
The day has come, where I became the fiancee of a man I hate so much, but I have to smile for the offer that Mubarak made me,it seems like the magnitude of my purpose exceeds the magnitude of my love for the person who loves me.
Abi does not say much, he immediately fell silent when he asked me about the reason I betrayed Sajad"He's a good man Kina _why do you betray him ,Abi is really disappointed in you"I bowed before him
"I'm in love with Abi, I love him, Barak is able to make me forget the person who has left me" I spoke softly, Abi was immediately silent and did not make a sound again.
"I'm sorry Abi, I lied to you" I said to myself.
The event was so luxurious and lively, all present Irfan, Roy and also Ibam, they looked at me fixed with question marks, full of question marks,although I told them many times that I was saying love but they still put on a face of disbelief.
Sajad and his parents were also present, they looked like guests, and a bit away from us, I also saw the radiance of disappointment in the eyes of the msma and also Sajad's father,but I kept holding everything back, my disrespect for giving pain to others.
Ex fiancee and her parents were also present they also looked disappointed, but one strange thing in my opinion, everyone seemed not to question all this,if I were a former Barak fiancee maybe I wouldn't be present at this event, but everyone is smiling happily here, they're silenced as if they can't talk
I'm sure this all happened because of Barak's influence on all of them, maybe Sajad will not be able to be influenced by his older brother Mubarak Hadi, but he was affected by my happy state ,I have silenced Sajad with my attitude
The ring installation event has been carried out, and____ ring problems from Sajad when we were engaged, but I have released it, but I do not throw it let this be a form of appreciation that I presented to Sajad,more sad I saw Sajad still faithfully wearing our engagement ring, I saw him when he grabbed each other by the collar with his brother, so good, so sincere ,slalu appreciates me more than anything but easily I throw it away and prefer her brother.
After the installation of the rings all greeted us congratulating, Mubarak's former fist looked calm and smiled sweetly as he greeted Barak
"Congratulations...."His voice was slightly smooth, he kissed Barak's left and right cheeks, and then he approached me
"Congratulations....."I welcome his hand,"Awww....."I grimaced softly he clasped my hand hard, and he gave me a cynical look, I glanced at Barak, and this former Barak fiancee did the same, but Barak was busy talking to the man he greeted,after that he passed by pretending to be calm"Basic...munafik"I grumbled to myself, Barak looked at me"What's wrong?Ask in my ear"what'_what really"!I said casually"don't be jealous"!Barak whispered again"Terseraaahhhh__"I replied no matter the Barak's judgment
And it was Sajad's turn, he still put on a cynical face, Sajad reached out his hand accompanied by congratulations and Barak immediately greeted him, after their handshake was released,unexpectedly Sajad raised his left hand and saw our engagement ring first, he brought his finger closer to Barak's face and turned to my face "Will not be missed at any time"His cynical remarks, which he said,I hope Barak is not affected, so as not to further ignite Sajad's emotions
"Only one, if the couple should be 2 rings___"Barak stopped, I hope again he does not add to his words and I see Sajad is not affected but the basic male_jerk, he has not been able to close his mouth
"Originally you know, your pair of rings, it's been abandoned on worthless ground"Waahhhhh,however here he was wrong, I looked at Sajad, it was inevitable, a glint of anger had appeared on his face, he looked at his brother with a look of horror
But I didn't expect Sajad to do anything beyond reason, he approached me and pulled me to carry my body into his arms, all silent and looking at us,I know that sometimes it is a natural thing to say congratulations but not to me, because of this slama, my relationship and Sajad's furthest away just clasped hands.
I gasped in shock at Sajad's behavior, I saw Barak clenching his hands, maybe he wouldn't have expected Sajad to dare to do this, he alone I didn't allow to touch me,then with his little brother's heart touching me, I just kept quiet, I actually laughed in my heart because I had made Barak's face red like a burning fire.
Once again I was startled by Sajad's state his body shook and I felt my shoulders wet"Astagfirloh Sajad cried"Once I had an effect on Sajad I just realized it, I had already destroyed him.
I felt when Sajad wiped his tears and Sajad took off his arms
"I haven't given up, I'll still use the opportunity you've given me"Sajad looked at me meaningfully, he looked so handsome , ' he said ,I wanted to shout before him that the women of this world are not just me, but why are these two brothers so eager to have me, even they already know about my heart that is already tied to one name
"Smile because your smile is my smile too"Sajad reached out his hand and rubbed my cheek as he did"Basar stubbornly"Sajad spoke whispering near Sajad while pretending to smile ,because this event was indeed monitored by the camera from the beginning"I couldn't let go of him"Sajad smiled at his brother, and passed without caring what he said"That's nice in the cuekin"I cheered inwardly
Barak looked at me"See him, remember you promised me"Barak warned me "Fulfill my purpose first then I will sit sweetly, and smile happily beside you, before everything materializes don't expect you to manage me"I bravely replied to him, he looked very angry, let him know the taste, why he thought everyone could he affect what?The proof is he was fought by his own sister .
