
DISSEMINATED
"WHEN..has to go home"Really.
the voice will stir up the anger that has dimmed into a blaze
All eyes were on Khalil the man who called me earlier
We all gave her sharp gazes and gestured to immediately leave and move away from us
But it seems that the eye code we convey is not understood by Khalil, he was getting closer to me my hand was directly in Bilal's grasp
"Why not' wait to finish the new show home"?Khalil asked plainly not knowing our current condition and situation that was holding the anger bomb that was on Bilal
"I ...."!
"We want to go home ..Our obligation is done...."Bilal interrupted my words not allowing Khalil to speak to me
Khalil stared at Bilal at a glance, not caring about Bilal's words
His gaze seemed unwilling to move he looked like he wanted to look at me
"You know the show's over, yeah, I want to say something"Khalil added to the atmosphere so chaotic actually he wanted to talk so dare to invite me when I was with Bilal when he had been hit by Bilal's rude talk many times when trying to get close to me
"How dare you"Bilal's two hands clenched his face crimson
"WHY..."Khalil returned Bilal's gaze no less fierce
"YESHAHH....."!we were all shocked our mouths and eyes were wide open
"OOOHHH...had been feeling good because you are a senior here "Bilal getting angry..
"Why do you seem to curb Nabila , you seem to be the owner and ruler, you force him to always be by your side without thinking about Nabila's feelings"Khalil increasingly dare to express his frustration to Bilal ,because all this time he always limited the movement of a man_man who likes me
Bilal slalu drove them away
His strong intimidation
"Who said I was tortured?"I interrupted Bilal who wanted to say something
"NABILA....."!khalil looked at me with mixed shock at my words he seemed to not expect it
"HAHHHH....."!I let out my breath, I have to reinforce this now
"Khalil is good_yes..."Bilal pulled the corner of his lips, he immediately grasped my hand which he had released he was emotional because he saw Khalil approaching me
"I am the one who confines myself to another man without the restraint of Bilal,
"I gave Bilal my ownership rights.
"I chose him to be my master
"And another one, HAAAHHH......."!I let out my breath again
"I decided to be by his side myself, and my feelings are his....."!Bilal immediately smiled pongah and looked at Khalil with a trifling look
He won without fighting
"I didn't mean to offend you Nabila"!khalil is lethargic
"Think I know your feelings are yours, I won't tell you to throw away those feelings, but that's what you said as if blaming my feelings
"And you seem to want to seize the heart that is already in Bilal's grasp"!
"You're a good man Khalil"!
"AHHHH....ALREADY let's go home"Bilal dragged me away from Khalil
"Bilal I'm not done yet.., it's been seen that once, I'm talented advising people...."I spoke to myself and Bilal ignored me, he dragged me along
there's still a lot I want to tell Khalil I think I'm talented as an advisor"I'm still trying
"YOU ARE GOOD PEOPLE LOOK FOR GOOD WOMEN TOO" I'm talking trying to carry on my talk
deliberately make a sound so that Khalil hears it
"I'M SORRY I CAN'T ESCAPE MY BILAL GRASP"!
"DW....DA'S....DA'S...KHALIL" THOUGH"!
"You are satisfied Bilal" I looked at Bilal
"That's so satisfying, you're so smart, you can instantly make Khalil quiet" Bilal smiled in satisfaction
I rode a motorbike to Bilal
"I'm not done talking, you like it"!
"you say it at length no' will have any effect on him...
"you hold my words, he can't stop chasing you when.."
"Let's go home..."
"Have come...."!Bilalpun put his bike on
"Prophey bro...."!Ibam patted khalil's shoulder
"Find another woman, but check that she's on the stamp what not'"!Roy chimed
"And our leader you like was stamped by Bilal from him baby"!
"Daa.bro we went home first "Then they all got on the bike and came home after us who were far ahead.
"Seeing Bilal always develops his smile he remembered with the words Nabila had really made Bilal flowery_flowers he was very happy and happy
He did not think that he was also special in Nabila's heart
We arrived at our house
others have not seen them lagging far behind
"ABI.." I gasped in shock.
On the porch of the house I saw Abi sitting on the terrace chair waiting for us
"AMBIE....."I screamed running towards my brother
"China...honey....."!Abi prefers to call me quinine when asked why, Karna Abi likes the same name
"What's Abi here for..."I grabbed her hand and kissed her and Bilal did the same
We also sat on the terrace chair that I was to the left of Abi and Bilal to the right
"Go home Kina we miss you"Abi held my hand while looking at me with pity
I haven't been home for a long time, I've spent more time with Bilal
I ... feel very anxious to get away from my own home
There was something that made me claustrophobic while there I was disturbed by the smile that was in the photo, the picture of my extended family, we look happy ,smiles adorn our lips all especially my sister's smile that looks so sweet
But for some reason my brother's smile seemed to be pressing on my heart I always felt tight when I looked at the photo, I don't understand what happened ,throughout my memory, everything is in the form of love, my brother loves me so much as I do ,
I tried to remember if I had ever been at odds with my brother, but as I recall it never happened we loved each other,we were protecting each other but why what happened was actually why I felt claustrophobic when I saw my brother's smile
What because of his departure for ever (when it happened 10 years ago when I was 10 years old had entered junior secondary education (smp)
did I feel devastated because of my brother's death
I until now did not understand
It feels so painful
"Where is the child ..When is it ..."!
