2 BILL
SECTION 31
Today I asked permission not to go to the office first I asked permission to Barak via mobile phone, we spoke as usual like the Boss and employees and Barak gave me permission, Barak said,we were one house, but we acted like we were in a different room
Maybe Barak understood my situation which might be depressed because of last night's fate, so he accepted and gave me permission to rest
Hopefully Barak doesn't do something that makes me have to race with a fast beating heart,usually if I act then he will do something that makes me have to hold my breath and full of surprises, I remember the incident when Sajad met me that made him accelerate our engagement, he said,he may look calm but I'm sure Barak was afraid to hear the words of Sajad who did not want to give up just like that and still did not want to let go of me willingly, and there was an engagement.
What else now , the incident last night, without me telling clearly he with his ingenious mind had guessed that I and Bilal last night met, when last night I and Bilal just had a fight ,no more than that, but Barak does not need my explanation he immediately rampaged.
His intention to relax even mind, fear Barak do things that are beyond my reason
"Ahhh...taste tired of enjoying a working holiday just languishing in the room, I wanted to go out but I was allowed not to go to work because I wanted to rest, ngga' delicious if suddenly I asked permission to go out, I wanted to get out,now if I'm going out, it must be with the permission of the barracks.
Barak had dominated my life when I was promised something by him, and foolishly I was tempted by the promise Barak made to me
But no matter what I'm going to ask permission, rather than me dying bored in the room, it's been a long time since I've been in contact with Barak every day I've been busy taking care of work,once_times I want to enjoy the free air.although surely I will go with my 2 bodyguards who now often follow me wherever I step,my two loyal bodyguards who are currently sitting in the seat guard me from those who love me, and make me have to be next to people I don't want.
During this time Barak still limited my movements, preventing me from meeting my friends _friends, he said he was afraid I changed my mind, so anticipate before bad things happen.
"Just..tut....."In the second ring the sound of the waiting tone was immediately stopped and immediately replaced by the voice of Barak
"Yes...hello Nabila, do you need anything"?Barak always sounded enthusiastic when he received a phone call from me, even though I was forced to do this.
"Emmmmm....."I still murmured and hesitated to speak
"Yes.I'm waiting for your next word"Barak replied patiently.
"Bo__can I get out of the house"?
"Emmmm.I'm bosen at home, pengen streets_street and shopping of course"
"He.he..."Barak's grin was clearly heard in my ear
"Thank God that you feel good in my house"
"Hahh.....😰😰😰"I gaped hearing Barak's remarks, and gawked not understanding
"You'd better shut up and listen carefully_good I said😮😮"I gaped once again"What Barak put CCTV yes..kok he can know I opened my mouth"I spoke to myself in my heart"Then he means seeing all my activities in the room "Ohhh....Barak does need to be beaten" I grumbled while shuddering in horror at the thought of Barak seeing all my activities in this room
"I can not install CCTV Nabila, you are a woman who I respect very much"Yes.ampun, from that I just kept quiet and Barak was able to read my mind through the phone, wahhh....Barracks cannot be as peaceful
"You know where all my head is coming from, so what's the reason you said earlier if you're grateful to see I'm bored?
"There is no special reason, just a twilight.you can complain to me, and not be obedient and forced to follow all my orders"
"Ohhh .....😮😮😮"I gawked again ,somewhat strange, Barak's words like tucked into attention, he seemed to want me interested and complacent with all his attention, until now I actually still doubt,what true feelings Barak has in me love of death or excessive obsession, so that he so cunningly makes me betray his own sister"Uhhhh,of course he used every means to get what he wanted.
"So how can't I get out"?I asked that again
"Let's go shopping, and bring the card I loved yesterday"!
"Ngga' mau ahhh...i don't' want in cap matre" I tried to refute all Barak's sayings.
