2 BILL

Section 19

  The next day I was getting ready for college, when I arrived at the college I went straight to my classroom,on the way I saw a bunch of students who seemed popular here because the students looked at them as if they wanted to be greedy, but wait a minute is not a very popular student here ,that Hadi is....Why is that him.?

    They're getting closer to me and yeah, that's it"!

     Long unseen he looks more handsome, with a blend of aura that makes all women scream hysterically

     And also he looks happy it turns out I do not mean anything _what I have not been able to affect his life.

  I stared at them cynically, this week I always went around looking for him but with his leisure he now walks with a pretentious ..".many styles"

"Sucks.ahhh..I hate it if I fail, I really_failed to get her interested in me.

"Hhhhhhhhhhh"I cried out in my heart

      Right now I want to forget for a moment about my goal to get close to him, I want to calm my brain and my mind, "mmmmm,I turned the corner and headed to the campus park

   It looks like I'm avoiding them, but nothing, I'm not interested in them anyway , I tried to get close to Sajad , 'yeah ,let me just say arrogant, I don't care

 

   "Hufftt...hahhhh"I exhaled trying to calm my troubled mind.

   bench Park campus is my favorite place here so comfortable the air feels refreshing and cool, I often come here when I want to be alone and try to calm down

    I pulled out my handphone and started listening to songs I liked through the head set, songs that made my mind feel light.

  "Hhmmmmm ...hmmm"!I hummed following the song I played by closing my eyes and leaning comfortably on the sideline of the Garden chair

"it's like trying to forget the fatigue that feels, trying to lighten the burden of life that feels so heavy"

   It felt like someone was sitting next to me, I was still being tried no matter, the most student of this campus....

But suddenly he robs the head set listening device to the left of my ear, if I open my eyes and turn to the left

I stared at the person in front of me, and I saw a smile

  "You"!That's all I can say to the person next to me, the person I want to approach because of a certain purpose the person who's been missing for a week

he's Sajadah Hadi.

"What do you want" I spoke cynically, and the head set he had taken from my ear he put it on his ear I still didn't realize it

"I just want to know what song makes you smile so sweet"!

"What the hell..."My eyes immediately turned towards the head set earlier and realized something

    I immediately forcefully pulled the head set in his ear and took it and then turned off the song and took off the other head set that was in my right ear

"it's really annoying" I grumbled in my heart

"Whose song and voice is that?I was late and he heard it

"It's none of your business"!I still give him a cynical look

"So.. her jutek mode is back nihhh..."He insinuated, I didn't mean to be so jutek to him, only I didn't want anyone to know about my habits,that is listening to the voice of the person who used to think me so important in his life but now I am not considered

    In the past when the singing competition in KPSD we deliberately recorded our voices all for mementos_memories because we did it all for the first time and we kept it on our mobile phones _each ,and I never thought when I listened to Bilal's voice, it turned out to be able to calm me down, I realized this when I first entered college and was feeling restless because I missed him,bilal's voice was able to calm me down even when I felt my trauma wanted to recur I was able to dampen it by listening to Bilal's voice.

"Hey.hey...."

"SAKINA NABILA" A shout jolted me from my daydream, I stared cynically at Sajad the person who had shouted earlier

"What's really on your mind Sakina Nabila"?Sajad looked at me full of search

"What do you mean "!I looked at him not understanding

"And I don't like you smiling so sweetly just because you hear that voice on your phone" I gasped in shock at Sajad's words,and I didn't expect him to notice the influence of the voice I heard earlier, I'm sure he's been here a long time and probably noticed me

"A__a__what do you mean "I answered the wrong behavior

"I mean just_____

"I want to be the reason for that smile on your face" She looked at me in the shade

"Huh.hahh.." I laughed more and more misbehavior

"It looks like you're hungry proof that you were yelling_yelling no' clearly, we should eat first, let me treat" I stood up and asked him to eat I tried to hide my anxiety ,I don't want him to know about my past, I'm afraid he won't even come close to me anymore

"I'm serious with my words"Sajad did not flinch from his seat he looked at me with a serious face

"I like Sakina Nabila" I gasped in shock, I didn't think it could make her interested in me so quickly, I guessed wrong

But I still doubt his words, the evidence that he disappeared for a week makes me think of all sorts of things

"You__disappeared for a week and now you want to be the reason for the smile on my face,.

"And your expression is ,

Astagfirloh no' there's a romantic .... absolutely"!I stare at him cynically

"Even you have become the reason for the annoyance and frown that adorns my beautiful face" I turned my face around with my index finger showing her how much I was so upset at her for disappearing for a week when I felt like I had managed to get close to her.

