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Section 23

     Only a few days ago, I was so relieved and happy , because there was no need anymore , save my closeness with Sajad ,Kak Hima and Ibam already know, so we often spend time together ,lunch, walk_fourth walk, it's so much fun

   But all my smiles disappeared instantly when I received a phone call from Abi, he told me to go home because he heard the news about me being stuck with a man_man,

  when I asked Abi where it all came from, Abi replied firmly, that Ibam, who told me everything

  Ibam bener_bener lemeeeeeess really..what try the reason he told Abi about all this, he knows Abi hates the most in the name of the relationship that was established before marriage ,if Abi's abusive language is not' like the relationship called courtship, not just do not like him to oppose it all out loud, it's not like,

   Abi used to forbid me to be friends with Bilal, when Abi knew Bilal had feelings for me and vice versa, but I persuaded him with all my might and told him, 'But,that I will give the rules to my gang members as well as myself not to date, if you want to be serious with women, llamar if suitable then married

    And now Abi instead heard about my closeness to the man_man Abi did not know ,pastilah Abi was furious.

  As a whole I'm with Ibam, let me just not' will call him first, let me go home alone without telling him, he said,let him know the taste and he worries and my mind goes home alone without him knowing

  Ibam is usually always on standby to take me if I want to go home, but for now I don't do that, I want to do it, once_times,so that he can teach his mouth to always keep his mouth shut and can keep a secret.

   And here I was in front of my brother, stared at by him full of anger and with all his admonishing words and words.

when Abi was engrossed his fun_advisor me, suddenly_sudden sound bell

"Ting nong's.ting nong.."

I wanted to get up from my seat and open the door, his intention to be able to rest my hearing, Abi ngomel_ngomel continued, my ears were hot, but what power Abi stopped my movement

"You don't go anywhere _let Umi open the door"Abi's words were so firm, I could only look down sluggish, Umi moved from her seat , from earlier Umi was near me while stroking my back , ' Umi ,trying to muffle so that Nabila does not follow the emotions and then fight Abinya, Umi does not want it all to happen.

   Unexpectedly and without being able to digest it well, the appearance of Umi who brought two men who recently close to me

   I was astonished and gaping, but I tried to wake my mind, I must not be dumbfounded I must be able to digest all this well, so that there is no misunderstanding

  I glared at Ibam, and chipped away_lipped my lips, as a sign that I was very angry with him, and what, Ibam just grinned and raised his hand with a finger that formed the letter V

   After all this I will finish you IBRAHIMMMMM..."I screamed in my heart, dares dong I shouted in front of Abi

   If Ibam comes to my house, I can still accept it, but this is the other man, who I believe Ibamlah who brought him to my house, he Sajadah Hadi"Ohhhhh...I'm sure Abi ordered Ibam to bring Sajad here, I bowed lethargicly, and one that I believe Abi would have told Sajad to immediately formalize our relationship if he was serious ,if you're just playing, go and stay away, that's what Abi would say.

"Come in and sit down you two" Abi's voice was so firm

"Let's mention your name in full"Abi looked up at the alphabet, telling her to introduce herself

"My name is Sajadah Hadi"

"I'm a generation with your son Sakina Nabila"

"And lately I've been trying to get close to him"I felt dizzy hearing Sajad's words, why did he say in such detail .

"SAJADAH HADI "Abi nods her head

"Good name, means coming from Hadi's family huh..?

"Yes ..."Sajad nodded

"Tell him that's just_____

"BE QUIET AND LISTEN TO IT"Abi cut off my words that intend to stop this all, I feel not' good with Sajad, his intention was just to approach me, not want to go to a more serious level, Sajad,I'm sure Sajad hasn't thought of going there yet, and the reason I want to be close to him is because he's Mubarak Hadi's brother, and no one knows about my purpose.

"So you said you wanted to get close, all right, I'll understand your words"

"And want to approach to go to a more serious level or just want to play games"

   I patted my bidat, justify my guess,Abi cannot possibly let his son, build a relationship that exists in the area of an unlawful relationship.

   But even more astonishing, when I heard Sajad's answer

  "I want to go to the serious Abi"All gaping to hear Sajad's answer, not only because of Sajad's answer, but because Sajad called Abi as Abi, because of Sajad,we all held back smiles seeing Abi's face.

   Actually from the past this has been an endless debate between Umi and Abi, this is about the call to Abi, they are both always in conflict

"***Our son calls him to me Aba aja yes dear not Abi"Abi tried to influence Umi to change her call .

