
"MY NAME IS CHARM LAIL ILHAM"
"HHAAAHH"
"Don't gap so Non...."All the santri did call me Non, while the owners of my pesantren called Abi Ustadz and Umi Ustadzah.
"Ahh..ngga' really .."I closed my mouth wrong
"My mom Non, she likes India, but because she doesn't want to lose her Indonesian style, it's the Name of Enchantment that my mom uses, even they argue and finally they agree to put the name LAIL IN the middle of my name"
"Where is India?I chuckle at that reason
"I'm called Sona Non"
"Ohhh..."Nod in understanding
"You're the guy here?
"Not Non..I am from the village next door..."
"If Non know KPSD...Yes I'm from that village"
"You are one village with Akhi Ali"
"Learning silat too.....?
"Yes....."
"I also know Non former Ukhti there"
"What class are you....?
"Kok we've never papasan"
"I'm one level higher than Non"
"I've stopped" Put on a pouting face
"Non there idols ...many people complain about Non"
"That's how I am"Sona rolled her eyeballs, no one could deny that fact.
"You...ngga' likes me huh?Sona's face looked pias, she was shocked, adding to my confidence
"So you really don't like me"Sona gave a look of guilt.
"Emmmm.. .. I'm disappointed ...."My face pouted, my guess never misses
"When I like you...."I have a disappointed face, Sona looks at me with regret
"Yes.has , the time has passed, all is finished, we pray..."I'm done and my face is clean
"I'll try to make you ... like me"Talking while putting both hands on the waist
Sona saw me strange.The girl Judes gawked at my behavior, she just shook her head in disbelief, I went to the musolla without waiting for a reply from Sona.
Sona tidied up the stuff I left behind"Like him....."Sona spoke to herself
"Now that I know how attractive she is, I don't think she needs to try, I don't feel like my tribe has changed, her charm is amazing, she should be the one who deserves my name CHARM, such a charming woman, she said,I don't think I'd be competing with that kind of woman" Sona said to herself
Prayer is over, we and the family stepped towards the gate out of the cottage, we all want to go home including my three friends they are ready to go home first.
There were Akhi Ali and Khalil, they greeted us and when they arrived in front of me, I stared at Khalil.
"Don't you like me?Asking with an annoyed face, without further ado_advice, Khalil exhaled while closing her eyes, she understood the direction of my speech, while the others walked away and had entered the Car, I saw Bilal waiting for me,he must have understood there was something I and Khalil needed to finish, while Akhi Ali had stepped aside from earlier
"And now you are helping Bilal, you are not getting along" I shouted slowly trying to restrain, I understand the involvement of my three friends, but Khalil , really_ really did not expect .
"I saw how you were when Bilal died, that destruction"
"I'm aware of the depth of your feelings for her" stared affectionately
"I was shocked when I heard you were engaged to someone else"
"Now I understand what Ibam is doing"
"You made Ibam do it all right...."!
"I hope you let what I do too, this is for you"
"But.he_____"
"Ahh....had I come home"Capek who I think now, Bilal seems to have got a lot of support
I stepped towards the car with the door open held by Bilal's hand waiting for me from earlier, I looked at him in annoyance
"What did you actually check on them so as to make them all submit to you Bilal"?
"Love and love"Bilal grinned
"Blank egg"
"We'd better go home later to your bodyguards come, they'll be confused later nyari you"Seeing Bilal cynically and entering the car
I contemplated Khalil's words, Ibam's feelings for me were indeed a secret, not only Ibam, Roy, Irfan they always showed his love for me, but Ibam was indeed more pure than them,he dared to stick to me even though I was with Bilal, they were often at odds, but Bilal who always won because from the beginning Bilal was a very important person for me, before he left me at that time
Now sihh..i enekkk.ngeliat him, now he grinning triumphantly, twirling my eyeballs with careless.
You know if Barak will know all this, fortunately we agreed to keep it a secret first, Bilal told me to finish the business I planned, he said,but he'll figure out the plan himself because he's convinced that I can't possibly tell him, he says he won't force it.
Bilal's luck and my misfortune, the plan was easy, the dealings in the civil records about the marriage letter were not complicated at all, because indeed I had not asked for a letter to move, because I had not asked for a letter to move,so Bilal could easily formalize our marriage in the laws of the land
While the moving letter that asked Barak to take care of his plan to marry me was already there for me ,ngga' know what is real or fake, for me now the important thing is to look at letting me live my plan .
The pesantren problem is over, of course, because Bilal has got what he wants.
"We talk first"Bilal stopped the car, I turned my gaze
At him...
