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Section 14

  Memory Return

I decided that from now on Bilal and I are over, this decision is certainly based on news brought by Irfan and Roy who told me that Bilal was getting married

   I feel pain and tightness but I don't want to lament all this

let him start his new life with someone else

I don't regret ever wailing_raung crying begging even kneeling at Bilal's feet so that he doesn't leave me maybe I'll regret if I never do that at least I once fought death_mortlessly for this relationship because I think Bilal needs me as much in his life as I need him but I'm wrong he looks fine without me of course

  I was fighting so I could live well without Bilal

  But I will be grateful because all this time he always took care of me like I was a Queen.......Thanks Bilal .....

   if we meet again later hopefully each of us has been able to forget each other and can be friends as usual   .......

"I looked at my face on the glass toilet.Truly I am among the very lucky people to have friends _friends like them I can get through this all because of them,but there is one thing I still keep to myself and do not tell them is about the trauma I suffered ,it was like I was going to relapse but I was able to endure it until they let me go to the toilet this is actually my goal to ketoilet which is to take the painkillers that I suffer if I am frayed.... somehow hearing the news that Bilal was getting married made me depressed and immediately my face was pale and felt something like when I felt like I was going to relapse thank God I could get to the toilet without having to faint if I fainted I'm afraid they're suspicious of me and asking me things like

    because I'm already in town so I easily consulted a skier here and the doctor recommended this drug which the doctor said was a bit mild side effects unlike the drugs I used to take so this drug is already available in my bag, so it's easy if I feel depressed and feel it will recur then this drug is taken, so no need to consume it every day

  This trauma happened when I had to lose my dear brother, but I forgot about it, everything seemed to disappear from my head ,the doctor said one day the memory will return but the doctor did not say when it will happen it depends on my scikis state, and the desire of my own body

   Until now I have always waited for my memory to come back so that I could know what really happened to my brother,but it turns out that this waiting time I have to go through by going through the trauma that I feel if I am in a depressed state I will feel this trauma.

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    After I was done with my business in the toilet and I was able to control myself I came out of the toilet

"What...no one misses ya...preferably I check the contents of my bag afraid that someone misses "!It's my mind automatically I immediately check the contents of my bag so that it makes me not look at the front worse again I do it all while walking

Bruuuukkk..."Collision cannot be avoided, my bag fell making all the contents scattered....

"Sorry sir. I was completely unintentional" I immediately looked down trying to clean up my scattered items and said an apology without looking at the person I hit

"Miss next time miss see dong street"

The person I hit said with a sewot

"If you're on the road and don't do something that makes others lose, by making others waste time because it collides with you"The person I hit is male_male or female why he is so chatty like a duck but a duck that has a big voice typical of a real male voice_but affectionately begging for mercy

"Sorry sir...i do not' intentionally suwer deh....if you do not' believe please check cctv this room"I looked up at a man who was about 30 years old and he looked cool and dashing but unfortunately all the majesty and excess that was on him was not able to make me fascinated like when I was fascinated by Bilal

  I tried to avenge all the man's words by turning back the nyerocos as well, while trying to quell the man's anger

"It is important to check the cctv only because of trivial things"

"Naaahh" I cried out in delight at the man's very precise words

"That's true master this is just a trivial thing so don't' need to be extended" I grimaced in front of the master earlier while looking into his eyes

And the master also looked into my eyes, and that made me stare

   Suddenly.this is why with my head why muter_muter gini eyes that open something closed that is in my memory.

A glimpse of events in my head

The events I don't understand

I haven't been able to connect it. .it's split and cut_cut

I tried to get rid of that memory by shaking my head           

    The man I hit was waving his hand in front of me because he saw me silent and dumbfounded with a view that looks empty

"Sorry sir" I flinched from my daydream and then I looked at the master again.....

I feel the tightness again the eyes of the master made me feel sick and look the master was smiling mysteriously

"I must quickly get out of here" the mysterious smile of the master earlier seemed familiar

"Once again sorry sir...'I lowered my head and immediately passed leaving the man_man was fortunately the master had not extended this problem so the master had let me go even though I heard a glance the master was grumbling saying I do not know manners and do not know how to apologize properly

  Who the man was _why he managed to open my lost memories

"Ibammm..ayo.we go home"After arriving at our seats I immediately took Ibam home.