"Sorry the forced daughter "She gave me a look of regret

"Is that the call of the coercive daughter, not that you were the one who looked forced"?I'm still arguing

"But not as aggressive as you are, I insist but still put forward the comfort of the person I am forcing"

"Hehh..pinter you yes.if in the case of evasive"

"I'm smart and a genius too"

"Company ..."

"Ehhhh.not arrogant is his name but I speak the facts"

"Whatever...."!I'm pissed off

"I'm hungry I want to go to the cafeteria and eat" I immediately stepped away leaving Sajad, smiling, I thought the incident had already signaled that I was close to him ,my confidence began to rise again, and this confidence would grow stronger if Sajad were to follow me now

"Heiii...the daughter of the forcers wait"I've expected, I smiled triumphantly, but I didn't turn my head pretending not to care.

"Tract offer still valid ngga' ?

"Mstill....."I answered without looking at him and spoke with a shout

"Who goes first to the cafeteria and he gets a deal"!I spoke loudly and firmly so that Sajad could understand my point.

"Where__agree" I turned and looked at him waiting for approval

"AGREEUUU____"He answered like that but he_suddenly ran without aba _aba first

    "Hehhhhh...ngga' can be awkward..."!I screamed and ran to follow him.

Sajad is a bit far from me, I keep trying to chase after him, if I am a girl but I never give up, I have to be able to beat that guy.

"BASIC COURSE CURAAAANG" I ran while shouting

"Hufft...hufft  ...."The sound of my breath roar, I was in front of the cafeteria while he the Sajad was sitting sweetly while smiling looking at me

" cheat you "I sit in the chair in front of him

"It seems like only cheating is capable of subduing a girl like you, so from now on I will do anything to get you" Sad looked at me full of probes, as if he wanted to scan my brain and see what the contents of my brain were

"Why are you saying that, instead of us being near even I, who first approached you" I looked at him curiously

"Hmmm..."Sajad smiled

"I don't know what the reason for your change in attitude towards me is, but one thing I do know.your eyes already have..."!I was stunned to hear his words

"I'm right..."?I just kept quiet without answering

"Silence means yes...."!Sajad lowered his head like he was holding something..Can I say that he looks jealous."wooww ...!I hope I managed to get it

"I want to be the owner of your heart"!Sajad spoke softly while looking at me with a serious look

"Don't tell me you have more feelings for me"

"Ayohh..we just know, even just a week ago I know your name"I pushed his shoulder, trying to break his seriousness.

"But I've known you for a long time .."

"Hahhh" I gaped at his words

"Know from lama ..since when?

"The first time you entered this campus, when you wanted to enroll"Sajad smiled, I was getting more wrong

"I saw everything you did while helping that girl."

"The girl who wanted to extend her scholarship, you helped the girl, ran here and there, when you didn't know the girl, and your registration business wasn't done yet you even helped the girl first"Sajad told me a long story, so he saw all that, which means he knows all my lies

"So you know all my lies, about that scholarship"?

"He.eh" She nodded.

"Why are you just silent"

"At that time I had expended all my energy and abilities, trying to put on as sad a face as possible ."

"The intention of deceiving, but I am deceived" I put on a sullen face

"After seeing you for the first time, I kept watching you, until when I saw you screwing up in my car, I was actually surprised when I saw you at that time, I smiled to myself looking at your behavior, then I ventured to open my car glass, then I dared to open my car glass,actually I just want to greet you and get acquainted but I am nervous and it makes me silent and can only look at you without being able to say anything, _all of a sudden you just leave,I tried to catch up with you but it was too late you passed by without caring about me.Yeah.even though I already knew your name from your registration letter at that time, but I wanted to get closer to you,but you rejected me, and so on until I saw you play basketball, I approached you, trying to talk to you, but I was surprised by your change in attitude towards me, until our conversation in the car,I know and realize you have a certain purpose and it has to do with my family, right?Sajad told me a long story and I didn't think at all that all of his words were guessing about my purpose

   I just kept quiet without answering Sajad's question

  "I know you won't speak honestly about your goal of approaching me, I won't force you to speak honestly"!

"But one thing, allow me to approach you"!He still gave me his serious looking eyes.

"I'll allow...."I immediately stretched out my hand giving him the approval to approach me, so I didn't have to be hard _difficult to approach him, he would try himself to approach me.