"The salary you love is more than enough, even an advantage "
"Yes..had, I won't force"Sound Barak gave up, from the beginning I did refuse all Barak's gifts, only the ring on my finger that I received from him, I received from him,sometimes Barak was so frustrated facing me that he seemed not so interested in things smelling material, he once said"If you want to be with me just because my property I want Nabila, that's you, that's you,even though you took all of mine, until my treasure runs out, I still want Nabila , that's what you are"Well try to name the feelings of this Barak, he even wants a woman who is materialistic, but he wants a woman who is,I can only shake my head and not understand my living conditions.
"Keel can not '______
"Can't...."Barak stopped my talk
"Not finished talking yet banned_forbidden only" I scowled with a sour face as if I were speaking in front of Barak
"Don't pout that ', anyway I won't allow"😒He knows again that I'm a sour-faced and pouty" I think this Barrack belongs to a very sensitive man,but it just looks really annoying, every time I argue with Barak.
"What do you think I'm asking for?This time I'm gonna make sure Barak guesses the truth
"You must have said you wanted to go without your two bodyguards, right?
"Yeesssss"I cried out happily in the heart of sighhh
"I revoke the nickname Sensitive Boy for you Barak" I added to my murmur
"This time you're wrong" I seem to see Barak's pias face in my mind.
"He..he..."I chuckle to myself
"You're expecting me ..?Barak spoke in a tone of pretending to be angry,"Sial Barak heard my ruckus"
"Engga' only ngetawain mosquito was smart to guess and this time he had wrongly guessed"I even more mocking Barak, I did not think my relationship with Barak could melt like this, like this,I don't know, but I haven't been able to forgive his mistakes just yet, when remembering that it feels like I want to curse Barak all out
"So I guessed wrong....?Barak continued our rather idle chatter, but when I remembered Barak's mistake I changed my voice, I had closed myself to Barak he was indeed at my side, but there was a dark side.
"Actually I just wanted permission to change the appearance of your bodyguard "
"I just feel tired of being given a strange look by people_people" My voice described my aura turning cold
"I want to change them to make them look like my friends"
"Ohhhh..that's it, just do what you want Nabila" I know Barak is aware of my change in attitude.
"Dan______
"Then ..ya I'm ready_ready first"I cut off Barak's speech, and immediately rush_hurry to turn off the phone connection .
That said I was a khilaf again, I miss chatting and joking with all my friends, they could not reach me via phone or anything else, Barak forbid it all, he said,on this phone there is only Barak's mobile number and Mba' Mauli's mobile number, of course with Mba' Mauli I have to relate to 'Mba' Mauli never talks about anything other than her job she's very professional, even though half-dead hates me, she still works as she should.
I was ready to wear thick jeans a little loose, this time I wear a white shirt, a large and long shirt up to my knees with a hijab colored peach, this time I wear,this time I wear an instant hijab with pet on the head, again males wear a complicated, usually anyway I slalu wear pasmina with a variety of styles that I know, sometimes also a quadrilateral hijab, sometimes also,it makes me feel so simple
Arriving in the front yard, I stared lazily at these two men who were in front of me,they have been ordered to wear jeans casual clothes with short sleeved shirts and what is seen in front of me, they wear jeans it's true but they are wearing black shirts instead,it's the same with kaleee....."A bodyguard still a bodyguard, they cannot be kept away from their conscience and style, with glasses perched on their noses they still look like bodyguards, he said,I patted my own forehead
"What's up...nona"?One of the guards asked me
"No...it's okay_...."!I answered lightly
"Huuuffff" I breathed my breath could not bear
"What was my command less clear to you?I asked in a cold tone
"Which government is Miss?My bodyguard still asked
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Arkkkhh, let's go" I groaned with my anger, and immediately entered the car, both of my guards followed me without saying much they were afraid to anger me again, taking a breath trying to calm down
On the way I saw a big dress shop
"STOP" I shouted making the bodyguard who was driving me, stepping on the brakes so suddenly
"Miss why...."?the two Bodyguards in front of me simultaneously turned their heads and asked simultaneously
"You guys are really compact..."They only smiled at my praise but in a mocking tone
Both of my guards have been assigned Barak to escort me wherever I go, that has happened since I decided to be with Barak and Barak immediately confiscated my phone,and just gave me my phone yesterday when I asked for it, he promised me he'd give me a new phone when he first took my phone, but he was so comfortable seeing me live without a cell phone
The compactness of my two bodyguards can be said to be the best, they are so compact when on duty, every time I am next to me always look the same color and the same dress model, he said,when they watched me I never saw them joking or laughing, they watched me just by sitting, drinking the coffee that the waiter had provided, the cold gaze they both made me seem to want to freeze
The two of them lived in a small house behind this great House, in the evening, they both rested in turn, dividing the time so well and deftly.
