2 BILL

PART 41 MEMORY

    I smiled in front of the mirror I was done in makeup.This is more luxurious than the dress I wore when I got together with Bilal "actually what Bilal planned ,I just have to wait

  Bilal disappeared somewhere, yes.

"When....."Umi's voice, she came up to me and stood behind me

"You're so beautiful, son" We looked at each other in the mirror

"The Power of Umi's make up"

"You can do this....."Umi shook my head

"Umi...later broken....."

"Yes..yes, let's go out all is ready and wait for "Acupun to come out in the Umi's gang.

  We walked to the living room ,Barak must have been waiting there , but wonder where the fairies were who decorated me and dressed the bride to me"Ahhh.

  "Actually what..yes.Bilal's plan, maybe they will block us in the middle of the road, may go well, I resigned and just have to quietly accept everything.

  In the living room immediately seen some men who were dressed officially with jaz on their bodies, I'm sure one of them there is Abi,I've always been happy to see Abi looking like that look cool I like

  Stepping closer, I saw two people strapped to a chair and they were Brother Adz and Servant

"HAAAAAAA. ..Is this Bilal's plan"?My inner voice, I saw Umi, she just smiled and caressed my arm

  The closer everything is to the clearer there is Barak who has been bound as well, with Khalil and Akhi Ali holding his shoulder, it must be difficult when you want to paralyze Barak , ' he said ,so that he was guarded by his martial arts experts, it must be difficult for them

    And behind Akhi Ali and Khalil, my three friends ,they're standing guard over some of the bodyguards here who are assigned to keep the security here and later they'll escort us to the contract and see now they're bound and guarded by my three friends ,Ibam ,Roy and Irfan

"Hi...chairman...."They greeted me while blinking their eyes I chuckled at them

  Next I saw Abi, Dad, and I didn't expect his Papa Barak but he wasn't bound, for sure he also helped 'em ,I'm sure it's because from the beginning he never liked me and beside him there was Sajad he looked at me meaningfully always shady and peaceful that's how Sajad always had a calm face in any situation

  Umi leads me to sit on the sofa and Umi also sits beside me ,then there was a sound of footsteps before long we all looked towards him Bilal and I did not expect at all behind Bilal there was a girl following

"SON......"I shouted slowly, yes.he's CHARM LAIL ILHAM ,Friends I just met.

"Hahhh...outside it's a little hard to control, but we've got a very well-trained whiz"Bilal patted her_applause.

"Stand behind the two Bodyguards "Bilal points towards Kak Adz and the bonded Servant he tells Sona to keep an eye on them both because Sona is indeed capable of doing that, and I'm sure he also crippled them so they ended up tied up

"I didn't expect an Abhimana to be this coward" Barak said, I looked at him, as I sat without being forced and the expression on my face was only a little shocked ,I know for a fact Barak already understood that I don't mind any of this

"I don't care about your babble" Bilal sat beside me on the sofa and on the sofa we faced the Barak-occupied sofa

"Papa...Papa also support them?Barak looked at his papa

"They just want to know what's really Nak, just tell them they deserve to know"Barak looked up at his cynical papa

"What...what do you want to know? Barak looked towards Bilal

"Everything.threats what you do to Nabila so that he obeys all your desires"

"Hehh..What threats will you use to pressure me while the most important person in my life , there is no way you can hurt , because he is also important to you.I really do not"Barak grimly stared at Bilal with a grin

"HIT HIM...."Bilal ruled over Khalil and Akhi Ali, and I disagreed with Bilal

"The......Buk....Buk....."Akhi Ali and Khalil hit Barak's face with their fists

"He..he..."Barak chuckled with a torn lip and a bloody nose

"STOP. ......."There's no need to force her, I'll tell her

"He has evidence of a CCTV video of the incident during the death of Raiz and Bina, and I want to clear the names of Raiz and Bina, Kak, they died bearing sins they never committed and he had a video of me wanting to get it, and he promised to give it all away if I wanted to marry him "

"So I beg Barak to give me the video, and I beg you to clear the names of Raiz and Bina, they are very nice people"

"WHAT are you talking about when"Bilal looked at me not understanding.

"I've remembered everything Bilal all those events, the events where the lives of Kak Raiz and Kak Bina were taken

"Since when.."?

"From the first time I met Barak"!

"From the very beginning of the evidence I was looking for, when I saw something like CCTV in the room, and that's the main reason I approached you Sajad "I looked at Sajad, he just smiled at me ,I also looked down unable to see the hatred on Sajad's face

"But really "I raised my head and looked at Sajad again

"When I see sincerity in your eyes, and when you say the contents of your heart Sajad, I really accept it all. I do not lie when I say give you the opportunity to open my heart .