"Sorry about your bodyguards"
"Ngga' anything _cause don't let you tie or hold them, keep them busy, including a good idea"
"Are you sure this marriage, it won't leak out and in the Barracks"
"Yes ..I'm sure"
"You better finish , your plans before the wedding that Barak planned to do"Sok chatted him ..It's who he is.o.
"When your wedding is"
"Ten days left"
"You can complete your plan until that time happens"
"What do you know about my plan"
"I don't know yet"!
"I don't care, whether or not my plan is complete, if Barak marries me, I'll just be quiet, no matter what way you want to block him"
"If you manage to cancel the marriage, good"
"When...."Bilal was lost I knew that
"Crazy....Lila..what?
"You should never blame me Bilal, remember one thing you have severed our relationship, I have asked even to rest, but.what..!
"You can only turn around without looking"
"But what after everything you do, look at you instead easily get what you want without having to bother"
"But don't remember the problem of the heart will not be as easy as this you can get "
"Do you think..after all these years my feelings are still the same, hehhh ...do not your dreams, nothing is eternal in this world, let alone a feeling, all can be eroded by time"My gaze is cynical
"But we're married....When"
"Remember.I did this for the sake of the pesantren, dannn.kamu promised, let me go and keep this a secret"
"One more thing....."
"Even if my marriage to Barak is void, then my right to me and also my heart is only my old fiancee, Sajadah Hadi"
"If Sajad still wants to accept me, then I will come back with pleasure, but if Sajad does not accept me then I will be with you with heartache" Babbled at length in front of Bilal,his face looks disappointed with all my words, I don't care
"I walk..again near, this is also to minimize the suspicion of my bodyguard"Opens the car door and steps away, I see Bilal looking down disappointed and he did not say anything, I don't care.
I opened the fence of my house and there I was greeted by my guards, they saw me full of worry
"Miss sorry we're old...."!
"Ngga' don't apologize......"So feel guilty seeing them so worried about me .
"Have ayooo..get inside"
I did not wait long , it has been five days I am here, already paid to Abi tomorrow want to go home,Abi ngijinin but he said now it is not Abi who has to give permission ,my duty is my permission to my husband Bilal .
business office can not stay anymore , Barak said two days he came home from abroad, I must immediately berpanitan to Bilal, Abi's words must be obeyed, and,if he can't_can he be angry and not' ngijinin I'm back in town.
The last time I saw Bilal when he drove me home after the wedding, after that Bilal did not appear again in front of me, whether he was angry or what I said, and I stressed once again, I do not care
I ordered my guards to pack their stuff _and I said take a walk _just a minute, without them, a face full of objections but I've given them confidence by talking sweet 'em ,want to remember my time _time here, they soften and let me walk _walk alone
"Ting.. ..tong"The sound of the bell I pressed, the door was open for a long time featuring a servant , This aunt is so loyal to this day still working here.
"Miss Nabila"He knew me, yes.he also saw when I was here dumped and now I am........
"Bie...Bilal is....."A little worried fear there is Rista, the first wife of the second must always give in, that's right.
"Get in" That familiar voice is Bilal, that annoying guy unfortunately it's my husband
I walked in after Bibi invited me, Bilal was sitting on the sofa playing his phone, I came to stand in front of him, Aunt was gone .
"Emmm.......are you busy?Ask trying to calm down, why can deg.degan anyway.
"Not busy ......."Answer flat
"Sit down don't stand up"Still cold, maybe still angry with the one yesterday, I sat following his orders, right in front of him, always nervous if you meet, it was never like this, just a sense of comfort and peace when together
"Om and Aunt are there....?
"Dad..sama Mama...."Bilal corrected my call
"Unusual, can it stay that way , the lips feel silly if you change the call "Give an offer
"It's not unusual to obey too ,to argue" Staring at him annoyed, not wanting to argue so just give up
"Dad with Mama"?
"They came out"Self approached and sat down beside me, making our side so close, my face flushed with a heartbeat already hammering_talu, to hide the shift a little so that a little far away, Bilal even shifted
"Not comfortable.ada Aunty, don't get too close"Gugup tried to relax.
"We used to be this way"Bilal pulled me into his arms
"Listen to that"The same heartbeat sound that I used to hear when Bilal grabbed me to give me peace, I quietly enjoyed
"Is it true that it is the same, then why he left me, he knows my situation without it, but still has the heart to close his eyes and leave without an explanation"Only able to speak in the heart is unable to speak
I revolted trying to escape but in vain_.
"Don't forget I'm your husband"The voice was full of emphasis, Bilal was angry, I was silent instead of arguing long and lazy
"You go back to the city"Stay in a position while talking, the voice slightly vibrates, Bilal stiffens I feel that, he's angry whatever, but this is all for Abi's sake.