"Cepet very answer, why not' want to think about it first"

" Cepet answered him wrong, long answer wrong also ,Basar guy" I grumbled in front of him

"Sorry ...ngga' thought 'you answered me that fast"He gave me a grin

"If you don't want ya______

"No_no I want "I'm not done yet, _Sajad welcomes my hand and holds it

   Sajad shook_ shook my hand, smiling brightly

"So you secretly follow me ,kayak stalker gitu"

"Yes.so whatever you want to think of me"

"What matters now is that you need to be more serious, and put more effort into changing your heart "

"Ohh ..so I have to change my heart,

"Kira_kira changed into what shape, what shape flowers.gitu"I try to be funny avoid more serious talk, because for now I am not ready.

"Now and not' funny to know"!Sajad understands my purpose he looks at me annoyed

"We're already food pesen"!Seems Sajad is nodding

"The time of the treaty is still there kannn...."!

"Sure........"

"Call what you like, I'll deal" I act like a boss

  We also chat on things _light things ,ngga' thought he was fun also invited to chat, the nature is somewhat similar to Ibam, always succumbing to what I want ,but stay firm when it comes to what's best for me.

     As we promised, Sajad will take me home, to carry out the mission of approaching himself with me, in my little heart I wish he could change my heart....even though he is from the Hadi family but I will still accept it if he is able to change my heart which is still attached to one name, but my purpose remains the same ,I want to be close to Hadi's family and investigate well about Mubarak Hadi who has been my nightmare all along.

  I was waiting for Sajad in front of the campus area earlier I had contacted him and said that I was waiting for him in front of the campus, I was looking down busy with my phone

"Chairman..."I gasped in shock, that was Ibam's voice, I didn't want Ibam to meet Sajad, I wasn't ready yet, and I didn't know what to say about my closeness with Sajad.

Mom smiled at me

"Yuk came home ...."Ibam took me

"Emm.anu but .."I stammered

"Ohh...bunggu Hima huh..?I tried to guess

"Ibam ..actually ehh.., I have made the same agreement..."

"Samplified..."Ibam scrunched his forehead in wonder, he knew that all this time I had never been and did not want to be close to others,you could say since Bilal left I turned into a quiet figure and difficult to get along with other people, so all this time the closest people to me are only Kak Hima and of course Ibam as well.

"Waaahh..had already got nihhh..."

"I feel removed"

"He.he...he..."We both smile amusedly, because we both know that Ibam is just kidding, if it is true that I can start having friends then Ibam is the first person to be happy .

"We are on a duty of co-ordination from the Lecturer, so we now want to find a reference book for that task"Sorry Ibam I was forced to lie to you

"Let me anter..."Ibam is still pampered

"Ohhh..thank you, he also happened to bring a car, but this is also a long fear, not good with you, I.sih.mau ngerepotin you , but I'm afraid my friend feel condolent"

"Hehhhh..iya you are right.yes I have come home first , study hard , let us finish our education soon and can gather again as before"

"Aamienn.hopefully accomplished soon.."

"Later to call ya" Ibam used her hands to form a phone and brought it closer to her ears

"God ..."I held my thumb smiling trying to cover up my nervousness fearing being caught lying

"I went home first"Ibam got into his car and before long his car had disappeared from my sight

"Sorry Ibammm..."I muttered to myself

"The princess was waiting for the prince impatiently"Sajad immediately nyerocos, I looked at him lazily, he was still in his car

   I went straight to him and opened the door of the car behind wanting to enter his car

"Dear princess, why not in front of "I stopped the movement of my hand that wanted to open the car door

"I really want to be the driver of the princess, but I also want to be her prince Princess, this is included in the mission approach you know, was given permission to approach"

"Okay.oke.I sat in front" I relented and was forced to sit in the front seat.

   He smiled wryly, then he immediately drove his car ...

"We...where are you..."?Sajad asked

"We're going home Sajad"!

"But I want to go with you, today is Sunday night, and can be said to be a date too.."

"The news that I heard. said you were, cold, untouchable rarely smile, and indifferent to women, kokk. ....."

"Even when we first met you were flirtatious and whiny ngga' because in front of me"

"Huffttmmm"Sajad exhaled

"My beautiful daughter, you captured my heart when we first met, so you're not surprised, and you should be proud 'cause it's only you that I did this ....."Sajad gave me a smile and a serious look on his face, I was silent at all his words, I could not say anything more, I saw that adoring look just like Bilal's adoring look to me

  I wish Sajad could change my heart, because I want to change my heart, when I miss Bilal it hurts so much, because I miss someone who already has it.