The event is over, the guests have disappeared from earlier leaving me and Barak and also our family, while in the city of Abi the same Umi stay with me ,unlike when they wanted to get engaged to Sajad they stayed at Bibi's house, but this time they chose to accompany me at Barak's house, where Barak was also there,of course they were angry for knowing the first time, but I managed to convince them that I could take care of myself.
When I want to enter the car I cross paths with my friends_friends, they come to me"When we can gather again..we miss you chief"Their talk is full of longing, he said,but I could only look at him with eyes filled with apologies.
"We won't ask about the chairman's reasons anymore, but we want to collect the kayak first ...."Irfan added"
"You don't miss me Nabila?Hima's sister hugged me she shed tears feeling lost"I'm lonely at home alone"
"Sorry I can't" I replied,
After the decision to accept Barak's offer, my freedom was immediately taken away, Barak gave me a strict escort, afraid I would run away, even though he had tied me to the promise he gave.
Seen Barak approached us, he immediately opened the car door and told me to come in, enter me and sit in the car, but it turns out Barak stopped he did not go straight in, he looked at my friends _friends"He is now mine"That's what Barak said, cold and terrible, I sometimes shudder when I see the flash of his anger, and Barak's words successfully ignited Ibam's anger, he was about to punch Barak, but Barak was able to fend him off,Barak was about to throw his fists at Ibam, hastily I prevented him by speaking full of threats
"HAVE STOPPED, I WANT TO GO HOME AS SOON AS OKAY ....."My words are a bit cynical .
Before the car closed, Ibam and I looked at each other, I'm looking messed up, I can see it behind his gaze
"I'm sorry.sorry..sorry.
In the car we were silent, until we got to the front of the house, Barak opened his voice
"REMEMBER.....Don't come out without a bodyguard, now you're mine" Barak looked at me threateningly
"Yes.yes...yes..yes"
"But remember I want as soon as possible, you keep the promise you made
"Don't worry, I remember it all"
"Ayoo...enter and don't forget the smile,so your artificial smile was lost when in front of them"Barak mentioned earlier, indeed I had wanted to cry when I saw Ibam, I'm sure,because all this time Ibam is the most comfortable place for me to spill the sadness and sorrow that I experienced, so I was affected but I can hold it well
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The next day we went straight to the office, there was no word of holiday for us, but we also want to say if it does not work, suddenly in our office immediately welcomed with the smile of the employees, the smile of the employees,no one sneered at me and insulted me, not even the sound of whispers_whispers hypocrites just no, I should be happy but a bit awkward, as long as I work here there is nothing close to me, only Mba' Mauli but now she has stayed away from me because, my problem is that I replaced Mba' Sania who is actually Mba' Mauli wants to be a replacement for Mba' Sania , but Barak instead chose me.
Before entering the room, we passed Mba' Mauli she smiled at Barak, but when her gaze turned to me she smiled wryly, I passed without thinking about it, but when she looked at me she smiled wryly,since the events I replaced Mba' Sania he had indeed changed his attitude to me who was once friendly and familiar now greet each other no, we returned to two strangers who seemed never to know.
"Barak..I go to the toilet first yes...."Barak nodded and he immediately entered his room.
I sat in the toilet sitting on the toilet seat, feeling painful in the face so horrified by the person who used to be so respectful to me, feeling stifling, chest tight,I want her to change so much from hating me straight away, plus now I'm engaged to the person she likes
"You saw that assistant Mr. Barak"There was a voice that suddenly sounded
"She is very beautiful, even if the hijab still looks fashionable and beautiful"Hah ...I was surprised to hear the response of one of the employees here, I think the minister was talking cynically...I even responded by praising me
"He is..beautiful, but his behavior, ohhh...."There was another woman who told them
"Yes.kok can sih..pak Barak want to be with him"
"He.hhh...."
"Over the last of his brother Barak, I saw the time at the party, he looked pathetic...."
"What a good woman, she's a woman from the village too"
"If I had been his sister, Mr. Barak, I had slapped him so he was ashamed in front of everyone"
"He said ..sih.Barak's brother was his friend when he was in college, they were dating and engaged, then he worked here, ehhhh,mr. Barak is more successful than his fiancee he seduced"
"By the way_by the way he used' what sihh....kok can ge gaet two men_men from the Hadi family"?