"Not come back can you?Kissing the top of my head that's still in hijab.
"It's been promised..it must be kept"
"Don't want to go to the room"What a word it is,bikin shy, but he promised not to sue, this marriage to protect me, according to Bilal Barak is very dangerous, whether he judge from where ,even he uses a sneaky way by making pesantren as a threat
"Don't remember that promise?
"Appointments ...."
"Which promise?
"Ishhh"
"Truly forgot...!
"Promise not to sue"
"demand what........?
"Demand to do more"
"But that's my right"Bilal insisted
"But Bilal promised"
"Don't want me to do it"
"Basic is indeed ...the bastard traitor remains unchanged"Rebellious this time successfully
"Men everywhere are just as willing to do as they want" Grumbled
"The point is there is no right relationship husband and wife has promised"This sin against the orders of the husband, I am really not ready
"The husband and wife relationship...."Bilal frowned
"Let's look here"Going in vain, but I still obey
"What...."?My eyes are sharpening, hands are on my two waist
"Princess...."Bilal rang my forehead
"Awww.hesssshhh Bilal's sick"This grin hurts a lot, I hit him on the shoulder
"Throw away your dirty thoughts"
"REally....."I was surprised to really not think kerarah, what because there is already Rista so that he does not sue me"Just from the heart is not able to express, what is secretly disappointed ,ooohhh..When I throw that thought away
"Come....."Bilal took my hand , took me to Bilal's room, had memorized it correctly 'cause he'd been here a lot from childhood, but ever since the incident about my brother Aunt Raisya changed and forbade me here.
So Bilal decided to move and choose the room below, making it easy for him to take me, put me through the window of his room, he came in from the front door
Bilal led the same room, and he did not move again to remain in this room, filled with memories.
The room is open, the view remains the same unchanged, only possible in the new paint because it looks brighter, the wall there is a very large photo and it's a picture of me and Bilal time pass SD.
"Try to replace it with a photo when we pass High School, where I'm more beautiful"I grumbled to myself, in the photo SD I'm a bit cabi ,a sweet smile graced the photo with a bang on my forehead Bilal grabbed me and instead of looking at the camera he looked at me.
We're already in the room, Bilal locked the door.
"Why in the key" I cross-checked questioning
"Let's be freer"No matter what kind of answer teases me, I look around again, near the dressing glass, I smile
That vanity glass cabinet, bought by Bilal for me, why Bilal's mom babbles all day because it's a girl's closet, no one knows what Bilal means
At that time Bilal invited me to his room still in second grade Junior School uniform, I instead of going home instead of going to Bilal's house
There I took a bath, because it was sultry and it was impossible to wear a uniform again, I borrowed Bilal's shirt, wanted to comb my hair, I grumbled
"Why the hell.if there is no man's dresser glass table and seating are two things that are very useful"Bilal was sitting on his bed playing his cell phone.
"Tomorrow I buy and put it in this room"
"Yes.yeah...Big boss"I'm taunting Bilal
"Indeed the big boss, right?Twisting lazy eyeball
The next day the ornamental glass cabinet was already nangkring in Bilal's room, can only gap in disbelief, from start buying until tomorrow again his mother Bilal ngomel ngga' finished_finished, Bilal just silently understood.
"Thinking of something" Bilal's voice broke my daydream, only shaking an evasive sign, I sat on the glass and looked at my own face
A lot has changed, my face and Bilal's face look more mature now, and the thought of playing games in life disappears by itself,the innocent self is transformed in filled with maritalism and selfishness in the rasuki habits of the city
If I may have a maroque and selfish nature I want to have Bilal completely , then what about his wife, the first woman Bilal married
The touch on my shoulder broke the daydream once more , I looked into Bilal's eyes through the glass, he pressed _he punched my shoulder, crept into my neck , still blocked with my hijab, I kept silent because I believed Bilal would keep his promise,will not do more
Bilal lifted my head and turned my face up ,
"Why with these eyebrows and eyebrows?Bilal massaged my forehead right above my eyebrows
I looked into our eyes and looked at each other, and Bilal looked down and put his lips on my forehead, my body trembling and my heart beating, her lips turned anchored to my left cheek moving slowly to the right cheek, still keeping her eyes closed as if enjoying and waiting for its continuation.
For so long nothing happened, forced to open my eyes and immediately look at the eyes grinning with a terrible smile, teasing me, it really sucks why I fell asleep
I glared justifying the position of my head facing the mirror, the face was red in shame, he laughed at me, how easy I was in front of him,in others I was able to build a solid wall so that those who were interested did not dare to approach.