Don't they feel tired,?really they do this all because the salary is fantastic, even though they look scary, I think they are good.
Not much noise they make, they make their voices when they see me threatened, they are so well trained
"Stand up straight" I told the two guards to face me
"This is all I want"We're in the shop we went to together, I forced them to go inside and told them to change their clothes to more colorful clothes,the first bodyguard I changed his shirt with white accompanied by a jeans jacket and the other I changed his shirt with blue with long sleeves without a jacket
"Nahhh..this is the new one I want ..."They see me uncomfortable
"Why are you guys?
"You have to accept this, because I have asked your boss for permission to change your appearance" I gave them a stern gaze as a thorn capable of piercing the hardness of human skin.
"No....Miss"They straightened their bodies giving me respect and accepted resignedly.
Me and my two bodyguards came out of the clothes shop I entered earlier, then my bodyguard opened the door and my car entered and both of them
"How about Miss, go ahead?One of them looked up and asked
"YES...ayooo.we are leaving"I cried out happily, this time I want to enjoy my life first, without thinking about anything else.
I took the card I used to pay for the clothes I had bought for my two bodyguards
"Once_once I use this card is okay?I tapped_ngeknukkan card earlier to my temple, the card that Barak loved, all this time I have never used it, my salary alone is more than enough, the card seemed useless in my wallet, I have never used it,I was forced to accept it at that time, of course with various threats issued by Barak.
"Ahhhhhh..hhhah ..tohh.I used it to buy the clothes that my bodyguards used, not me.
"Miss said something?This bodyguard in front of me probably heard me talking to myself
"Ngga' ..ngga' there's nothing...."I shook my head clearly showing that I didn't want to be disturbed
When I arrived at the largest shopping mall in the city, I got out of the car and my bodyguard walked behind me, while the other one was taking care of the car park
When we weren't too far away my other bodyguard was already standing behind me, "They were so deft and quick, it made me have no chance to escape their surveillance" I grumbled to myself
"You guys pretend to look at what's here and put an interest in the surroundings, don't just watch me, I'm not going to run, I want you to look like my friends" I'm talking fast and flat
I also saw the goods _things that are here , at a glance I glanced at my two guards earlier, I smiled they followed what I said earlier,but they look like they want to strangle the stuff they pretend to hold, they're ridiculous, making me hold my gelik.
"Bas rigid"They looked at me and looked down at their feet
Long time I do not shop, now I want to enjoy life as a fiancee of the Hadi family, and enjoy a quiet life_quiet ,enjoyonce_times, to relax the mind
"you saw that girl "I heard a conversation coming from two women who happened to be in front of me we were bounded by rows of clothes so they wouldn't see me
"Which girl"?I still flinch, but it doesn't feel good to hear other people talk, but how else, I'm still interested in seeing this outfit in front of me
"The girl was accompanied by two men"
"Who came out of a luxury car"I think the characteristics called mother_mother sound familiar
"What happened to that girl??The other mother responded while looking at the clothes she was holding
"The girl's fiancee's son from out Hadi"Yaaappp was right when they were talking about me, I should have realized that my face was clearly recorded in the memory of the community
"Here he was engaged to his sister ,eeehhhh...Because seeing the brother of his own fiance is more handsome and richer , he even seduced his brother"They know so much detail.....,when I was engaged to Sajad, in expose sih"!But right..kayak ngga' viral that is, most people do not care, who care most of the girls who like the same Sajad , they seem to not expect cold men ,who was never seen holding a girl suddenly got engaged at most just that.