"Ngga' anyway I want to be called Umi, and you Abi point"Umi insisted

"But it would look disrespectful Umi, as if they were calling Abi's name"

"But your name is ABIZAR FATAHILLAH, no manners from where"

"Let's just remember when we were friends you called me what Abi was, so Abi was saying my name was dear when my son called me by name"Abi has not given up

"I don't want to know, I still want to call Abi and Umi"Umi put on her face, Umi seemed to want to cry because Abi did not want to fulfill her wishes

"Yes, it's a pity it's up to you, I'm afraid, you don't cry yes"

"Hikksss...hikkssss...hiksss..but you look forced"Let Umi cry, with tears.

"Engga' dear...engga'.I don't have to , I'm happy kokk.."Abi tried to suppress Umi's cries

"Hee.he.he...nihhh.the proof is that I smiled"Abi tried to seduce Umi.

"You really don't have to"

"I'm happy, what call I'm happy is up to you dear"

"Thus calm yes.kasian our son, who is still in your stomach is dear, later he followed the cry"Abi stroked_ngelus belly Umi who distended***.

   

 

    Abi looked at Umi who chuckled softly because he saw the look on Abi's face

   Abi looks cute if again sprained even though his age is not young anymore.

"Heeeeehhhhhh.denger here"Abi sat on the sofa, she told Sajad to get closer to her, like to whisper something ,nga' knows tuhh where her emotions that she just overflowed in front of me,all that seemed to disappear when Abi heard the call Sajad made to him

    Sajad approached Abi following his orders

"You're accepted unconditionally, no' ?I frowned when I heard Abi's slow talk but I could still hear .

"Mau.mau.mau"Sajad cuddled enthusiastically"Adooohhh.

"Call me Daddy ya..."!Sajad gawked at Abi's words, while Umi and Ibam laughed out loud, but not at me

"Abi ...kok is like swapping me for a call" I pouted, taking both my arms folded in the chest

"Abi has always wanted to be called Dad"!

"Don't like Abi's call, why?Sajad asked not understanding

"Why...Abi means Father"

"Have not been discussed, that's the story of the past "Umi just smiled hearing Abi's speech

"Now we discuss our problem further, forget the previous one, consider it a passing advertisement"Sajad just nodded forcedly, covering up his curiosity and Dad began to put on his serious face again

"Because you said it seriously before I took it to a more serious level, I used to be with my son SAKINA NABILA"Abi turned to me

"SAKINA NABILA my son, Abi will have your friend bring his parents here, and tell them to propose to you, and soon maybe go to a more serious one, then do you want to accept it,or how?Abi asked at length

I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, so I didn't say anything wrong

"She's still trying to open my heart, Abi, she's still trying"

"And he hasn't been able to open your heart yet, has he"?Abi guessed

"Yes..."I nodded lethargicly, Sad looked desperate to hear my words

"When Abi finds out, your knowledge of the science of religion cannot be doubted, Abi believes you will not have a relationship that transcends borders, but you must be aware of one thing son, you are a human being,and man is the place to be wrong and forget, man will not be separated from it, and you must also understand Abi's concern, only you are Abi's son now, as long as Abi is alive, Abi will always hold your hand,and lead you to the right path"

"But Abi, I can't open my heart yet"!I ducked languidly

"The problem of the heart, you can try to open it while then after being bound in taaruf later, but if you can't yet you can try to open it when married , that's better"!

"What to think first , while beristikharah"Abi suggested

"Actually Sajad has already expressed his seriousness to me Abi, and I have also made Ikhtiar with Istikharah to make a decision"

"So that's it..so he's really serious, so I guess he had to"!Abi looked towards Sajad

"Engga' Abi, I'm serious"!Sajad answered

"Good then, stay waiting for Nabila's decision now"

"Haahhhh" I took a breath

"Alright Abi "I'm nagging

"What's okay...."Abi looked at me, waiting for my answer, Sad also looked tense waiting for my answer

"Lt is..Nabila want to accept his taaruf invitation later , tell Sajad's parents to propose, if Abi and Sajad's parents approve ,Nabila would accept"I spoke smoothly without nervousness, if Abi and Sajad's parents approve,I'm sure of this, I should be able to move on and throw away the name of the person in my heart, who I still miss, until now,I hate it when I miss him and I hate my heart for not deleting his name.

  Everyone looked at me, they all looked happy especially Sajad, he looked at me, and wanted to get close to me

"STOP YOUNG MAN"Abi stopped the movement of Sajad, heard the voice of Abi Sajad's orders directly back to his place

"Captain from there only the young"Abi reigned again

"Lt is...Abb .."Sajad nodded

"Yes.yes.yes.yes, just call Abi, Abi seems to be my match, even my parents also call me Abi"Abi grumbled to herself

"Ohh.so the name Abi ,ABI..."Sajad began to understand Abi's frustration

"Yes..more precisely ABIZAR FATAHILLAH"Abi emphasized his words.

"ALRIGHT ..I will meet the expectations of Abi who wants to call Dad, from now on I will call you with the call of Father"

"Is Abi ready?

