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Section 7
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4 Days I have been in my house every day I pass by spoiled on umi, cooking together eating together and chatting at night until we are sleepy and after that we rest in the room
I tried to get rid of the pressure in my heart when I saw my brother's picture
I avoided it by not looking at the photo
Umi I am a very loving person from long ago she never differentiated her affection for us,I know that not only am I devastated by the departure of my brother but they as parents must be more devastated
"Son..when will you decide to continue your education ,"!That night while we were chatting with Abi and Umi
"Soon Abi ....Abi don't worry"!I answered him while he was still in his arms when we were watching together
"Whatever direction you choose we will support you"!
"okay...Abi..."!
"And one more..."!Abi stroked my hair
"When this will you close in accordance with the Islamic law, son"!
"Ehmmm...soon Abi"!I answered lazily
Abi never forced his will, but he still gave us advice
Maybe because I've had a tragedy where I don't remember it
They seemed to give me freedom, but I knew Abi also sent one of his servants to watch over us, see what our relationship was like ,so he trusted me a lot and also my other friends and Abi also knew my friends' family
Moreover, they all ...including Bilal is a former santri his Abi ..so Abi strongly believes in all of us
Maybe the one Abi was worried about was us not thinking about the future
We agreed to promise our families that we would continue our education after we had a year off
"Is Abi too demanding of you, are you depressed with all Abi's wishes so that you do not feel at home
"Let's not ask that
that's not why I don't feel at home here"!I immediately cried
Mom came up to me she hugged me
"I love Abi I love Umi
Forgive your son Abi , Umi"!my crying is getting louder
"Is it because of brother.....?I was shocked to hear Abi's question
"Abiii.don't reveal it"Brema's mother prevented Abi.
"No umi ..kina must be honest
Abi doesn't want her to keep it to herself"!Abi kekeh with his stance
"Now you have to be honest, son
Don't keep everything yourself sharing with us your parents"!
"AMBIS...UMII..."
"Do you remember anything"?Abi asked about my memories that just disappeared
"Engga' Abi...."!
"Thank ..."!I stopped for a second
"It's just like being depressed when I see the picture of her brother "My body is upright I look at Abi
Umi still holds my hand
"Do you just feel that way ?
"Your body is not shaking and your head is not dizzy"!why Abi asked like that does Abi know all this time I have experienced it often
"Why did Abi ask like that"?I looked at Abi in wonder
"Actually after that event, the doctor said you will most likely experience trauma"!
"Then Abi asks what are the symptoms experienced by people who are traumatized
Then the doctor said it all..."!Abi still looks at me inside
"Kok bi Alhamdulillah kina ngga' experience it all"!I was trying to hide something
Sorry Abi I had to lie to you
"Alhamdulillah..then..."!
"Do we need to consult a doctor and tell all your fears when looking at the picture of your sister"!
"Ngga' need bi ..I am fine_baiksaja kok"!I rejected Abi with subtlety
"It...ngga' what_what"!
"Kina to the room first yes....Abi ,umi .."!
"Kina is so sleepy"!I was willing to go into my room
"Yes...it's "!
"Sleep very well.yes..."!I stood up and walked towards my room
I was about to open the door to my room, but I stopped and my eyes were fixed on the room next to me which was the room of my brother
I walked towards my sister's room I held the headel door I turned and then I pushed slowly and opened the room was still neat because mom always tidied it up
On the table there are 2 small photos of one photo of me and my brother the other is a photo of us as a family when he married his heart
I took a picture of myself and my brother
I looked at my sister's smile which was so sweet the photo was taken when I just graduated from elementary school
My body instantly trembled as my tears instantly flowed
"Sister....Build..."!yes my sister whom I love so much she is such a beautiful girl Abi and umi gave her the name Goddess shabina fatahillah
"What a sweet name"!
I felt not strong enough to hold this I immediately ran out and immediately entered my room
I cried roaring_raung on my bed
This pressure I really don't understand
What I went through so I felt like this
I felt a feeling of guilt so great, an inner pressure that I did not understand
No one knows what really happened, only I know
But the event disappeared from my memory
My crying had subsided I did not feel I was asleep, but there was a sound that disturbed me
"Srekk...srekk..srekk.."!But I didn't pay attention to it. I didn't open your eyes trying to fall asleep again
"Tok..tokk..but..."!it's like a knocking sound
I still don't care about it
Howevernn
"Tok..tok...tok ."! The voice was heard again ..
"What.sih.."!with annoyance I finally opened my eyes
And walk to the door
"Simple..."But empty, there is no one
"Tok.tok..tok..."I turned inside and the sound came from my bedroom window.
I immediately trembled and felt afraid, I let the voice go and I just stood looking at my window
"Ddrrtt.rtt...."My phone shook, I picked it up and thank God it was a phone from Bilal
I immediately picked it up
"Hello.bilal"I spoke hoarsely because I was crying and woke up.