"The girl was cunning, knowing what she had lured them to, so they would, when it seemed how cheap she was"
"Sihhhh that girl has no shame"
Hot_hot my ears are hot, my anger is starting to radiate, but I'd better be quiet consider them fools who don't know anything
"And look now he's walking with two men_at once, what Hadi's family child is not' realized yes ...., let the woman act as she likes"See I'm right....,my bodyguards even they think as a man who likes me, the intention is that I want to be considered an ordinary woman who walks with friends _that friend, uh....my bodyguards were not expected even I suspected chilli_cabean who was with two men at once
Before their conversation gets hotter, I'd better get out of here, find the stuff I want somewhere else
The two guards immediately followed my steps, turned out to be his fiancee the son of the Hadi family instead of enjoying a happy life, even should always be depressed not outside, not also in the office.
In the office actually no one dares to badmouthing_hon me either in front of me or behind me, in the toilet that yesterday, the last time you know, only now the other employees, will avoid me,no one greeted me kindly, whether employees or OBs.
I'm done with everything I want, I should go home quickly and I think the outside world doesn't suit me, they're too evil and the hypocrisy that is rampant
Right at the entrance I saw a new man coming out of here with a woman, and I knew that woman, she said,the woman who has made me a man who has no soul because she has taken my soul
RISTA HIMAWAN, and that man is of course Bilal
He.he...."I laughed cynically
"Look at him Nabila, the one you can't forget, the one who makes you cry when you miss him, the one you can't erase from your heart"
"SEE NABILA....SHE WAS HAPPY"I shouted at my heart, I felt tightness
"Miss....."The voice of my bodyguard ripped my daydream, I continued my steps and lifted my chin, when I saw Bilal busy putting his wife's groceries, Bilal walked to the back of his car with his wife's groceries,I stepped on purpose at a speed then I accidentally hit Bilal so
"BRAKE....."All the things Bilal held fell
"COMPLEX ..... SORRY.." -.."I pretended to be shocked and confused, all the stuff was scattered in the street, I also pretended to help Bilal pick up all the stuff but I deliberately took it while stepping on _tread the other stuff
"I helped dehhhh..."I put the stuff in and I saw it was a shirt, but under my feet I stepped on a hard object, I'm sure it was a bag, I put the stuff I was holding in the car seat,after that take the item that I had accidentally stepped on and my feet moved to step on the other stuff, I do not care, if Bilal was angry, he looked surprised earlier, but immediately smiled when I saw me ngga' I know what that smile means.
"Old sigh...Bilal"There was a very disgusting voice heard
"What_what's this"Si Rista did not know herself was shocked to see the state of her goods_
"Resain...he...he..."I cursed and laughed at Rista
"You who hahh...dare_how dare to destroy my goods_goods, you do not know what.all these items are expensive and the stock is limited.
"I thought it was...."Opppsss I mkeplosan memumpat Si Rista, intentionnya I want to curse in the heart but even keceplosan
"Lack.ajar..."Si Rista's face flushed
"Ahh....maaf_sorry to say, I want to say sorry, but when you see your face mengeselin it ,mulutku ngga' can be remmm..directly dehhh"I even add to the atmosphere added runyam
"You...."Rizta seems to realize who
"Ohh.ha...a...."The Rista was sumringah
"You are Nabila who was dumped Bilal..that's right....?
"She.ha.ha.."Rista laughs, I look at her cynically
"Look what I'm going to do.you can still smile after this" I muttered inwardly, I prepared my acktingu as best I could.