   "I tried to get closer to your brother, trying to get into his company, it was all for the sake of the video, but Barak's defense was really strong, I couldn't find that video anywhere, even I was willing to overtime work just for the sake of the video, I really wanted the video for Kak Raiz and Kak Bina and for my soul being destroyed during that incident.

     Your presence together we even had time to make me intend to forget all about it and start a new life with you, I was desperate to achieve my goal until, Barak gave me an offer.

  He knew from the beginning who I was, and he knew all about me

the trauma I suffered and the return of my memory of the incident.

"FLASH Back before getting engaged to Barracks is in Section

"Wait...."The boss stopped me

"You know why I chose you to replace Sania instead of Mauli?

"No sir.I don't know!I replied relaxed

"Because I saw the cunning in your eyes" I was surprised to hear the words of Master Boss, I realized that I understood my cunning

"And I already know who you really are, DO YOU THINK I'M STUPID ....HAAAHHH So not able to know you"Master Boss said firmly he looks emotional, and what does it mean if he knows who I really am,"OHHH......Why am I this stupid"?

"So ..I got caught"I'm talking casually as if innocent

"Decide Sajad, and be my partner" I gasped in shock, but I did not lower my gaze I still challenged him while still giving him a horrified look

"No, and no way" I answered briefly, I cut my eyes off from him and was about to move away

"I'll be out of this office and_____

"I will realize your goal" Her words stopped my movement, I looked at her again

"PURPOSE....I don't understand what you mean"I still want to guess how far he knows about me

   The Boss Lord stood up he opened the drawer on his desk and threw something

"Brakkkkkk"See some photos scattered on the floor, it's a picture of me when I was 10 years old along with my brother and her husband, seeing that I couldn't hold back my tears I cried and came up to the photo and took it.

    "Decide Sajad, and become engaged to me, I will realize your purpose, and erase your guilt" I held the picture and cried sobbing

"I know you've remembered everything, you must also remember how I wanted you so much that I almost hurt you at that time"Barak brought up something that had happened in the past ,when he was drunk and almost harassed me, I was a kid but he wanted to abuse me.

 

"I have that CCTV video, cut off Sajad and be mine"!

"But what about Sajad he's your brother" I said sobbing

"We were there at that time Nabila was not only you who were destroyed .. I also destroyed Nabila , Raiz my best friend, the only sincere friend, he was closer to me than my papa ,he was very kind, and the last time I saw Raiz, it was still in my eyes Nabila "

  "What actually happened, why were they accused of being drug dealers, didn't we run away from there"?I

ask about the events we experienced

"When we staggered out of the room, everything was recorded on CCTV outside the room,plus they've also put the drugs in your Raiz's car and mine, they did it in anticipation that we ran away and I found out all about it when I was questioned by the police, they said they found the drugs _forbidden drugs in Raiz's car "

"Finished in the information I went straight home and checked my car, and it's true that drugs_forbidden drugs were also in my car and I immediately obliterated the item"

"Why are only those who are accused of being cities ...whereas we_____"

"My father did it all, he was able to pay someone to delete when CCTV recorded me walking out of the room, you were erased from the tape, because I ordered them.

"I'm sorry I couldn't erase that accusation against Raiz your brother-in-law and your brother Bina, they were so cunning Nabila, they threatened my papa by using my papa company which is also related to the black world "

"And also they know what he did to erase the CCTV footage and help me hide the facts about it ,because of the threat I was silent and papa could not help Nabila and I could not because papa, I do not want to destroy the company he built from zero to worth until now. " 

"Sorry Nabila"

"Sister Raiz..hikss....hikss..."I

crying with sobbing

"Let's forget it all Nabila, and live with me, I'm stronger than anyone now no one can harm you or threaten you"

"I just want Kak Raiz and Kak Bina's name cleared to be removed from the criminal register"

"Well I'll do all that, 'calm I want to do that too I'm waiting for the right time..."

"Wrong time. ....?I cringed not understanding

"Yes.I am waiting for you, I am waiting for your arrival SAKINA NABILA FATAHILLAH "Barak grinned.

"What do you mean?

"I'll do anything to get you my little Nabila"

"I'm an adult. ....."

"For me you are becoming my little Nabila"

"Successful....."

"You're very cunning. ...."