"Maybe he gave up his body...
The present times where there are men_men, who do not do such a thing outside of marriage"
"Iaa...maybe his serve, satisfy them both, make them to the bill on the woman's body"
"So that's the thought of the employees here"I nodded_bend my head, from yesterday I wonder why all the employees are not trying to demean me, so they spoke behind my back,what made them not dare to sneer at me in front of my eyes.
"Ehhh...do not be hard_hard later heard Mr. Barak we fired again"This makes me amazed.
"Why were we fired just because of this"This voice of the woman who praised me innocently, from earlier it seemed like she was just a listener
"You're not going in...when we were in the kumpulin in the office lobby and Mr. Barak threatened us all"Ohhhh,I was curious .
"Yes.sih time that I did not enter, I was sick again.
"But the company's shut up money is already nyampe' in your hands right?
"Yes..."What so Barak threatened them and gave them money, the message then, already in sumpel use' money and threats
Because I was satisfied, over all the news I heard from them, I went out, I actually put on my shirt and____
BRAAAAAK"I opened the toilet door, deliberately a little hardened so that they were shocked, all turned to me, they immediately looked pale, as I thought the three of them, office employees
I approached them with my chin raised up, their words did incise wounds, but the news I heard from their speech had already treated the wounds
They were all silent, I turned on the water faucet and washed my hands
"We do not mean____
"THANK YOU" I stopped one of the women smiling and saying thank you
"But please____
"The words of one of the women just now, stopped my steps that had turned back on them
"No need to worry, I'm not a complainant" I spoke without turning my body, after which I walked gracefully out of the toilet.
"Ohhhhh..how is this, we should not discredit him, be ready_ready to fire us this"I still hear the voice of their concern, I still hear the voice of their concern.With,whereas I told you that I wouldn't complain but they were worried, Barak is good at intimidating people, I'm now giving up and following what he's up to"Fuck Man, Goddamn man,it felt like I wanted to check until *****"I was growling with anger
"That's how, Barak shut everyone's mouth, with threats and money, pantesss.
Out of the toilet I immediately wanted to enter the room.
"Tock...tok...tok ...."I knocked on the door before entering, without waiting for an answer I pulled the doorknob and opened it
"Stop that cynical look of yours and come out" Barak's voice rang out immediately in my ear, where there was Mba' Mauli too, Barak said to Mba' Mauli
"Remember what I said"I see it seems like Barak is scolding Mba' Mauli, angry about what, I don't understand either.
Mauli turned around, I saw her eyes red and her cheeks wet, the look we met, she pulled the corner of her lips as if forced to smile at me, then she stepped out .
"Find my schedule, don't be so quiet, if you're my future wife, I hope you stay professional.
"Yes ......Mister..."I nodded, and immediately read out his schedule today.
We are here waiting for guests who want to cooperate with us.
"Later at night I wanted to be masakin by my future wife" I raised my head in Barak's eyes
"I mean me"?
"Yes.you are now my future wife"Barak blinked his eyes.
"Other than a jerk it turns out you're also flirty" I talked cynically to him
"At home already there are many cooks whose cooking is so good, why should I bother_repot cooking, and another I'm your future wife is not a cook"Sadikkan me.....I've been acting this way ever since I accepted the offer he made, I did this so he was fed up with me, but until now that disgust has not been seen.
"Your face is funny if you get angry again_angry..m more love deh..aku"Barak smiled and he tried to hold my chin, but I turned away, and I immediately glared at him.
"REMEMBER YES....THE NO PHYSICAL CONTACT"
"OKAY....Relax..at least you don't strain in front of our clients Okay..."Barak raised both his hands like a person who had given up
"Yeahaaa...."I answered him males, I saw Barak smiling at him
"Why smile?I asked cynically
"At least now your eyes are filled, even if they are filled with anger"Barak talks like a man struggling I don't understand
"Nega' knows me what you're saying" I whined
"Your eyes are empty, like there is no spirit" I was fixated on hearing Barak's words, I realized my state that looks empty since he lived, and who realized my gaze is usually only Ibam and Sajad, I'm aware of my condition,I don't think this jerk is also aware of this"Ehhhh.
"They've come let's welcome" Barak's voice resuscitated my attitude, I immediately stood up and turned my body towards the entrance
"DEGGGG...."Astagfirloh ...what is this?