"What..you are outside "!
"Yes.in front of your window"!
I walked over to my window and opened it
"He.he.he kangen"!Directly seen the face of Bilal who unfortunately looks handsome he smiled cenge.
"You guys..ayo..cepetan ride..."!I turned off my phone and told them to go outside cold again.
They all come in
"Huhh...finally you open your window the chairman from earlier we gedor_gedor..."!
"Yes...Tell me who you are through the window I guess it's a thief..."!
"It's all his ideas the most recalcitrant among us..."!Everyone stared at Bilal, giving Bilal a face of sprain
"She said she misses hard nga' can nungu 3 more days already not strong he said ..."!She spoke while sitting on my sofa
Followed by Irfan and Roy while Bilal was still standing looking at me full of meaning from him into my room
"Because we are forbidden to meet you there is no other way, we are passing from the forbidden path"!Bilal tried to defend himself
"Basic..bandwit...."!I punched Bilal in the arm
"Kucel amet you....."!Bilal looks a bit shabby but still looks handsome
"The impact of the absence of a chairman made us all lost direction ...."!Irfan talk while pretending_pretending to be😔😔😔
"Our faces all look sad, what else Bilal works only moody, daydreaming, even angry_notch' reasoned"Ibam added
"And the one we didn't like the most, he forgot to take a shower" Roy followed
"Don't talk about what has passed.let's talk..."Bilal stopped his friends' chatter
"Our chief is thirsty, and hungry, if the chief doesn't have Bilal to be stingy"!
"Sial..kalian seems to ask in check yes..from earlier mengelekin mulu"Bilal glared at the three teams.
"I'll take a drink first.yes..."I went out into the kitchen to get drinks and snacks for my friends
"You guys.be quiet here don't be noisy.
I help you If you were in the kitchen first, your base is maruk.padahal had eaten in warteg"Bilal gave orders to his three friends who were repaid by their snorts.
"Be careful not to be noisy later parents When they wake up if they find out later we are prohibited from meeting when"!Bilal is still speaking at length
"OKAY....BILAL'S BOSS"!they answered in unison but in a soft voice
I picked up a tray and put together a drink and didn't forget a snack either...
"Hey...."Suddenly there was a greeting sound that even though it was very slow sounding just made me surprised
"Bilal you have ngagetin aja .."I pinched bilal's stomach
"Are you not afraid of Abi"?
"God willing, '"Bilal answered with a grin
I put back the tray that contained the drink earlier
And looked at Bilal meaningfully
"Can I get a hug"?I always ask to be hugged when I feel short in life
And when I asked for it Bilal immediately understood that I was sad again
Bilal pulled me over and grabbed me
"Again sad..hah...."?
"Huh...."!I sighed my breath
Bilal Slalu's embrace can calm me down
"Don't ask first "Bilal was just silent he didn't protest with my attitude that didn't share my sadness with him
All this time he's been waiting for me to reveal it himself without asking
"I want this all night"!
"But ...."!
"I'm afraid of getting caught up with Abi and Umi you...."!
"If married I'm sincere and happy, but I'm afraid they will misahin us"!
"I can die from not being able to breathe ..because my breath is on you When"!
"AWWWW....."!I pinched Bilal's stomach later
We ended our hug_hugging event and walked towards my room where there were already our friends_friends
We chatted playing kidding together about until 12
They decided to go home
"Irfan Roy and Ibam are already downstairs, while Bilal seems hard to leave me
"I'm just nginep yah....."!Bilal was blinking his lips
"we'll see you in 3 days....
" Nan.. Abi said after this I'm free"!
"But I'm not' strong, I can't' a day don't see you"!
"You are .."!I hit Bilal on the shoulder
"You know every morning I always stand on the balcony of my room enjoying the morning air "!
"You can pretend to run in the morning
"Or pretend to pass or some other reason "!
"Yes.yes.kok I didn't think up there"!Bilal tapped_ngetuk the temple
"Eats the sense in the multiply, do not anger the emotions that you have a lot"!
"okay...My darling behavior is pretty
Everything is mine"!Bilal pinched both of my cheeks
"Sir...duk...."!someone shakes the stairs
We looked down directly
Seen Ibam waving _waving his hand to take Bilal home
"I go home first yes...Tomorrow wait for me, do not go into the room first wait for me, after I can see you, then you go inside ya....."?
"okay.boss...👌👌👌👌"!I gave you an okay sign
Bilal came down after he came down and he still looked at me
I waved my hand
Bilal was still staring at me
"Return...."!I sent Bilal home who seemed unwilling to leave his place
"Come..go home auhh..difficult if already love half pole eehh..means half dead"!Ibam joking while dragging Bilal who was still staring up
Seeing When
I wave and smile ...
Bilal folded his hands and put his cheeks and tilted them, gesturing me to sleep well
👌👌👌"!again I gave the code okay
They are invisible
I went into my room and slept....