Not expecting Bilal to shed his body he sat cross-legged on the floor near the chair, changing the direction of the chair facing him, so that my feet were straight with his chest, Bilal took my hands tightly grasping
"Can I forget for a moment about the other, I want to be together like I used to be"Begging expectantly, it's not she herself who makes this relationship complicated, how to maybe forget the other , hurt really_don't like it.
"All right....."It's okay this time it's a bit selfish, Bilal kissed both my hands he's laying his head on my lap
"I miss so much"Bilal started babbling, listening to not understand the longing he was talking about
"It hurts a lot, defends for this purpose, I really_miss you very much When"Feel wet, did she cry, without at my command moving my hand wanted to touch
"What is this love when "My hand floats over Bilal's head, shocked"Is it.....?Ask in my heart"I love you so much, in my heart, my brain, soul, body, even when saying your name makes me calm
"Is.....still the same"?Raising my head, immediately getting rid of the hand I wanted to touch, I showed a face that did not understand
"Is Bilal's name still that special in this heart"Bilal touched my chest right in the beat of my heart, sure he felt my heart beating fast, he realized that for a moment we were both silent and misbehaved
I immediately stood up trying to avoid, Bilal grinned with a smile"I'm glad your heart beats like that when I'm with me, staying to find out the beat because of anger or because of nervousness and misbehavior because of me"
"Silent.....Bilal, you have no right to this detachment when you are so heartened to leave me"Anged
"That's..just because, I'm hungry"The absurd reason is yes.
"Just this time, there are people hungry until deg_deg right, not his stomach rang"
"If I keep going"Take care of you, knowing Bilal still wants to be with me, not daring to go home for fear of meeting my bodyguards, later suspicious ,they know Bilal, they know Bilal,because Barak stressed that it should not deket_deket Bilal, and already showed them a picture of Bilal
"Alright.enjoy while together"Bilal approached , stroked my cheek with his five fingers, continued down towards the chin creeping continuously down my whole face, so stroking my lips many times along as if tempting.
Approaching his face, eroding the distance closer , the mouth is rhythmic not because , the nose has touched , why my lips even open and then eyes closed, a warm sigh hit my face, so my nose is touching,the smell of cold smell of Bilal's mouth always I like, the closer stay one inch longer the two lips will stick
"Drr.tt...."Something was shaking in my pocket, not trying to ignore, but the sound of the phone did not stop
The lips moved away the hand reached into the pocket on my shirt to pick up the phone.
"Mobile phone..jerk" Willing to throw it, but my hand looked up stare sharply cancel the intention to throw.
"Give it....."Forced to hand over, lift the phone while looking at each other
"Yes...Slave..."That's my Servant's No.
"We pick up Miss where"Servant Voice
"No need...."
"Bright...."Exhales
"What was the explanation is less clear"
"Lt is....Miss sorry we were worried"
"Tomorrow we go back to the city , just this time , please let me be free , after this I must be busy"
"Can you wait for me to call you" upset let them understand
"Yes...Miss"Directly turn off the phone without farewell, angry upset, emotional bikin .
"He.he...he..."We were grinning at the same time
"HAA...HA.....UH.HA.."Our laughter, remembering our cheating behavior, stopped staring at each other again
"You threw this phone"The phone rocked_wiggled in front of Bilal's face
"Know who's cell phone"
"Gga' cares whose phone 'later I change"
"This is Abi tofu's phone ..ahhh"
"O ...yes ..waahhh slamet___slamet , good luck nga' so,"
"Why afraid?Mock
"She's.fear of being fired"
"Fired???????
"Fired to be a son-in-law"played lazy eyeballs
"Why are you leaving tomorrow?Asking while sitting in bed, melting is not clumsy anymore
"Tomorrow I am also in the city"Explain, sit up facing each other taking a pillow placed on the thigh sitting cross-legged
"Tomorrow morning at seven I leave"I replied no more judes
"When did you leave"?
"I leave late, there's still business"Just nod in understanding
"Stay ..yeah..still very long" expectant face.
"Where do I get a lecherous thought, if from earlier his invitation lead there" Grumbled annoyed
"Heeee..intentionally ...tease"
"Who knows you're a caliph, and want a windfall"
"Brakkk" Put a pillow on his shoulder
"Ngga' changed fixed nyebelin"
"But.....ngangenin. right?
"Yes.kangen pingin jambak"Red Bilal's hair and grabbed.
