2 BILL
Section 13
New life and bad news
I sat alone on the porch of my house looking forward but looking empty like nothing
My mind also felt empty
I don't feel anything sad or happy here but my soul is lost somewhere.
"What is he...go..?That's Abi's voice who Abi asked I didn't' know what I was curious or what so I turned to Abi and looked at him in wonder because I never told Abi about Bilal's departure but where Abi knew.....
Abi used to be a friend of his father Bilal but the friendship was tenuous because of a problem that occurred and...
Maybe also Abi guessed from my attitude that changed not cheerful as usual and just stay at home not wandering my work is just dumb and daydreaming and like not caring about others.
"Who does Abi mean "?I asked back, pretending_pretending not to understand Abi's point of speech
Abi sat on the chair beside me
"Who else would it be if it wasn't your Bilal"!
"Let's know where Bilal's gone from"!
"From.. Bilal's father"!I scrunched my forehead not expecting this
"So you're friends again.."?
"You conspired to separate us...Abby.."!My face immediately reddened with anger after hearing Abi's words
though I never get angry in front of Abi but this time I feel unable to hold it, I feel betrayed by Abi when all this time only Abi who supports my relationship with Bilal
"Yeahhhh..."!Abi breathed
she's staring at me
"He asked Abi for help, told Abi to take you home for a while so that he could get away from Bilal
So that he can persuade Bilal to obey his will"!
"Then Abi responded?I said with cynicism
my tears flowed and my chest felt tight
"So I don't think Bilal's father will be able to persuade Bilal "!
"I think he can do that "!
"I think Bilal's love for my son is so great and will not be persuaded by his father's words"!Abi stroked my head lovingly
" What's happening now is he's gone"!
"SAKINA NABILA, my son, you know Abi is the most supportive person in your relationship"!Abi cupped my cheek making me look at him
"Dad Bilal didn't say anything"?Abi put my head in his arms he knew best that I was fragile
"She said she wanted to ask for help one last time as a friend ,he will persuade Bilal for the last time too if this time he doesn't succeed he says he will surrender and will let you and Bilal be together without any interruption"!I was shocked and looked at Abi
"Did Bilal's father not say what he used to persuade Bilal"!
"No..."!Abi shook his head, I looked down lethargic
And intensified my bond with Abi
"You know quinine...who is the real owner of Bilal"?I raised my head again and looked at Abi
"Yeah...Abi I know...He is the owner of everything in this world and the master of it including Bilal who is only a mortal man"!
"So you should know where you should ask Bilal so that he can come back to what he used to be"!
"Now it's time for you to change, son, look to your future even without Bilal"!
"I know Abi"!I was crying so much
"But this is too sudden_sudden no warning anything from them
why did Bilal's family come to me to Abi when they knew how dependent I was on Bilal I didn't want to not remember what happened back then but it disappeared from my memory Abi , ' Abi ,they should have understood it all, even I am the most depressed in this matter, but they do not want to understand them truly"!I was crying hard
"Have not cried again now change, you want to change for whom and why it is up to you
the important thing now is Abi hope you look to your future and achieve what you want"!
"Let's .bi I know Abi's point"!
"But for now I can rest and want to be alone first I'll talk to Abi if I make a decision"!
"All right, son...."!
"Good rest don't stay up much "!Abi kissed my forehead and left me alone at my request
Bilal I didn't think you could treat me like this now even I was confused to have to pray that we could meet again or that we wouldn't have to be found again
Really now I've missed you half to death but I'm confused how to behave when we meet again .
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A new beginning
I decided to continue my education but not here I asked Abi to continue my education in the city.
And this is where I live with my aunt, my mother's brother, 'this is a condition Abi I can't live alone in a big city known for its vulnerability to criminal acts,
I accept all of this without much refutation, I really like my aunt she is kindly affectionate as ummu
And also he had a daughter who was only a year older with me, and we were already familiar with the name RAHIMA YUSUF ,I'm going to go to the same school as Kak hima
As for my other friends, they also decided to continue their education also at the behest of the chairman,they immediately want and have promised to tell each other via phone and other internet connection channels
Irfan and Roy follow in Bilal's footsteps they continue their education abroad while Ibam is in the same city as me but he is in another faculty....
I'm at the cafe having lunch with Ibam..
"I got here first and soon I saw Ibam waving his hand at me
"Rajin very chief ...can nyampe' first not' usually"!After nyampe' and directly sitting in the chair in front of me Ibam even talking nyerocos at length
"You are this ... I am on time you protest I am late too you protest"!I pretend to frown at Ibam, we have often met if there is free time because here we only live in Indonesia,
Bilal's problem we're all trying not to discuss it anymore
besides being lazy, we also do not want to open wounds that are dry
Consider all this time that has healed us from the wounds that Bilal has inflicted on us, and also they love me so much they want me to forget Bilal hopefully that I can do...
"We are VCs and others yuk..."!
We often also Video Call the same Irfan and Roy, incidentally they are one faculty so they also often gather like me and Ibam
"Yoooolah.."!Ibam replied with enthusiasm
And start opening his phone and call Irfan and Roy with a video call
Irfan and Roy face they waved their hands at us
"Our chairman's habit of collecting in our apartment was done with our duties_duties"!it has been 6 months since bilal left and we started continuing our education to college
Although the distance separates us me and Ibam in Indonesia and they are abroad they still want to receive our phone calls and this has become a cure for our longing and why Bilal can not also do this, even though I will be very happy even though only via phone
"Hahhhhhhhh.Have not discussed Bilal again ...."!I muttered to myself
For so long we talked they could always make me laugh freely talk about important things and also things that are not important .