"I'm waiting for an answer. ...!Barracks are a little pushy

"Well .. I agree "I stand holding all my pictures, Barak stands and channels my hands to shake hands with me

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"I agreed to it and broke off our engagement" I wiped away my tears, ' Umi from earlier stroked my back trying to calm me down

  Sajad stood up from his seat and headed towards me, he approached me

"Stop....."Bilal stopped Sajad by raising his hand

"Billal.....Please. ...."I rebuked Bilal, and he lowered his hand and obeyed me

  Sajad stood before me, and he wiped away my tears

"No need to feel guilty when Nabila ,

Huhhh....."Sajad let out his breath

"Originally you know, from the beginning I knew that I was used by you, I was willing to be treated like that, I knew your true purpose was my brother Nabila, but I also did not expect it turns out that my brother likes you, I was disappointed when left by you, but now I already know all the reasons, I am not angry with you, I sincerely ,after all you will know that in fact I am used to being used to "we smile at the same time, it is a joke that was slalu done by Sajad when we were together.

"GET RID OF HIM STUPID....SHE'S MY WIFE'S CANDIDATE"Barak stared at us giddy

"I went back there first huh. ."?Sajad woke up and immediately sat back in his seat earlier he did not care about his brother, he must be angry at Barak.

"Now it is clear ..he was forced to be engaged to you, now hand over the video....."Bilal started again, staring at Barak who was bruised with a bleeding nose and lips

"I won't give it up before we get married"

"You must not force Mr. Barak, all that is forced will not go right and will not be eternal" Bilal spoke smartly, forcing then what he did to me at that time, seducing....hehh.heee. ..."I chuckle in my heart

"But he's all I want  ..."

"But he has no feelings for you"

"He has feelings for me"!All shocked to hear Barak's words, he didn't lie, I did have the same feeling he had and I've already exposed it

"Rightly Nabila you have feelings for her...."?Bilal asked me, there was a bitter tone in his voice

"Yes.....he has feelings for me"

Barak answered Bilal's question when Bilal asked me

"DIAMMM.....YOU MUBARAK HADI"Bilal ignited his emotions, I just quietly enjoy the anger of Bilal ,let's.

"I didn't listen to what an unhinged person said "Bilal turned around he walked over to me and rested while clasping my hand

"What.....really all that...?Bilal looked at me with pleading

"YES.....DA...I HAVE FEELINGS FOR THIS MUBARAK HADI ...A FEELING OF HATRED that undermines the goodness in my heart that it feels like I want to strangle you, I just want that video "I'm standing up and approaching Barak

"I'd like to give you the video Barak hikkkss. ...hikks... ....."I sat down in front of the Barracks and cried hysterically, Bilal turned his head and immediately grabbed me from behind we hugged sitting on the floor

"if you don't give it away then all my life I won't erase my hateful feelings for you "I'm staring at the sharp Barracks, and just give me a look of regret

"I don't care for everything, as long as I can have you" the barracks remained unmoved.

  Someone grabbed me again made me stand up and led me to my seat earlier

"Son....."That's Abi's voice, he cupped my cheek, Bilal is also beside me

"Before you got that video can you tell us exactly what happened back then, we found you in the hospital from the beginning, and then asked what really happened, we all believe that Raiz and Bina are unlikely to do that.

  It's not just you that's ruined, son.....Abi ,Umi, Papa and his mother Kak Raiz also destroyed Nak

  We loved them very much, son.at that time we were very shocked.

when the police gave the annual news of their deaths

"Flash back's...."Abi...

   That day suddenly there was a phone and what we did not expect was a phone call from the police

"Sorry to speak to Mr. Abimana "the police called the Abimana family

"Yes.pak"

"Can go to the police station in the city, it's about Mr. Raiz Abimana" Faizal immediately contacted Abi and took us to the city , we left, and went straight to the police station, but arrived at the police station , ' he said ,they took us to the hospital, our thoughts were_was not good, and arrived at the hospital ,we were taken to the morgue and they told us to identify the two bodies and it really broke our hearts that those two bodies were your brother and her husband

  They were lying stiff on the cadaver bed, the sincere smile they used to give us.Disappeared in the pale swallow of their faces"

"DON'TKK. ...."Your Umi and Aunt Raisya immediately cried hysterically

"Hikks...hiks...hiks...."With trembling hands Abi was about to seal the corpse of your brother

"Wait. ...."Om Faizal stopped Abi, then he took a handkerchief in his pocket and wiped his face, and put it back

"Bright..."Om Faizal breathed out his breath, trying to dispel the tightness in his chest, after feeling calm Om Faizal kissed Kak Raiz's face

"You're a good boy, kid......Papa is sure you will calm down there later "Om Faizal stroked Kak Raiz's head, he smiled

"From infancy to adulthood you are always good, son.even you never once yelled at Father or mama, your life slalu filled with kindness "Then Om Faizal approached the corpse of Kak Bina,and he also kissed the whole face of Sister Bina

"Thank you Nak for wanting to be with my son until the end.Your love is indeed true Nak"Om Faizal also moved away and looked at Umi and Aunt Raisya who were crying hugging each other.