"YOU ARE INDEED NYEBELIN RISTA"I screamed_yell while stomping_punching my feet, and under my feet, still scattered a lot of expensive goods_goods purchase this Rista
"SEBEL....SEBEL....SEBEL.."I circled_spin while moving_moved stomp_trump stuff earlier, until shabby and torn aka fur melted.......The Rista laughed at my condition, she had not noticed it, she was only seen folding her hands on her chest while giving me a mocking look
"Ayoo..we go home..."I looked at my two bodyguards who were watching me, hearing my words, they immediately nodded and stepped towards our car, I left without looking at Bilal,I don't know if he's mad at me for destroying his wife's property
"AHHHHH....."When I opened my car door I heard Rista's hysterical scream, I didn't care if I entered my car and told my bodyguards to get out of here
"DANISH....NABILA...YOU HAVE TO REPLACE ALL MY THINGS"I saw Rista chasing me but my car kept on going until they were both out of sight
I stared blankly at the street, why can't I get away from Bilal?why.....I still love Bilal so much, so when I saw Bilal helped put in the goods_ belong to the Rista, I became reminded of all the attention he used to have.
He used to just look at me
In the past, there was only me
He used to not feel at home if there was no me beside him
"PREVIOUS..BACK THEN...it used to be NABILA"My word can't stand it anymore, he came out so, I hate my weakness, I hate longing, I hate my weak state"
"I HATE..."I screamed in my heart if I could I wanted to scream right now but.in front of me were my two bodyguards, let them now see me crying, whatever if they were going to report it to Barak, I don't give a shit.
"I'm hungry we stop at a nearby restaurant"Tak long car stopped and docked at the perkir place of a restaurant
"You come in. accompany me to eat, if you don't want to, I won't eat until tomorrow, and if your boss will ask why I won't eat, I won't eat,I'm going to say this all because of you guys who don't want me to eat"I rule in a very cold and flat tone with no expression, I realize I look really creepy when I'm in this state,red nose puffy eyes, red face extinguished, all the makeup tools I put on my face were lost in the flow of my tears
"Sit down, and don't look around too often"
"Eat quietly.I want to eat without feeling was_was"Once again I command them.
"Good Miss"They answered me firmly
We were already at the dining table of the food restaurant we had ordered, these two bodyguards who were in front of me were seen sitting clumsily, they were not used to always watching ,their eyes did not dare to surround around, nor did their eyes dare to look at me
I am so caught off guard with this situation
"You two, do what you used to do, but stay here, accompany me to eat" The faces of my two guards turned bright
"Heehhhhhhhh"I rolled my eyeballs seeing their change
"People when told to take a short break from their jobs would be happy, not even frowning, like you two" I mocked them.
But what...all my words were only answered with a friendly gaze by the two of them, Thank you kek ...because I have become a very wise master,"Haahhh, Hahhhh,I shouldn't have expected much of them" I talked to myself
"Miss...say something?Looks like someone heard my grunt
"Engga' ... I don't' say anything_what, so I'm just counting the money in my pocket, not paying enough food to both of you" I joked trying to joke
"Then _______"
"STOP...you guys stay in place, or I did my threat earlier, I'm seriously not kidding" I cut off the words of the two of them that I already understood about his purpose, so his intention was joking instead they took it seriously.
We waited for the food we ordered, the state of our table was silent without the sound of laughter that adorned the other table, my life had to be surrounded by cold humans like them, added Barak,his coldness was able to make people freeze his cold crotch, he looked at me warmly every once in a while, but it was only at home, if in the office, he became such a professional leader .
To cover up my saturation while waiting for the food I ordered to finish, I took my postel and played it.