"OKAY DEAL..."Abi and Sajad shook hands, all shaking their heads at Abi's childlike behavior, which was a pleasure from ice cream.

"So can nihh...deket_deket?Sajad spoke with a smile

"Haaaaa.all gawking at Sajad's words, he was like using Dad's call as a bribe

"Can..."

"Ibam.kamu move let Sajad sit there"Abi told Ibam to move, he was a bit close to me

"That' what_what, anyway rather close distance"Sajad moved and occupied the chair that was sat Ibam

"Yes..so now please, reveal what you want to talk about"Abi invited Sajad to talk.

"SAKINA NABILA, as long as we're close, I know I haven't been able to remove the name that's been listed in your heart

   But one you must be sure of, Your name will never be erased from my heart"

"Be sure of me, and try to write my name in your heart, I am willing even though I have to share your heart with him"All stunned to hear Sajad's expression, I just realized that Sajad's feelings were so deep to me,there was a bit of guilt lodged in my heart, due to the fact that all this time I was just using her to achieve my goal"sorry"that's all I can say

"What do you have to say?Abi seduces Sajad

"Actually that's Abi's poem, which' anything will be used to reveal the contents of the heart, he said,

who knows who can stir Nabila's heart"

"You did it"!

"The evidence is that Nabila blushed"Abi pointed at me, Sad looked at me

"Tell me what the hell..."I looked down embarrassed ,Abi is indeed the master of judging people, I don't think ,Sajad is able to make Abi so familiar and look happy to talk to him

"Actually Umi used to tell Kina what to eat anyway..?

"Kok all men like to nempel same him"Abi joking

"I think she looks like Umi "!Umi begins to show her narcissistic side

"Who is praised, who is arrogant?I grumbled

"Again anyway..emang aja nempelin Nabila, it seems only he deh Abi"!I pointed at Sajad with my chin

"Temen_temen you it"!Abi pointed to Ibam

"They're Abi, they must love me and hold me down, I love them too"

"They've also proposed to you Kina"Abi spoke seriously

"Applying....."

"WHO'S ABI....."I was shocked

"They are three, Ibrahim, khoirul anwar and Sharif Hidayatullah"

"HAAAAHHH"My mouth is getting wider😲😲😲😲

"BENER IT'S IBAM" I stared at Ibam waiting for his answer

"He was.the chairman"Ibam answered listlessly.

"Kok straight to Abi ngga' talk to me first"

"Fear of being the same leader" Ibam explained

"So it scares you more Kina than Abi"

"Masa' seeehhh"?I pretend I don't' understand

"When is Ibam Lakain Abi"?

"YES...time you stress because_gara in the residence..tuhhhhh .....!Abi offended Bilal and I, who were stressed at that time, for being left behind by Bilal

"OOOOOHHHHH"I gawked

"Keep Abi said what are they?

      That moment

   "Abi, we are ready to accompany Nabila, choose between us betiga, which according to Abi was able to restore Nabila as before, the three of us willing even though we were only made as an escape"Ibam began to talk seriously, he said,after gathering a lot of courage to express the intention of their arrival at the house of Nabila.

"We have also known for a long time, we know all things and anything about Nabila, we love him very much, we really do not accept the attitude of Bilal who has left Nabila without explanation"Irfan added

"And we're sure one of us must be able to change Nabila's feelings" Roy said

   Abi smiled at them

"My son is so lucky, to have friends like you"

"Yes...Abi says all the decisions are in your hands Kina, but they didn't dare to tell you until now Abi's story"

"Ahhhh..you guys are indeed very good friends, I really_really"

"Abi, Umi , Ibam and Sajad , you are the ones who love me so much, I am sure your love is more than enough for me , to be able to live life happily, I do not need anything else, I am sure,people who have left me, I will regret leaving me, I am sure I will be happy"Umi approached me and hugged me Abi also while Ibam and Sajad looked at me meaningfully

   After all the happy tears and my warm embrace with Abi and Umu, Abi started talking again

"Ibam take him home to your house" he told Ibam

"You come back tomorrow, stay here last night tomorrow you can go"

"YES..ABI"We answered simultaneously

    Ibam and Sajad were gone, I was in my room, which I had left a long time ago

   I took a picture on my desk, my photo with my brother

"I know you won't like what I'm going to do later, you're a very kind and forgiving person, but I want to make up for your guilt, brother,I've made Bilal's family hate me and I deserve that hate, no one knows what happened, just me but I'm taking it out of my memory"

  Now that I've remembered all that, and it showed up when I saw that guy's face, people made you lose everything and he did it all because of me, because he wanted me, because he wanted me,but my brother turns out that guy doesn't know me, maybe he's forgotten about it.

  The events that have taken you, my brother-in-law and future son, will remind me of him and I will make him feel the loss that our family feels like .