"But the chairman.we haven't finished eating yet"Ibam protested.

"Please Ibam I'm so tired" I put on a parched face

She gave up and drove me home

Along the way I just kept quiet not joking as usual it all made Ibam look at me and he seemed to want to ask me something but I stopped him

"Don't nanya now I'm more males.and you don't worry I'm fine if there's anything _what you are the first person I'll tell you"

I shut the mouth of Ibam who wanted to say the question, 'Abam also complied and along the way he kept quiet as I did

  At my aunt's house, I got out of Ibam's car

"Thank you Ibam...."

I tried to give Ibam a smile so that he did not suspect and ask for things

"Yes.had entered there if anything_what remember do not hesitate to contact me "OKEEE...👍"

"Okeee....."!I returned the thumbs of OKE.nya Ibam with a smile, after that Ibam's face looks relieved, because I see me cheerful like before.

  I went straight into my room fortunately the house was empty again Uncle Aunty and Brother Hima were out

  I looked for something I brought from my house and I kept me unpacking all my stuff_bar

after the goods_all scattered I finally found the item one sheet of photos of me and my brother

   Usually I tremble when I see a picture of my brother but at the moment I can only say the word ...

"Sorry..kak ..sorry "

I immediately cried roaring_raung saying sorry

"Sorry sis...I just remembered everything I saw him brother I saw him he looks fine_....."The cut-off image that every night adorns my dream is now clear even I clearly remember that face, yes....

"Sorry brother...."I rubbed a picture of my feet...

"It seems I must look at that face to restore all my memories if I knew I would remember that event if I saw his face then I would look for it,all this time I only knew his name because when I realized after the incident Abi asked if I remembered about the person by saying his name so I knew the name of the person who was in the event

   Now that I understand and understand the real reason that made Bilal's parents hate me, I deserve to be hated.

  I used to have my life purpose just to be with Bilal now I have another life purpose...

  "I beg you to help me..sister..."!I wiped my tears

"Now is not the time to cry, I will find out first what was true he I will find out his name if the name of the person was the same as him means I am not wrong people.

  "What should I do to find out what the name of the guy was and I just don't have a picture of him..."

"OK..preferably it's up to tomorrow, I'll be there again tomorrow, but I'll be alone I can't possibly tell Ibam..."

"Sorry friends_I can't let you know about all this, but if the time is right I'll tell you..

"Hehhhh...hehh."I chuckled mysteriously.

"MUBARAK HADI"!

    That name and face I already remember, a name so beautiful but owned by such a bad person

The next day after finishing all my business I went straight to the cafe yesterday alone without being accompanied by Ibam

  From then on my gaze continued to be fixed to the entrance waiting for the person who was here yesterday and I could scout him to confirm his name because I was afraid of wrong people because a lot of people now have faces that hanpir similar

  Until I saw the one whom I had been waiting for "Alhamdulillah, God gave me an easy way"!I had to use this opportunity to find out the name of the person who accidentally hit me near the toilet yesterday

The one whose face is similar to the one in my memory.

  That guy went to the table behind me not far away with my desk so I was in front of him,it was a bit difficult to notice them but at least I could hear their conversation and it turned out that the person was meeting a very beautiful looking woman in very classy clothes ,making everyone in the cafe amazed staring at the two of them who look harmonious.

"A long time ago BARA I got to go home earlier" I heard the woman greeting with a protest speech because of the delay of the man_man earlier

The girl just mentioned the call to the man_man

"Why in this world should there be such a thing as a full name and a nickname" I grumbled to myself

"Yes.. Come on if you want to go home."The man_man even agreed to the desire of the woman when it seemed that the girl was just sulking" I smiled a little to hear how unusual the men were

while stirring my drink and pretending to be busy with HP in my hand

"You ..ih..kok that I'm your fiancee" the girl was getting spoiled.

"Ohhh..so he's his fiancee"I'm a mangosteen_beard myself.

