“I'm Not Your Destiny”

Chapter 45 - Love Me?

As Valery had thought from afar if all this would happen quickly until finally there was only between life and death that became the determinant of the next life. 

Doctors say that if the blood coming out of Valery's mouth is so much that it makes a doctet it should be concerned with the stability of Valery's blood pressure first rather than looking for wounds or diseases that the woman suffered.

With all the tools attached to Valery's body, making Sara sick and confused in Woojin's mind now leaves her helpless, if faced like a lover who will not be hurt to see their loved ones lying with many tools as a last hope for a life that has not been clarified.

Woojin sat on the side of the bed after the doctor said that if Valery had gone through his critical period after being given three bags of blood, the woman had just gone through a critical period does not mean Valery could immediately wake up, the doctor instead said if Valery is now in a coma and does not know when he will wake up, Woojin sadly said Valery's forehead and kissed him a little longer.

After that he sat back down and held Valery's hand which was filled with tools that Woojin didn't quite understand, his hands were without pale and very cold. 

“Valery as long as you fall asleep there, I will not be tired to wait for you back, although a lot of time will be missed without you” said Woojin, he followed the doctor's advice to always invite patients to chat which Valery would likely hear.

“I won't ask anything if you don't want me to ask what happened, but can't leave me” 

As hard as Woojin is not to grieve, the fear of losing Valery has always been a nightmare he doesn't want to see, if that happens Woojin will continue to blame himself as the main culprit of all this chaos that is happening.

“Woojin, you should rest, you must not be so selfish if you let millions of people lose their jobs just because of one person” said Doctor Bella who is now behind Woojin's body that never diverts attention from Valery.

“I won't leave Valery, he only has me at this time”

“Woojin, you are a Ceo of the Huang Group, imagine if your company you built with your own efforts was destroyed just because you are more concerned with women who do not even know life or death”

“can you go? I'm really fed up with all this” Woojin said, she hates so much if other people don't want to side with her, though if Bella understands the situation for sure the woman will let Woojin like this for a while or maybe more a few days.

“why have you always been like this Woojin, me who was always together a few years ago, you never even wanted to see me as a woman, I love you more than she” said Bella, she also pulls Woojin to look up to her, as people say if at a friendship between a woman and a man lies if one of them doesn't harbor feelings, that's also what makes Bella last this long by Woojin's side without thinking about other people trying to get close to her, his love for Woojin is so great that he is willing to do anything to be by Woojin's side, even though the way is very wrong.

“Bella, calm down don't be like this, tell me if your words just now are a lie, I beg...” Woojin said, she tried to hug Bella's body to calm herself down, there may be rejection from the woman. Woojin knows that he likes her for a long time, but he can't deny Bella that fact if he can't love that woman who is always on the side in his difficult times. 

“No! This time I can't do that Woojin! That's the truth as hard as you can to avoid I already love you Woojin” 

Bella pulls the body of Woojin who will leave her, even the woman is already presumptuous to kiss Woojin in front of the woman that the man likes, she does not need if Woojin will scold her for her actions,  the woman has suffered for too long to let Woojin sleep with Valery and other feelings that continue to burn her heart. 

And Woojin, the man was between confused and surprised because Bella was too presumptuous, with a little rough Woojin pulling Bella's shoulder to get away from her body.

“enough! Didn't we talk about this a few years ago, Bella? Should I now call you Miss Kim?” 

“Woojin, did you forget we ever slept together before you met a woman, ah I forgot several times” 

“I reiterate that if we only do it once and it happens because of an accident, then you don't mind why you became like this?”

“No! Bella's! You can't be like this to me! Please forget everything that happened this time! I beg you to stay with me” said Woojin, he did not want to let Bella go, the man pulled the woman's hand and it held her out of the room.

“ stay with you are you crazy Woojin? I can't keep seeing you care more about that woman! I'm a woman who needs affection and a relationship”

“Bella, did you speak? don't cross the boundaries we've created, what more affection do you need? Always giving it, right?”

“you are indeed Woojin's jerk! Fuck all the limits! You've even crossed your own line, you've even fallen in love with that woman you originally said you wanted to play a trick on her, and remember one thing Woojin I submissive you for, we've slept together but I won't always obey you!”

Bella succeeds from Woojin who is so strong that he makes her wrists, all of this is out of control and also Bella's mind, she does not understand why Woojin is so easy to play herself like the woman before, he does all this like himself a dominant man who has power over all his life, he who has always been there for the man and gave everything including his biological needs that even make Bella fall in the black hole without knowing will stand there without any help.

On the streets of the hospital corridor that was very quiet and desolate. Bella tries to erase all her sadness whether it's tears or all the pain her heart continues to be ignored by Woojin, although Bella is older than Woojin, many get married without thinking about their age, it is wrong if Bella wants to marry Woojin even though they have slept together but not until she is pregnant because Woojin is always careful in doing so. 

She never thought it would be like this again after so long trying to strengthen her heart to still accept Woojin and make herself just the woman she needs, sadly Bella walks towards the car park to leave immediately before meeting Han who will hold her back even longer here.

And sure enough when Bella was about to open the car door she saw Han who had just got out of Woojin's car while carrying the man's belongings, with her black suit Han approached Bella who was trying to avoid her gaze.

“didn't I tell you to stop hurting your feelings?” han said, he took out his handkerchief from behind his black suit.

“you will not understand anything Han, you are just a stiff man who does not understand about love, in your brain there is only money and work”

“ if there is only money and work in my brain is not it included in my heart, until now I still love you” 

“don't you get tired of chasing me on Han?”

“then what about you, you still have hope for Mr Woojin right?”

“you suck!”

“wait here, I know if after this the thing you will do is go to the club and drink a lot of beer or vodka until you get drunk” said Han, she encourages Bella to sit in her car seat and then she picks up Bella's car keys. 

“Han! Stop acting like you're my lover!” 

“if that's what you want we can date later”

With her always-cool style Han leaving Bella in a locked car, if it wasn't for her wanting to protect Bella, Han wouldn't have kept herself from working with Woojin.