"Waahh.waah the savage troublemaker was here too"Sheard a voice, which was shrill and thunderous making my ears somewhat buzzing, it was clearly heard near me, meaning it was talking about me,actually I wanted to raise my head, and see who was the one who had disturbed my calm, but I undo my intentions after digesting my hearing well, and I knew that voice, but I knew that voice,the sound of the voice that screamed scolded me for ruining his stuff.
I turned my eyeballs off but kept my head down and played my phone, without feeling disturbed in the slightest, I did not care even though in front of me there must be Bilal, I am sure because I know the smell of Bilal is so familiar.
"For the morotin of your fiance's rich money is yes ....?Rista spoke cynically, I still lowered my head without caring about Rista's words
"Basan a lowly country chick"!Rista cursed at , her voice sounded annoyed because I was cuekin
"We've been looking for another table.don't disturb him" Bilal's voice that I miss, but why is Bilal's voice of concern for Rista that makes me feel claustrophobic now,being scorned and cursed Rista did not affect me in the least
"WHY.....do not accept me insulting him?They were arguing in front of me, I shook my head to hear their debate but I was still down
"Have ....ayo ..he said he was hungry, but we ate" The more I was short of breath when I heard Bilal's attention to Rista
"You better find a more private place to make out not in front of me, my stomach is nauseous to hear your babbling" I spoke cynically without raising my head
"WHY.you are jealous huh"Sounds the roar of Rista's breath signifying anger.
"Huh...hahh...hah...ngga' funny"I chuckled mockingly.
"But I'm jealous, I already have a fiance, and rightly you said I'm here to squander_spend my rich fiancee's money"I replied coldly
"Then replace all the items that you have damaged earlier"It turns out Rista is still vengeful about the problem of goods_stuff earlier
"IT'S RISTA LET ME CHANGE ALL YOUR GROCERIES"Once Bilal's attention is on Rista, I'm jealous, I'm lost in heartbreak,it was a scream but it was like someone's attention to a special person.
I stood up from my seat, and stared intently at these two people in front of me, I was angry either because of Rista's insults, or because of my jealousy, both of my guards stood up ,looking at me who looked calm, now it looks like a lion ready to pounce on its prey.
"GO ON.....I beg you to go"I managed to temper my anger, so that I uttered such a cold word, like these two before me, meaningless
"You told me to go huh . ....."?Rista let out her anger
"You're sorry and change all my stuff_barang"It turns out Rista is still discussing her stuff_goods, not that Bilal had already said that he would replace her.
"Ngga' is important and doesn't care" I spoke while mocking
"YOU BASIC BRASH WOMAN"Rista thrashed from Bilal's grip, and Rista managed to get away from him, and immediately approached me, he raised his hand about to slap me, I was in shock and instead avoided me even sharpening my eyes,like receiving punishment
But for so long I waited, nothing landed on my cheek, I heard a thump like a falling item
"Bukkkk" I opened my eyes, and it was one of my bodyguards who stopped Rista, I saw Rista sitting on the floor
"Aww..essssshh"Rista grimaced, Bilal looked down and tried to help Rista, my eyes were heating up, I was claustrophobic, I looked at Bilal with a sad and pushy look, there was no trace left of me in Bilal's heart,why are you so easy to change your heart while I can't at all.
"We. home" I looked at Rista cynically and left Bilal and Rista, both of my bodyguards according without refuting me.
"Basar village girl flirtatious, already have a fiancee is still a way.sama another man_man, not just one two more" Rista stood up and grumbled while patting_nep his ass that had crossed the floor, I walked without turning, I walked without looking,heedless of Rista's words
"Go home to me.capek"After giving orders to my two guards, I closed my eyes, intending to put out the burning fire in my heart, because it was ignited by jealousy.
The man who used to not allow anything to hurt me, now he just keeps quiet when he sees someone who wants to hurt me
I'm broken, I'm broken, I'm broken, but why, after all this pain I don't feel I can make me erase Bilal's name in my heart.
Crying again_crying again and it was all because of a Bilal Abimana and he had dumped me.