"The betrothed is the result of an arranged marriage, obviously" The man_man was still talking cynically from earlier when the girl was so soft even though a bit spoiled

"Bara don't do it dongg...."

the girl seemed to be crying

"OK...okay..."!The man_man finally gave up and obeyed all the wishes of the girl.

  Nothing else happens they eat and talk about things that are not important in my opinion

  And after that they left it was really annoying

   I looked down in frustration at what I should do I wanted to know that person's name immediately to make sure of everything

  Right now I was staring blankly at the HP that was in my grasp suddenly

"clinic....."!this idea just came up ...

  I immediately stood up and headed to the cashier's table until there

"Sorry mba' Excuse me "I smiled putting on my friendly face

"Iaa..what is mba' "?mba' the cashier returned my smile

"Looks like that customer whose desk was behind me left this behind" I pointed out my HP saying that my HP belonged to the person sitting behind me

"Which table is mba'?

"That one..the second row.."!I pointed at the table that the person was sitting on.

"Wait a minute, mba'.."Mba'tadi called someone and seemed to ask about who was sitting at the table I pointed at

  Then the cashier came back to his place and faced me

"Ohh.It just so happened to be Bara sir "

"You know him...?I asked curiously

"He's our customer and he's also a very famous person in this city for his success"

Mba' cashier explained in detail but unfortunately he also called the man_man with a nickname as well

"In stay here aja mba' later I will give directly to the person"I gawk.kok so gini yes ..anyway I have to avoid and how I can find out the full name of the person without them having to suspect

"Actually yesterday I accidentally hit the lali_man in front of the toilet and I have not had time to apologize, so can I ask for an address or place that I can visit to meet the man_man earlier"It's so good at least I didn't lie

   Mba' was silent for a moment, maybe suspicious of me and do not understand my true intentions

"It's so mba'..."?

"Ia...mba' cook mba' ngga' believe see dong my appearance mba' is very believable right...?I pointed at myself to have her investigate me well

"Sorry.mba' sorry instead we are suspicious just want to make sure this is our responsibility as the owner of the cafe"

"If that is the purpose of our mba' we say thank you"

"Ahh .."I smiled wrongly

  "If mba' want to meet Mr. Bara please mba' kegegedung next to this cafe there pak Bara work..."

"O..Yes"!

"He's the owner of that company"

"Thank you, '" I smiled

"I'll be there to give you this HP

"It's the same_same..." Mba' the cashier smiled sweetly returning my smile

   I also came out of the cafe and walked out on foot I headed to the building that was shown earlier

  I was in a building and there was a name on it

This huge-plastered HADI adds to my belief that I am not wrong

  After entering the building I became confused I had to do anything to know the full name of the man_lali earlier

  When I dyed indeterminate direction there was an elevator open and from the elevator immediately came out some people who were very burly black vazes, which was very strong,you got another guy he was wearing that outfit back there when I saw him at the cafe

that's the guy I'm looking for_

  How is this what I have to do, so that all the men were out of the building including the man I was looking for earlier I immediately realized and ran after the man_man earlier

"Eeehhhh...wait ....." I ran in a hurry while shouting

"Yes.yes.yes.they went and disappeared" I looked down lethargic to see the car carrying the man disappeared from my sight .

"What's..mba'? Someone greeted me, I turned to the voice ..it turned out that the security guard who guarded this building.

"Ngga' there's nothing sir"

"I want to meet the owner of this company

"Ohhhh.I mean Mba' Mr. MUBARAK HADI"

"ALHAMDULILLAH, Finally someone mentioned the person's name completely and that name is in my memory, now I have to make sure it is more"!I muttered to myself in my heart

"Ehemmm" I adjusted my voice so as not to get nervous

"I am confused because I do not know and do not know the face of Mr Mubarak Hadi"!I started my charade

"What is one of them named Mubarak Hadi"?I pretended again by adding putting on an innocent face

"O..iya.mba' .."the security guard answered kindly.

"Everybody in black was his bodyguard mba', while Mr. Mubarak Hadi was wearing only a Grey shirt "

"O...so yes sir.Then thank you so much sir tomorrow I came back here to carry out my boss's orders "I bowed my respect to the security guard earlier while saying many thanks.

then I walked away from the building.

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