“I'm Not Your Destiny”

Chapter 58 - I won't give up

A week passed …. 

Valery can confirm if this baby is still in his stomach, if there is a chance he is secretly eating food that he has never even seen or just knows what his name is, his appetite and emotional level are very high lately not to mention nausea in the morning into a routine activity for Valery.

Naturally a mother's instincts in her appear when thinking about her son's future, Valery is unable to open his mouth to tell the facts what Woojin should have known, because the man is the father of the child in his womb. 

These days Woojin is busy, making the man have to travel all day and sometimes make Valery so bored in this big palace, no one wants to take him even though just around the park area. 

Everyone is busy with their daily tasks.

Today Valery emboldened himself to step into a place that attracted his attention since he realized, he listened once to the talk of the waiter who said if the garden in this palace, which is, many have flowers or flowers that rarely exist. It even made Valery more curious about tulips that can be so poisonous or vice versa can be a cure. 

With a white dress and a flower crown she made a few days ago with Woojin, the girl's steps came to a halt in front of the room where so many plants could be seen from the glass door, above the door that says ‘Garden hope’ then on the glass door it says ‘only certain people can enter the area’

Valery became hesitant to go in there, regardless of the feeling from where he wanted to go in without knowing the purpose, could it be just want to know what the shape of the tulip is? Or did Valery just want to see it? 

All this back to the wishes of her child, Valery only felt that if the baby had a bond with the tulip, could something happen when she was unconscious? 

Unknowingly, Valery's hands pushed the glass door and carefully stepped inside, the first thing that turned Valery's eyes away was a black rose covered in a glass box, like it really should not be touched until it is closed like that. 

There are so many plants and flowers that Valery does not know the name, but if you pay attention to the longer flowers in each place have their own light that is naturally emitted in each petal, but if you look at the flowers in each place, it is beautiful but can be a dangerous thing if misused. 

“dia beautiful once” 

Valery was fascinated by the red Aster flower, maybe the instinct of an Aster is still in him so he still likes to admire the charm of the flower, Valery did not dare to touch the flower, Valery did not dare to touch it, he didn't want to risk anything before he knew what function this flower was here for. 

Because Valery is sure, there are no ordinary plants in here.

In addition to a lot of flowers and plants, in the middle of all it is a place that is commonly used to enjoy a cup of tea, it is common if in the garden the flower area must have several tables and chairs to enjoy the beautiful scenery with our loved ones.

Valery smiled, it would be beautiful if he could really sit there with Woojin, Hwang's sister and her baby-to-be, laughing cheerfully and telling her about the problems they missed there, maybe it will be fun but maybe it will happen?

“what are you doing here?” said Mr. Hwang, in a hurry he walked up to Valery who was sitting there.

Valery who had just wanted to touch the tulip unbid his intentions and immediately looked at Mr. Hwang who was walking over to him, Valery was so shocked that he almost fell over stepping on his own dress if not holding on to the pole. 

“a-me-I-I just look around Mr. Hwang” said Valery, he did not know if Mr. Hwang was at home. 

“comear” 

Mr. Hwang told Valery to be on the bench, maybe someone wanted the old man to say. 

“what about the condition of your baby?”

Valery was really surprised, he immediately looked at Mr. Hwang with his confused feelings, how could he know? Valery never even told anyone.

“so you haven't told Woojin?” asked Mr. Hwang again, the gaze kept on the look on Valery's face that looked so frightened. 

“actually I doubt, I'm afraid and I haven't been able to believe this”

“you two are very similar”

Valery realized, if all this time the cold nature of Mr. Hwang is not a made-up thing but that is himself though cold but in fact he has the same warm side as Woojin, like Woojin, realizing that made Valery try to be brave and a little open to his future father-in-law.

“you are also very similar to Woojin, I think your cold nature is because you don't like me but now I understand” 

Mr. Hwang smiled, he did not expect the girl in front of him was very easy to conclude that all this time other people have difficulty understanding, maybe because the character he has with Woojin is not much different. “guardah your health, your health, and quickly tell Woojin”

“will he be happy? I mean maybe Woojin isn't ready to be a dad”

“I'm sure he'll be happy, I've been testing him lately by trying to shift his mind by reminding him of the past, but the result Woojin still choose you and has set his stance to give you all his life and love, initially it is hard to believe but Woojin has changed”

Hearing that made all the anxiety in his heart just disappear, Valery now felt that everything would go well if he did not give up just because he doubted, it was the opposite should he be braver if only thinking about the responsibility he had to complete should he prefer to make things simpler and easier. 

“I'm happy to hear it, I'll tell her soon, in the meantime I hope you can keep the” a secret

“I understand, next time do not carelessly go to a place that you do not know, here we have something that not many people know and is fatal if misused” said Mr. Hwang, said, here the atmosphere became warmer than before which felt so tense.

“I'm sorry for this, I promise I won't do it again”

“I heard you are very uncomfortable living here? Is it because of me?” 

Valery who heard that immediately shook his head, “no, I just feel unworthy to live with all the luxuries that you have, I used to live with everything all the sedeehana, he said, it is difficult to get used to here” said Valery, it is true but there are many other reasons that make Valery hesitate to stay in this big palace.

“ Woojin did not choose you wrong to be the end of his life, Valery make yourself comfortable living here, no need to care about the rules if it does not make you comfortable”  

Valery nodded, all getting better as slowly both Mr. Hwang and Valery were more open to each other, sometimes things that Valery never plans provide another opportunity to better understand the situation, who would have thought if Valery's arrival to ‘garden hope’ gives a new hope as the meaning of this park itself.

note: maybe a few more chapters will be finished soon, I decided not to add to the conflict again, enough is enough, and it just makes this story not good if forced to continue.