..."!Ibam replied with passion as well
We went home to each of our homes..
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Bilal was treating a bruise on his face that was beaten Ibam all out
He saw how Ibam was holding his hand
It was painful but he tried not to care
And throw the pain away_far
"Good boy .."!the voice of his father Bilal
"You've done the right thing"!Bilal's father patted Bilal's shoulder
"Now it's best to take care of your departure"!
"The sooner you go it's better"!
"She..dad I went to my mom's room first"!
I walked to my mom's room
The fever's down
It was when we came home when Dad told me to come home he said mom was sick and wanted to see me
"Mama...."I hugged my mom
Mom was crying in my arms
"Go home my mother please ...You stay away from that useless woman"!Bilal was angry at his mother's words
"Mom if mama still insulted Nabila again I'll leave this house again"!
"GO ON....JUST GO BILAL and stay mama like your brother who left mom and dad"!Mom started crying sobbing
"What does mama mean..."?Bilal asked in surprise
"Why do you think we hate that woman"!
"That's all because that woman caused your brother to leave for good to leave us all behind"!
"Can't be ...mama's lying"!Bilal tried to dodge the aura of anger emanating on his face
He was always defending Nabila wherever he was
"Your mama didn't lie to Bilal"!Dad came into my mom's room
"You must be conspiring to keep me away from Bila"!Bilal was still defending when
"WHEN ...WHEN....WHEN...."!
"Always when that's in your brain "!
"Be aware Bilal we don't want to lose you we only have you now
after your brother died"!
"And the woman you always call dhikr is also the cause of death of the future granddaughter of the father.."!
Bilal stiffened.he was no longer surprised he even shok...
How can when that is his world is the cause of the destruction of the world of parents he loves.
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"BILC ..."!heard the call of his mother Bilal who sounded hoarse
"Mama is gone"!
"Alhamdulillah...."!
"Astagfirloh your face why son"Mama bilal was shocked to see her son battered
"There was a small event...."!Bilal answered lightly
"But Bilal has taken medicine"!
"So your friend came here?
"Lt..ma"!
"I know it .. there is no way your child is battered to this extent
If you don't fight with your own friends ."!
"They're angry because you're avoiding that woman"?
"Already ma.
Bilal no' anything_what .."!Bilal evaded
"Bilal just wants to see mama"!
"Bilal to the room first yes ma...."!
"Yes..have you rested gihhh..."!Mama Bilal rubbed Bilal's head
Bilal stepped out of his mother's room
Bilal entered his own room he stood on the balcony of his room he just silently looked blankly ahead ....
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