"Awww.sick When"
"Liar..biar know the taste "
"Yes, really..nginap here"
"In the city it must be hard to meet, I know you're busy with all the projects in your office"
"What else about your plan, which doesn't need that help"Salu said no need for help, can take care of yourself, that's the words I said if anyone offered his help .
We continued to talk about unimportant things, Bilal looked sincere, then why would he leave me, the reason was not clear because no one explained.
Mama Bilal Tanye Raisya, who I now try to call her Mama, it's still difficult because it's unusual, she offered me to eat together, she said,and now we face each other father facing Bilal while I face Mama Raisya.
There is not much we can talk about , just asking the news and circumstances, our relationship has not melted is still clumsy and unusual to be noticed by , it has been a long time, it happened,they were cold as if they were used to it .
Who asked Abi Bilal for permission, now how to tell my guards, they are too fussy when it comes to my safety, can do something reckless, Barak is smart to choose people, he said,so obedient there is no refuting sentence.
"The key is don't be nervous relax relax okay ...."Bilal suggested
"It used to bother asking permission from Abi, now that there is permission from Abi, the repot again asked for the permission of the guards, two more guards" Grumbled
"Sssstttt this silent him"Close the lips of the finger with one index finger
"God....."Directly answered
"Listen...no need to ask a lot, I'll stay at my friend's house,"
"But Miss preferably______"
"OK...I'll call Barak"Cut off the speech because I know what he means.
"Tiiietttt"Press hard, upset
"Where......"?Curious asking
"I'll call Barak"
"We..into the room"Delivering the hand to the room.
"Hahhhh"
"Ngga' nice to hear mama"I immediately understood and stepped quickly into the room
Sitting at the bedside while tweaking cell phone_ticking call Barak"Tut...tut....."Connected
"When....."Barak immediately said my name
"Yes....aku_____"Sudden surprise_suddenly, the lap felt heavy, it turns out Bilal put his head on my lap, silently could not reprimand, because it was connected with Barak
"www......"The reflex pinched Bilal's arm but was unable to get rid of it, Bilal's ringing voice making a question heard from Barak
"Whose voice is that, then,?
"Voice...what voice"Pura_pretend not to hear"
"Barak...hello...hello..."little scream continued the play.
"Hello..didn't hear my voice hello...hello...."
"Hello.., aahhh..iya has been heard Barak"
"Where" I asked, still suspicious
"Emmm..actually, I'm in the cement house"Strive to calm down.
"Had known Adz had reported"So soon they were, annoying, difficult to deceive
"Listen....I know this is suspicious, can't believe this time, if I won't macem_macem"
"Wouldn't suspect that you were nurut Nabila, even you didn't bring the phone I gave you "I forgot, the phone that can only detect my presence, this is an unintentional luck,the one I brought Abi's consek that I had pinned earlier, my phone is low bat
"The postel is low bat so it is now being charged"Explain, it honestly did not make up, I borrowed Abi's postel because it was to contact my two bodyguards, Barak did not ask again because Adz must have reported
"Then what do you want now?A somewhat calm voice sounded smooth
"We haven't met for a long time, longing, want to stay at his house, old friends, just have a chance today ,tomorrow back to the city"
"Laki_male or___"
"Women "Securing speech, Bilal was still in my lap, holding back laughter, looking at my face, holding my voice so as not to quiver, fearing suspicions, raising my lips glared .
"Well, you may stay over but, you bring your friend to Adz and Servant so that I may be sure"Barak is a bitch, and this guy on my lap is more annoying ,from the moment I spoke to Barak, he was busy himself, pulling_pull my shirt, rubbing_stabbing my stomach, thickening"Hahhhh.
"BRAAAAKKKK........"The sound of falling goods,eeehh.salah man fell, without speaking I stood up, without being able to hold Bilal fell.
"Awwww...ssshhh"Bilal grimaced in pain.
"C.hii....hiii.."Resisting the hardness of fear is heard
"What is Nabila's voice?Asked firmly, but I already have an answer no need to make up anymore
"I'm in the back of my friend's house, here are many banana trees, my friend's father cut a banana tree and knocked down the tree to sound like that"
"Ohhhhh..so, sure the banana tree is very large yes...until the sound like a collapsed bridge"Holden laughter to hear Barak's words,if he knew that the collapsed one was not a tree but a human he was anticipating to get away from me, I looked at Bilal who rubbed his ass
Leaving his tongue mocking, Bilal stared cynically, woke up and sat down again on the edge of the bed
"Yes.sah Barak, I immediately went home with my girl friend"Ending the phone, looking at Bilal, there was still laughter, but still in detention
"Now how do you find out where girlfriends are, you know, my friends are just you"!
"???????????????????"Both_ think