Minga Irfan opened a very sensitive conversation and the sensitive thing was about Bilal
"Waahh...the chairman is more beautiful..."!Irfan praised me who now looks more closed with Hijab that adorns my head I decided to change in terms of view and appearance so I look like this to be a hijab woman
"Don't try _try to seduce him when the boss Bilal gets angry"!Duuuarrr....
come out again the name that we have not called for a long time, I do not know what the meaning of Roy so call his name ,from the first, Bilal will always be angry if there are people who dare to praise and seduce me can even end up with a very fierce fight so this has become a habit of those who look afraid when they want to gave me a shake-up because Bilal was a very possessive person
"Sorry chief didn't mention his name on purpose..."!Roy apologized
"Udahh..relax"!
"Now I'm a little used to living without him, you see for yourself I'm fine...
"I'm sorry once again, chief"! "Actually....."!they seem hesitant to say it
"Actually you have news about Bilal, right....?I immediately continued their words that seemed hesitant and a bit long to express it
"Waaahhh.the chairman is a genius guesser"!Roy tried to melt the mood
"Sudaahhhh...do not overdo it "!
"Can_you guys make me die curious"!
"Don't dong the chairman.if the chairman dies later we look for where else a very fair and wise chairman like the chairman"!They were even more desperate, I immediately gave them my death look
"Okeee..ok..sabar dong chief.."!they raised their hands in surrender and surrendered beside me Ibam grinned..
"Rasaiinnn y'all"!Ibam mocked the frightened faces of Irfan and Roy,they are not afraid of me only they do not want me to be angry and sad because of their love for me I understand that and I also love them very much
"Once again we emphasize "!Irfan looks serious
"Are you really ready to hear the news about Boss Bilal"?
"Yeah....Irfan I can and am ready for any news"!I avenge their seriousness
"I'm sorry...."!I smiled
"I dragged you along with the weirdness of our affairs so that you guys weren't as free as you used to be in speaking out for fear of getting hurt, to be honest I still wanted to hear the news about him ,so just tell me whether it's bad news or good news I'll react to it stoicly
"We heard he's getting married..."!That's Roy's voice .....
Instantly the silent atmosphere did not sound anything _, all the inaudible sounds in my hearing I was like momentarily missing from the surface of the earth
Irfan Roy and Ibam also fell silent they were waiting for my reaction .
"I expected...."!I smiled wryly, all of them were silent not to return my words, they knew I was very hurt at the moment
"Ohhhhhhh..."!I sighed my breath
"I'll go to the toilet first....."!I planned to cool my head which suddenly felt like it was going to break, just the tightness and pressure I felt
now that there are no puddles of tears in my eyes I have not taken them out for a long time when I decided to move on with my life
I stood up to pass and went to the toilet
"Can't the chairman spill all the feelings of the chairman here with us, cry with us chairman.we are ready to be the chairman's backrest"!Ibam's words made me turn my head and turn my body towards him, and the video call was still going so Irfan and Roy also heard Ibam's words
"Health..Irfan Roy"!I called their names one_one I ended up sitting my body again on the chair
"Gga' do not worry I just want to cool the head for a while , you believe me dehhh... I really_really do not want to cry anymore because Bilal, now I am trying .. so you support me yes...."!I looked at them all giving reassurance
But Ibam instead did the thing that I did not expect at all he got down from his chair and knelt in front of me he clasped my hands that were already cold from being shocked to hear the news about Bilal
"Don't what sihh..."!I feel uncomfortable with the attitude of Ibam afraid of people around thinking that these kinds of things are public places
Ibam looked at me ...
"Make me your escape, chief.I'm willing, sincere and even very happy if the chairman does that"!I was not surprised to hear Ibam's words, because I knew how Ibam felt about me
"Please don't do this"!
I replied to Ibam with a sad feeling
"Chairman..always this way, why doesn't the chief think about the feelings of all of us,"!I looked down at Ibam's anger, I realized he had the same feelings as Bilal to me, not just him but Roy and Irfan ,but maybe they chose to budge because they saw how dependent I was on Bilal
"We were devastated to see the chairman so hurt because the boss did not take responsibility, we were sick when he saw the chairman crying, we did not' want to see the chairman get hurt forget he is the chairman just make us as an escape choose one of us
we are sincere and we will always look after the chairman with all our souls and bodies...."!Ibam gave me a pleading look
"Thank you..you can indeed count on..."!I smiled to see and hear their sacrifice for me
"But you're stupid..."!I pinched Ibam's arm making her grimace it made me smile amusedly
"You think I'm willing to make you sad and just make you runaway ....
"Did you not feel like I'd been a runaway all this time, do you not remember
when I need entertainment who I'm looking for, right....
When I'm sad and down who I call you first, of course what else when I'm hungry and want to eat something"!Everyone laughed at my words
you can always count on everything for me
And who has left us should we wrap his memories and we throw them into the sea okeee...."!I gave my thumbs up sign of consent and encouragement
the others also gave their thumbs up and we stuck them together and lifted them up and said OKEEE.
we used to do that a lot if we wanted to add to our spirit...
"I'm honest I was hurt by Bilal's departure, but what about it again .. he himself left ....
And I hope he doesn't regret it because I feel like now I'm starting to move on..."!
"You'll support me, won't you if I move on and find another guy "?I looked at them all waiting for their answers
"Sure..chairman.our support is always to you"!
"If that guy wasn't you guys ..."?
"Chairman, don't worry about us, the important thing is that our happy chairman will be happy..."!
"If it's a bit hurt but we're willing than the chairman to cry not' of course direction"!She added a smile to our faces
"OKAYE ..."!we did the same thing and screamed together
"OKEEEEEE....."!we yelled in unison making the people around the Cafe look at us...
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