"Remove..your tears, cuddle and kiss them.hikss...hikks...hikss "Om Faizal crying with quivering lips trying to keep from sobbing.

"Hug and Kiss them before they're down far away from us"Om Faizal turned his head to the side and he sat down and looked down before his shoulders trembled Abi knew he was crying

  We wipe away our tears and do what Om Faizal did, before they are bathed and in the cafeteria, we will bury them in the village .

   "They were in an accident, and we couldn't save them, and the car was filled with drugs sir"We were in the presence of the police, after getting the fact that our son died we got the fact that they were accused of being a possession of drugs

"It can't be sir they're good kids "

"But with great regret that's what we found and we've examined their bodies, we estimate they were in an accident because they were drunk sir" We were jolted

"That's impossible sir" We tried to avoid

"In their bodies there were traces of injections, and with great regret the results of the examination were also positive "Face Om Faizal and Abi pale pias, we really felt unprepared for all this

  Then Abi thought of you "His sister lives with them, where her sister Pak she is a ten-year-old girl....?Umi and Aunt Raisya have been crying

"We found no trace of him at the scene, but we found indeed in their house there was a shirt from a little girl ,but at the scene and in his house we did not find a girl and for investigation we were looking for the girl to ask for permission information, we took a picture of her in the house"

"Where is the girl, sir....?

"Wait for news from us next" We were silent trying to accept the reality, all the accusations hurt us a lot

     we go back to the village and take care of their funerals, we want to bury them in the village only, even we are all ordered to test the urine first, whatever for what , even ,maybe they suspect us

   We don't believe one hundred percent at all, they're both good kids, we're always open to each other, and so is Raiz, which is what we told the police, but they don't trust us, they don't trust us,evidence they have found everywhere, in their homes also found drugs _forbidden drugs even in his office as well

  When we asked about the whereabouts of Mr. MUBARAK HADI his friend, they said he was out of the country, on a business trip and he would come home soon to give a statement

  Two days after the incident Nak Barak came, we went straight to the police station and waited for him maybe he knew something, and of course he said he didn't know anything, but he testified like our thing, and said that they could not have the forbidden goods, but what else the evidence was there and we could not do anything

  We asked about you Nabila, but Nak Barak said, he did meet you but that was a week ago 'cause he was overseas all that time

  We keep waiting for Nak, waiting for you to be found

"Mr Fatahillah please go to the hospital, we found the father...."And finally the police contacted us and said they found you

"Ohhh...okay sir we'll be there soon"We rushed to the hospital, you're injured.

in your head is not conscious but when conscious, at that time we really did not expect , you scream _riak is not funny and just say no_no

  "Yes.and I remember it all"

   When I realized my mind was empty there was nothing, but my heart ached so much that it hurt not only my heart but my brain as well

  I just cried incessantly all day I also cried, Abi and Umi became confused, I did not ask about Raiz and Kak Bina, Abi did not tell me, they waited for me to calm down, and two days ago they were both buried

"Hikk....Umf...."I cried in Umi's arms

"HA .....HA...HA.....UMI I WANT TO GO HOME"I asked to go home at that time

"Yes, we are waiting for the doctor's order!

"It's been a shame, son, you've been crying all day "

"HAA.....HA....HYX...HICK..."I didn't

know Umi ... I also do not understand with myself

   According to the doctor's description, the head wound that I experienced was not much, but no matter what happened, I forgot the incident that happened to me a month ago, he said,so whatever incident I went through, I don't remember it all disappearing from my brain memory

  "Would we calm down first the inner child sir, does he have someone who is able to make him calm and able to control him?The doctor asked

"Please call him and meet them, if this doesn't work we can use another way "

"Once he has experienced trauma or fear of something you should take him to the skiater to review the state of his soul, quickly you bring people close to him as soon as possible "

  We also called Bilal, told him to go to the hospital, of course, accompanied by someone at that time Bilal in the village in his own residence by Faizal and Bilal in the same care of their servants .

    "How Bi...."Umi asked Abi

"Bilal is here soon Umi ,we pray only Bilal can stop his crying "

"Abi..we have lost Bina ,Umi does not want to lose Nabila also Bi...."

"Now we can only pray Umi "Umi and Abi look desperate

"Faizal....how is Bilal?Abi asked Om Faizal who was sitting in the waiting chair of the hospital with Aunt Raisya, they did not come home, they were waiting for Nabila.