"Kasian Umi.why don't you miss the same umi cuisine"!Abi is still trying to persuade me
Bilal just looked at me worried
"Why Kina....."!
"Don't you miss Abi's embrace"!Abi stretched out his hand
"I miss Abi"!I immediately fell into Abi's embrace and then shed tears that I held back from earlier
"Then why don't you go home, son..."?
"I'm sorry Abi I can't" I'm still with my cries and tears flowing more and more
Bilal got up from the chair he went inside
But soon he came back ..it turns out he took a tissue he came closer to us and stood in front of Abi and I who were still holding each other
then he lowered his body and stuck his knees on the floor so that he was at our height, he took the tissue from where it was and wiped my tear-filled face with the tissue
"Bilal try to persuade him to let him go home, we miss him so much son"!Abi looked at Bilal with pity
I didn't even think Abi would ask Bilal for help to persuade me
"Ohhhh....."Bilal sighed then he rubbed my head which was still leaning on Abi's arms
"She Behaviour Abi .she's a very nice girl she also loves you very much Abi and Uminya
,he did not obey your words for sure because there was a reason
"Why don't you just explain why you didn't want to go home"!Bilal
Come persuade me
"I also don't know what my reasons are so I don't want to go home"!I spoke to myself in my mind, I could only stare at Bilal silently not returning his words
"Go home If ..see the state of Umimu whatever the obstacles and the reason why you do not want to go home , first get back , hold , meet them , they miss you so much If"!Bilal spoke so subtly
"You're so bored..geliiat me every day...."!I pretend to pout
"MONEY ..."!bilal smiled
"That's the impossible thing in my life"!
"Even I want to immediately seize your ownership rights from Abi just as much as you, but wait I deserve it first ...."!Bilal ruffled your hair
Abi smiled at my interactions with Bilal, but his smile felt strange, "Aaaahhh don't think about it first Nabila "I try to muffle my bad feelings
"Where do you want to go home with Abi "?Abi asked again
"Huhhhh...."!I breathe and hold my body
"OK...alright..I want to go home "!
"But beware ..all of you should never stab me in the back and plan to overthrow my power as chairman..."!
"OKKK CHIEF....."!Bilal stood up and saluted like a soldier
"HeHHHH..HEHHH...!Abi smiled chuckling at our behavior
"So Kina is your leader"?
"Yappp...Abi's right"!
"So Abi don't underestimate my wife
" Your son has been able to conquer 4 cool handsome men ngga' ketulungan and become the idol of village girls_girls here"!
"YES....YEA..YEAH.." YEAH..."!Abi geleng_dagger head saw our behavior
"Now what matters is that you go home"!
"But we can all play at Abi's house visiting Bila "?Bilal looked at Abi expectantly
"Bill...."!Abi spoke softly
"If you play at home, then Kina will automatically always be with you there is no time for us family
"Let's know if you guys are gathering ngga' maybe enough 2 or 3 hours will certainly be more, so when you can be with Abi as Uminya"!Abi explained at length and in short he did not allow Bilal to play at home
"At least these 1 week Bilal let us spend time with our son, after which we will not harass you"!Bilal and I looked at Abi
What's that yeah....Abi just as umi misses me, I did not come home for a long time, I sometimes just go home to take the things I need, my stuff_many stuff stored in this house
I always tell you that I don't go home and stay at this house but it doesn't feel like I do that often so my time is mostly up with Bilal and friends_friends, ' he said ,we are indeed unemployed have no desire to continue our education plan for about a year we want to rest our brains
"Sorry Abi.."!Bilal looked at Abi with regret
"Ngga' what Abi knows if Abi's son is indeed ngangenin"
We smiled at Abi's words
"Well Abi ...ayo come home..."!
We got up from the terrace and walked out to go to Abi's car parked in the yard
When opening the car door
Irfan Ibam and Roy arrive..
They immediately turned off their bikes and approached us
They immediately shook hands with Abi
"Lho...head where are you going...?Ibam immediately asked....
"I'm going home.You don't miss me..."!
"It's only been a week so you guys take good care of this house..."!
"Da.da...da..."!Ibam Roy and Irfan just silently looked at me sad their faces look sad
And I'm getting in the car right away
"Don't be you guys "!
"your two just want to go home, the house is also in this village"!Abi geleng_gang head and went straight into the car
I opened the windshield and waved at them...
"Why is the boss coming home BOSS?"!He asked Bilal
"he said Abi and his Umi Bila miss the same when"!bilal's answer looks heavy
"Don't be sad, that's it...."!
"We'll be able to play to his house later"!Ibam embraces Bilal
"That's the problem "!
"They forbid us to play there "!
"Lho....why?Ibam took off his embrace and looked at Bilal curiously
"Abi says they want to spend time together when there is no interruption "!
"If we play there for sure if we will spend more time with us "!
"That's saying..."!Bilal explained with a sad face
"Yes...ngga' anything just this week..."!
"Yukkk..."!Ibam took them into the headquarters
"Kaliann.jangan lebay ahhh..pake' event cry all over"!
"We're not crying just sad..."!
They entered the house we often call the headquarters.