"What is this guy our client, but wait, I can't possibly be unaware of this, obviously_clearly the name of his company is not the last name of this guy because I arranged this meeting ,but______"AAAAHHHHH...It's impossible, I can't, I can't be professional in front of him...."How about this, should I go, pretend_pretend to the toilet, ahhhh but it would be very embarrassing, I also do not want that person to know that he still greatly affects my life, if I have the power can disappear suddenly, I also do not want that person to know if he still greatly affects my life, if I have the power can disappear suddenly,or...science it...yah...yes..science can change the form, then I have to change the shape as what .."Why is this why I digress, before I finish my dispute with myself, that person is already in front of me.
As soon as the man was in front of us, he smiled at us, "OHHHH....His smile was still so charming, a smile that could make the heart fall out no' because, which I miss so much, and now I hate this miss
"OHHHH....SAKINA NABILA, control yourself and be professional" I'm still at war with my heart
"Good day, Mr. Mubarak Hadi"he looked towards Barak and Barak and welcomed the man's hand, but the man did not want to linger _long shaking hands with Barak so he took off his hand and
immediately want to look at me.
"Sorry..."Barak's voice stopped that person who wanted to greet me immediately, while I could only gawk like a fool.
"Please sit down first before we discuss the others"We all occupy our seats _each, and coincidentally I was exactly in front of this Bilal Abimana , I was a bit clumsy and uncomfortable,Bilal looked at me like he wanted to eat me.
"I only know about your company but do not know you, usually we interact with Mr. HERMAN YAHYA"Barak started the conversation in a formal tone
"Ohhh.ya sir Mubarak I am an assistant in this company and this is Boss I am the owner of the company 2 BIL GROUP"
"My Boss name is___
"Can I just introduce myself" The man turned to his Assistant asking to introduce himself without his help
"O..iya sir please"Assistant the man looked pale, he realized his mistake"Hehhhh .
"LET ME KNOW MY NAME IS MUHAMMAD BILAL ABIMNA, THE LEADER AND OWNER OF THIS COMPANY"
"He..he...he...kayak son of Kindergarten"I laughed to myself, but everyone looked at me.
"WHAT...., what I was...ohh..no, I thought I was talking in my heart, so it came out of my mouth"
"Ohhhh.yes.sorry.sorry.sorry my mouth is usilll"I struck my own mouth, But Bilal and Barak smiled at my behavior,it seemed like Bilal and Barak were aware of their state of being both smiling while looking at me, because now they were staring at each other full of intimidation, like no one was willing to budge.
"Ohhh.from the ABIMANA family apparently.
"So you know about my family?
"Of course I know your family includes your father FAIZAL ABIMANA"
"A very successful entrepreneur, with business in various fields"
"Yes.....My father was great, but you accepted this cooperation not because of Abimana's name"
"Of course not , we look in terms of the competent company 'not because of the name of the owner"
"Thank you then"
"O..iya Mr. Abimana introduce this my assistant, as well as MY FUTURE WIFE"Barak asserted his voice in his future wife seems to be aware of Bilal's interest in me"AHHH....Actually Bilal is still interested in me, ohhh.helloww I would not think so if Bilal's attitude does not reflect that, is not Bilal said to be married, he was married,but I can't be wrong she's still interested in me I saw that in her eyes
"Forgiving his disrespect earlier, he was often careless to talk about his heart"
"Yes...had known, and I know him"Bilal turned to me, his attitude that had wanted to see me change soon probably because he heard I was the future wife of Barak"But wait a minute...what he said earlier , already know , I don't think surprised I heard his words I think he will cover the situation we already know each other, but this...it's beyond belief 'Bilal is second to none"kokkk..so I'm sure he's sigh..ihhh"
"You know each other already?Barak asked curiously, justin .. This must be long .
"Yesaa..dia.excient___.
"FORMER FRIEND" I continued Bilal's speech
"Who said we're ex-friends"?Bilal looked at me
"We are former friends" I looked back at him
"But we are ex_____
"BUKAAANNN...we are not ex-girlfriend, I have given the rules in our gang in the ban courtship, my time' that make my rules that violate"
"Ihhh...when did I say you're my ex-boyfriend"?
"So..you said ex..."
"I'm not done talking yet"
"Yeah.I stopped you from talking"
"What's wrong with you"
"YOU..."I shouted
"YOU..."
"YES...YOU"
"NOT YOU"
"I..."
"I...."Without realizing it, I followed Bilal's words, and without me knowing it, I argued with Bilal in front of Barak.
We fell silent after realizing that, Barak looked at the two of us in surprise, he must have been surprised to see my closeness to Bilal
"He's my schoolmate, and he's from the same village, the neighborhood" I tried to explain to Barak, afraid he misunderstood, not afraid of staying in the sigh.