"I went inside first....Bi..."Abi nodded and Umi went into the room

   Umi saw me, I fell asleep, forced the doctor to anesthetize me with sleeping pills, all day long I cried incessantly, for fear that my condition was getting weaker the doctor decided to anesthetize me,and now that I sleep peacefully on the hospital bed, the only hope depends on Bilal's arrival whether he is able to stop this cry of mine

  In the morning, about eleven o'clock Bilal mallem already in the hospital, I have not woken up still sedated with sleeping pills given by the doctor.

"Wake up.....Naughty Bilal clean yourself first in the bathroom...."Umi built the canal Bilal, Om Faizal and Aunt Raisya in the House of Raiz, Kak, they rested there while Umi and Abi were taking care of me with Bilal who insisted on staying in the hospital until the stay .

  Bilal had taken a shower and changed his clothes he immediately sat on the chair by my bed and immediately grabbed my hand

"Hehh...hiks...."I sobbed, and I tried to open my eyes, and I saw the roof of the hospital, it felt empty, I began to remember,yes yesterday I was in the hospital someone found me lying on the highway in a state of injured head, I guess I experienced a hit and run wonder before the incident I do not remember anything, all I remember is when I was taken to the hospital

"When...."That's the voice I missed, how long I didn't see it I forgot.

"When..."Bilal called me again, I turned my head and there I found Bilal crying .

"Bill...hikk ..hikks. ...hikss..."I pulled Bilal's hand and carried him to my chest, Bilal getting sobbed we both cried

"Yes.....Abi..they were both crying"

"He.he.he.., we just wait for Umi, what if you won't stop crying.

"Become for food first, I'll go with Abi, let them alone not be disturbed, yes....."Abi was very Umi was out leaving us both

"Don't cry constantly.he said you are afraid that your tears will run out"

"BILALLL....HAAA...HAA....UH.HA..."Bilal stood up to me and we hugged

  Half an hour later I just stopped crying , Bilal's presence like reducing the burden I feel at this time , his embrace is able to make me calm.

   The presence of Bilal is really powerful, my condition is getting better and I have been allowed to go home, we all go home RaIZ

  From the beginning I arrived at this house I have asked about Kak Bina and Kak Raiz, where they are, what really happened.

  And here we are ,Umi,Abi ,Tante Raisya and Om Faizal , I and Bilal sitting side by side, as if I could not escape from it

"When something terrible happened to your brother, you lived with them for a month"

"Yes.I remember that"

"What happened Abi...."

"Your sister and her husband are gone, son "

"NO....NO.K.....MAYBE"I

   hysterically, Bilal hugged me

"We don't know what really happened, son.just you're what we expected but, you're now missing the memory "

"There's nothing we can do but accept everything..."We looked down sluggishly Abi had already told how the police accusations against Raiz and Bina Kak

"Sorry.I really don't remember "I cried sobbing.

"What should we do Abi hiks. ..hikss..hikks.."

"Just resignedly Nak accepts, if one day you remember everything tell us, no matter what the police charge on your brother we believe, but we still want to know the truth"

"Yes....Abi..sorry.that I remember only the first time I came here and they took me for a walk "

"One more child.kak Bina was pregnant, the grandson we were waiting for but God had taken it before she became a baby "

"Relse ....Bina...hikkss..hikks.actually what happened why....why can't I remember something...WHY...."I hit _hit my head

"WHAT.....WHAT'S....APAAA. ......"I hit my head blindly

"Stop when"Bilal took my hand trying to stop me

"No. It's all my fault....WHATT...HEH...HEH...HEH"I hit my head hard

"Stop. ..stop. ...."Bilal took my hand and took me into his arms and held my body in constant turmoil

"Haaa..hiks....hiks......"Umi and Aunt Raisya could only cry, Bilal was still trying to calm me down

And before long my crying stopped, then Abi said we should go home son...This house will be taken company ...we must go back to the village, where we try to live a new life "

"It's a very painful event, but....Abi believes every event is certain and there will be a silver lining "

  To the iceokannya we went home , I immediately made a pilgrimage to the tomb of sister Bina and Kak Raiz, I cried roaring _raung there at Bilal's company he also cried, too,we hugged each other and strengthened each other

   Time passed, time was always a panacea for heart wounds, slowly we passed through normal life as usual, I and Bilal continued our education

  And it cannot be denied because of that event the attitude of Om Faizal and Aunt Raisya changed, they became cold towards me

  But what to say, I do feel guilty so I accept with resignation their attitude .